to overthrow pj's claim that there is no chiobus in the library, i saw one who is super chio today. lolz....i went school early (at abt 10) for my CTW project discussion. was trying to find a discussion room available and so i walked up to 6th storey..and along the way up the stair...a lady in pink spagetti stripe and jeans walked down..wow...gorgeous...good make up ...good dress sense...though it might get rather cold in the library...but nonetheless...spagettis are good eye candies...so attempt to find a discussion room fail and decided to settle outside the library...while walking down...she, again, yes...the same pink lady walking past me again....wow....how 'qiao'...but as usual...strangers mahz...(physically) close but (socially and personally) far....

hope to bump into more gals like her in the library!!! my hide-out in nus

i got lost in my CTW tutorial AGAIN!! yes, CRITICAL THINKING AND WRITING! no matter how profusing i read (profusely - as in bleeding profusely...imagine that extent applied in my reading)...i still can't seem to find those reasons, supports and assumptions 'spot-on' like peggis (my fat ctw tutor who is so damn cynical in the way she speaks)..been trying to catch up on all the tutorials for this module...always lost...haiz....assignment 1 is due this week...assignment 2 - a 750 words critique is coming ..due before mid term break....and there is an on-going project for a position paper...teams of 3..but mine only got 2...me and a malay guy who happened to be pj's primary school friend...a malay..yes! and i'm not a racist...i teach tuition to an indian gal okay....lolz....well...tmr gotta go sch in the morning to decide on the topic to work on...realy must start doing something...

not forgetting the sociology readings....read so much but dunno how to apply the knowledge....what's the whole damn point here?

maths and phys are pretty much okay...but feel that the tutorials are never enough practice...plus the once a week/fortnight tut session...wat the heck....

wanna go sleep...haven't been sleeping early and well these few days...got a feeling that i may fall sick soon....

no shaggerz online except for tiongz...the usual sole survivor...coz he doesn't need to sleep....lolzzz

" the stranger is (physically) near but (socially or personally) far "

'ich bin und hab my in you verliebt' (german) ---what does this mean? jasmine!!!! translat it for me can?

my msn nick reads "all work and no play makes zhansheng a dull boy"...omg...i'm in the process of converting to a nerd....can't live without books....i feed on lecture notes...hug my tutorials to sleep...and dream of webcast...and what have you....

hee...think i have enough bah....shall take things easy....shouldn't life be like this originally? what has happened to mine since, god knows when?....

i strongly feel that there are different facades of me: 1) in front of shaggerz, i can be crazy...2) in front of my aj good friends, i am 'couldn't-be-bothered' (think that's what they say of me in the past) ....3) with my new bunch of uni friends, i am mild...non-enthusiastic...generally sad....4) and when i'm alone....i feel that my life lacks something...some sparks to light up my dull dayz...perhaps some love to...hmm...make me alive again....


i'm so foolish to make myself fall in love with a stranger....lolz...it's amusing that such thing actually happen to the rational zhansheng...."well, it's a crush and i will get over it in no time"....hee~ yahz....shouldn't talk abt love when i don't even know how to love....


my resolution for the remaining of the year....1) pass my driving (hopefully on my 1st attempt, since jj passed his...lolz)...2) clear my 1st sem in uni with good grades....3) catch up with old friends (aj....bp bball guys).....4) my bday ... hmm...still not sure if i wanna celebrate...if want...who should i invite...and what form should it take?.....

just watch an interview clip of S.H.E ....hebe is described as those 严重慢热型 kind of pple....i think i fall into this category as well....if can be easy with people whom i dun really know....but for me to really clique with you...it takes a very long time...perhaps longer than anyone can wait....

hebe is also like that...*sigh...how can 2 严重慢热型 pple get together...even as friends? interesting issue to talk about....my argument will be that it is near impossible....unless these 2 pple feel the 缘 that's link them...if that ever exist...this is supported by 3 reasons.....(haha...the critical thinking crap is getting on me again)

oh...did i mention that i just took in a student for tuition? A level physics...Millenium Institute yr 3 student (merger of JI and OI) ....indian gal!!! (no element of racism here) ....the 1st session was last sat..managed to 'smoke' her out....kinematics and stuff...went to some concepts and work exampls...using my jc notes...haha.....the main thing is to make her blurr and then clear her doubts again...thatz the way to learn....to see the light at the end of the tunnel....

i have almost forgotten all my a level physics also...need to read up and prepare something before every tuition i guess....but i'm lazy....with additional stuff like this.....

going to slp soon....coz yesterday selpt super late after fixing my comp from some irritating virus....dark.exe....and a fake csrss.exe....hell....and now i think they are gone for good...but my McAfee is dead...can't update...dunno why....using some other free anti-virus for the moment...until i go and buy some pirated one....

long blog....yesh....as i have said before....blogging is for pple with 心事...the more the 心事...the longer the blog? hee...no larz....i see blogging as a way to release the stress i feel in my everyday life....it's like my 出气筒...so poor thing....

oh man...i should have been sleeping by now...if not for the stupid virus....i have been working on my laptop since i came back from jiarong's bday partyworld...wat a waste of time...i could have read up on something instead....

it's all becoz of a msn msg from my friend....and he did not tell me anything bat why he sent that and so, i happy clicked on the url and oppz....yahz....only then that he told me it may be a virus...fark you....

you really piss me off...i hope my lappie is fine by now...hopefully...coz i managed to find 2 very suspicious .exe file and deleted them....my virus scan all failed to work becoz of the virus....detected it....but can't clean/delete/quarantined it

and now....i dunno ....it looks pretty much okay to me already....running my registry scan for one last time....tmr need to install some more strong anti virus program.....

fark....

just finished watching "50 first dates"...another romantic movie that so..hmm...i can't the word to describe it...you know...it's like "how is it possible in real life? it only happens in movie" and yet you still wish that you could be one of the leads in the movie (so romantically in love) and everything is so pleasant...

well...probably, movies are meant to be like this...they are pictures of human desires...that mostly can never be satisfied in actual life...so these movies are made to perhaps...try their very best to fill the 'empty' part of our lives...

okay...for those who haven't watched it...here's a short synopsis...it's abt a guy who fell in love with a gal(at fist sight) and this particular is suffering from a disease(g______ memory) after a car accident a yr back...she can only remember what happened to her before the accident and everyday...after she woke up from her sleep...her memory would be reset to the day of the accident...

pathetic...yes...and this guy (adam sandler) actually loves her...loves her so much to the extent that he actually tries his very best to approach her everyday to start all over with her....making her fall in love with him...every encounter is like their first date....numerous of them...then one day...the gal feels that she's a burden to him and decided to erase him from her everyday...the journal that she started to keep after knowing about her condition and her ever loving 'bf' was editted to remove the guy of her 1-day life....but she still dreams of the imgae of him every night....

ending...she was married to him with a daughter and she still wakes up everyday...needing some video tape to tell her wat has happened to her after the accident and start falling in love with her husband again....

"so ridiculous?!?!?!" some of you may think (most probably the guys)....but "isn't it romantic?" the gals will think otherwise...

my comments on it? yes, it's ridiculous...and who, in the world, would be like the guy? hmm...probably there will be...rare...almost extinct species...and romantic movies defintely have the effect of making pple want to fall in love...this effect is short-term bah...haha...just like the memory of the gal....

well...enough on the movie...


i have finished my very 1st assignment for CTW...it's gonna be graded for CA...6% of total score....haha....i felt so confused looking at the 2 excerpts just now...everything is so vague...and i tried so hard...strained my eyes to try and fish out some sense from the 'chim' writings....

sigh~.....



"Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd"

vanessa carlton "a thousand miles"


was blogging halfway and this song was being played on my media player....nice song...if not for --- ...i would not have known this song....

a definite formula to fall sick...reached home..immediately go bathe in warm shower...then go room...turn on fan and do work....yahz...and now...here i am...with a running nose....sigh....

weilian sang 'heaven knows' beautifully...didn't he?

one of the classics love songs....will never get sick of this song....well...recently started listening to some english songs (limited though)

A thousand miles by Vanessa Carlton...think this song abt 2-3 years old...not too bad...i can send you if you want....just ask from me lorz....

it's really never to difficult to ask...just open your mouth and say it out....so hard mehz>???

lolz

In reply to pj's comment of me on blog: it's only a crush on someone i don't even know..haha...as the term 'crush' implies...it is only for a while....and nothing will come out of it.

In reply to yanz: busy on msn at late night means i'm already sleeping....but left my comp on for some game or dl reason....

and yes...i'm turning into a nerd....soon....

recently i have a tendency to stare blankly at the things that i was previously looking at and wander off....loss of focus? maybe...after pondering hard over a certain sum but can't seem to solve it...after looking of a particular statement over and over again but do not understand it....or thinking of someone that i shouldn't (coz i dun even knw her) and she seems to be 'reluctant to leave'....

i feel like i'm wasting precious time away like this but i can't seem to do anything that helps...occasionally i will just 'alt + tab' to shift to my miner for my game and see if i have gotten anything good....lolz

anyone has 孤单的夜里我不孤单? weilian sings this song well....heard derrick sing 了解 on superstar just now...

i still prefer his singing style to anyone else....full of power and feelings....i think he will make it big one day...if he continues after his army...ohz...did i mention i have got junyang's version of liu shui nian hua? got from my brother...not very clear of coz...


*break (doing some readings in prep for CTW next week)


ouch...my stomach hurts

i wanna be a hardworking boy.....

you chose to add me in...and now you removed me....i guess i'm just a insignificant passer-by...

CTW is hard...i dun understand...even if i read thru many times....the conclusions seem vague enough for me not to identify them.....hell

waiting for my CTW tutorial at 2pm...oh god...so sianz....blogging in the comp centre...no one to pei wo...lolz....

i really bored in school sometimes....think i will go home and start on my maths tut 2 soon....and more readings to be done....

hoohoo

seldom in life have i read so many things in such a short time span. i read for the sake of reading. It seems that nothing really got into my head as the end product. So, is it a waste of time? i really don't know. All i can say is that so readings, facts in the sense, are pretty interesting. But application-wise, i know not how to make use of them yet.



notice the use of language, the spelling and the punctuation above? haha ..standard sia...reverting back to the blogging language...can't sustain anymore....



hmm...wat should i touch on next...well...lolz....i think i'm crazy also...xy..dun worry...you are not the only one...

haha...okay...if you are a follower of my blog...you will know that i saw this swtlooking gal for only one time at a bday party...then when i was browsing through friendster...i saw her account link...Carely is her name...not knowing why...i sent her a msg via friendster...and today..i saw a friend request from her....

think i have a crush on her....on someone i dun even know....i'm crazy...

remember that pj once asked me and kokz do we believe in love at first sight. well..my answer is 'no' back then....now, it's still a 'no' coz i dun think love is something that superficial...

i guess this will stay as a crush which will eventually die down bah....

as i have said...i'm crazy....but she's really cute ....

you dun like to take photo with me...

uploaded some random photos on my little cyber space...feel free to take a look...
there is nothing to much to see actually..

where are all the photos that you all took!!! huh? never send them to me...
sharing is a good thing....

Love actually is all around...

watched 'love actually' just now on my comp....it's been a while since i last watched a romance movie...

at first...thought it's not so good...so many characters...involving in diferent situations....but it's really not too bad....

imagine an english guy and a french gal fell in love when they don't understand each other's languages...within a time span of abt 3 weeks...they talk to each other in ther own language...it's just amazing how they fell in love with each other....

then there is this little boy...what does he know abt love? yet..he's so lovesick that he wants to do something to get the gal to notice her before she flies off to US...he learned the drums...for the sake of love?

and there is the couple at the common workplace....everyone in the company knows the gal likes the guy...including the guy himself...yet....she didn't know how he feel abt her until christmas....when he initiated a dance with her....

well..sometime, both parties actually feel for each other....only waiting for him/her to confess his/her affection for him/her....hmm, so why wait and let the chance simply slip off...be the one that take the initiative....be it you're a guy or gal....there is really nothing to lose...

love actually is really all around

surfing to friendster to look at some interesting things...lolz...realised teenagers nowadays have m\'millions' of testimonials tagged to them...wahz...thatz alot....judging from the fact that i only have less than 10 i think....(what are my friends doing!?!?!? am i not even worth a few words?) haha...

looking thru friendster once in a while is fun....uni is like a real-time friendster....i have got so many friends that are my friends' friends...or friends' friends' friends...complicating...life's like this....thatz the fun part of it....

how someone seems to 'stranger' to you are actually very closely connected...just that you dunno abt it....

i will do my readings for critical thinking and sc1101e over the weekends....

"sociology" ..."family"....kauz...tonnes of readings to be done....

argh....i pressed a wrong button and wat i wanted to post in my previous blog was gone.....oh well...i guess i should just repeat wat i wanna say...

here it goes...i just came back from tailin's 21st bday chalet at chevrons...met up with my ex-colleagues...my older friends...but it still felt so good chatting with them...then there was this very swt looking gal...i think it's tailin's friend or wat...wearing a yellow top and denim skirt if i'm not wrong....very sweet look...and when our eyesight crossed each other's path for a very instant...my heart melted!! (exaggerated)...a pity that i didn't have the courage to ask tailin intro her to me...i mean...seriously...would you just approach a complete stranger to befriend just if this? or would you befriend a stranger who approach you just for that simple reason to know you? i think the s'pore society is not yet that 'open' in the way...

but i sort of know what kind of gal really attracts me.....1st - swt looking....pls bear in mind that this doesn't mean chio...a chio gal can be swt looking but a swtlooking gal need not necessarily be chio....2nd - character-wise...she must have her opinions about certain big issues in life...also....she needs to know when to give in...for the better being of the majority around....3rd - dazzling eyes that can melt my heart merely by looking into my eyes.....a.k.a got 'electricity...haha

here is my confirmed time table for my 1st sem

i dunno how long more i can take this man...feel like i can break down anytime...lolz...am i really so stressed up? oh well...that'z not really the only factor....

to conclude...nus sucks....1st thing i did in the morning today was to log on to the cors to ballot for tut....hel...tried from 9am to 12 or 1pm...and what did i get? the page which says the server is overloaded or unavailable....wat crap...if you can't support so many log-ons at one time....come out with something like different balloting periods for diff fac...or longer balloting time...etc....that pissed me off quite a little....

uni is so much more diff then jc...so many readings to be done...on individual basis...sigh....socialogy text plus its course pack is monstrous....biophy is crap that till now has no purpose to me....maths is complicated...phy is still okay but tut hasn't fit in yet....

was doing a maths sum just now...relatively easy sum but i spent like a few hours over that single qn...only to discover that i actually had the solution but i looked at the wrong ans given....wasted so much time...

i have a prob with maths...once i'm stuck at a qn...i will persistently work at it...for as long as possible until i get the ans....and so i was 'happily solving' it until i forgotten that i haven't bathed....*stinks....

gonna do some reading for my sc1101e now...haiz...balloting only got thru at 8pm lidat....

tmr think i am gonna miss superstar...coz going tailin's (sigma colleague) bday party...see how lorz...

weilian was good just now...but i think the judges are biased...'heaven knows' was with so much feel...and the judges didn't give him credit for that....'tong hua' was better sang by junyang though....think it's more or less a one-sided battle...now that derrick is out...coz i think weilian is still handicapped to perform on big stage like the indoor stadium....

see...my thought processes are all jumbled up...'messy' is the word....

"i have lost it once and yet to find it again" - how true...lost touch of everything i used to be good at....finding them back....but 1st...i better go read my text abit...=)

maybe come back later....

i have 55 contacts online for msn...but i'm not talking to any one of them....

finally found z-chen's 很想你...yes..it's the song that derrick sang on stage when he got out of the competition...he sang with so much feeling...so touching....set the song on repeat...listening to it numerous times today...

"我很想你 你知道吗
如果可以 就让我再见你
美好微笑 清澈眼睛
好确定那场分离只毁了我 一个而已"

sad song....yan just asked me "hey.. do u get emotional if u listen to too much of such songs?"

hm..how to ans her? well...sometimes i do try to sink into the picture of the song...feel with it and sadden myself....that is...if the song has enough 感动度 in it...

well...not that i'm particularly sad...to be frank...recently...i'm more stressed than sad...haiz...it's just me...always giving myself too much pressure that is sometimes not necessary at all....stress? becoz of sch..after 2 yr ns....think i shold just take it easy 1st...afterall..it's just the 1st few weeks...i need time to pick up pace....not sad? yes...what's there to be sad abt? in fact...i dun feel s much anymore...meaning...i dun think abt emotions stuff so much anymore....i would rather stuff all my emotions into a bag and throw it aside for the time being...

i look a happy man...i feel a happy man...coz i want to be happy...

"走吧　两个人能爱多远
是你让我目击爱情来了
然后看见分手的闪电

好吧　往我心中射一箭
让我能在很久很久之后
想很久以前"

---

sleeping at 0016....

drving at 0800....

"因为太了解　所以很伤心　没有你只好听著风的呼吸
却有种叫做时间的东西　说没问題　最后我们会痊癒

因为太了解　我无法坚定　这一次会要掉眼泪的決定
有些遺憾只能一个人听　很对不起　我还是珍惜"

just finished watching the results for superstar...derrick's out...i tot he can make it through to the finals...afterall..he's got potential....and weilian shouldn't have gone so far...i dun mean that he's not good...he has got a gifted-vocals....but...a superstar? dun think so...slight problem to intereact with the fans....

anyway...derrick is a nice young chap as he has proven on tv...was quite touched when he said those words....at the young age of 19...he said things like he has never done anything that his parents can be proud of him and hope that having come so far in the comp...his parents will feel proud....and how he said that he hoped his performance so far has been good and do the crowd and his support justice...very humble indeed...and the way he bowed to the audience....

i think this guy will go far...really...

feel that i'm falling sick...oh man....the flu bug....the weather...and the stress....seriously...i have been feeling stressed ever since uni started...why? sigh~ i hope i know why too....got this feeling that the pace in uni will go extremely fast....only the 1st week...and i know that...

maybe i should just take things easier....afterall...life's more than just studies...but what more in life do i have?

lost in maths tut today...lolz..together with jj...wahaha...

"我无法面对最后这个结局
曾经我们有过无数话题
爱到最后 我们对爱竟会无能为力"

it's guess the song contest again...lolz...no clues given...only wat'z above...pretty obvious i must say

hmm...didn't manage to get my sixth module...200plus was the min successful bid...oh well....doing 5 modules for this sem lorz....next sem i will take 6 bahz....gotta plan ahead....as nus is so cock-up....at least if i plan ahead...i can deal with unforeseen hiccups here and there....and there are bound to be many....

friday play bball in sch!!! couldn't wait...really wanna play..until i'm totally exhausted and can't move...stress-removal...good....lolz....really lost touch with studying....lect!!! homework!!! textbooks!!!! readings!!!!

i just wanna play

happy national day!!!

hmm...slacked the whole day at home...

yesterday was my fiest official day in nus...academic day 1...1st lect was at 8am...so not used to getting up early...anyway...was abt 10 mins late...for the lect...critical thinking and writing....quite interesting lecturer...well..it's only the 1st lect..so i can't really tell much abt the module....

then went over to meet pj in the arts canteen...tried out my laptop...some problem...so i went off to the comp centre from which i was directed to sde3 4th level to rectify it....

looked okay...then i went for my SS lecture...biophysical environment of sg....instant blurred...geology....rocks.....where jurong formation and kallang formation emerge....think need to buy text even for SS liaoz....

slacked around in sch...trying out my wireless..very problematic...then i realised it's some password conflict ba...changed all to a same password and everything seemed okay....

then...meet pj again!!!! with jj for dinner...dunno where to go...actually wanna go marina (not i wanna go...but dunno who suggested) coz...hmm...got fireworks mahz....and maybe can clash into ah cai...and probably her friends also...duh...anyway...we settled for macs and went home after that....

tired...yes...i think i must re-tuned myself to sch life...

and today...i woke up totally forgotten that it's tuesday...i tot i had driving today...and at 10 plus....i frantically thought i was damn late....

oh yahz...dun feel like going anywhere...so i didn't go to sentosa with my og....i didn't go billiard with pj....

watched ndp...the parade was great...reminded me of my commissioning parade....the mobile column looked impressive.....the fireworks wonderfully lit up the dark sky...

tmr sch at 2-4pm...phys lect...think will go print the lect notes tmr...and check out my locker location...E2 (along the way to LT1 and LT2) where the hell is the location?!?!?!

maybe buying the phys and socialogy text(sc1101e) and ssa2215? haha...see how lorz...drop by the central library tmr ....perhaps after my lect....

gonna convert to a nerd soon....

how to get real tired...until your boday almost give up on you? lolz...

it's xy's bday celebration (advanced) yesterday...her treat at marche...wow...so 'bu hao yi si' dun dare to order too much and we ended up all hungry like hungry ghosts...oppz...(sorry sorry...the festival is here...shouldn't anyhow say such things)....luckily there's still the cake made by her friend's mom....very nice...hmmm....chocolate-pear-square cake....it's what that filled my stomach yesterday....

haha...we made ah yu drank 'nv na' 1L...since she likes energy so much...then her jc friends made her write her name with her butt...haha....think i dun wanna celebrate my 21st...so troublesome and still needa be sabotaged by friends....

after that...nothing to do...so the usual activity....party de world....till 2am when i was supposed to have driving lesson at 8 am today...

we sang and sang and sang..and this particular waitress kept coming into our room with a smile...(trying hard...very hard to hide her laughter but we all know that)..and everytime she came in...it was craig singing....lolz....now you know the reason behind her hidden uncontrollable laughter....

okay...i reached home at 2plus...rushed for a bath and immediately to sleep....

woke up at 0645 for 8 am driving lesson...."why you always stall engine?" the instructor asked me...haha...my level of concentration was so low this morning....and the way the engine stall was so funnie...the car moving very slowing until suddenly the stall engine LED lighted up and the car is still rolling forward...then quickly restart engine and the car continued rolling..

then went to WCRC for billiard with kokz and pj...so qiao to meet them all on the same bus...timing was just right....something can 'mo qi'? haha...and yesterday the 3 of us plus craig were all wearing white top also...and we never made any pre-arrangement at all...

billiarded till 3plus...and went home....slept for another hr and here i am...blogging....

pj asked me if i would consider jessica if i know her...well..maybe...coz i feel she is a nice gal...(an alright gal)...haha...but pple also considering alot of suitors....so...lets stop here...

another question...if we try to jio every pretty gal we see...would we be very busy? haha...nope...coz when you succeeded in jio-ing one...and she's willing to be with you...you will not be in the process of jio-ing pretty gals anymore....unless...you will have to keep jio-ing only lorz...

jokes aside...tmr sch starts officially....the lectures....sianz....i'm not ready...where are all my folders and stationery?!?!?!?!

guess i'm suffering from some illness....forever feeling tired...how come? is it a syndrome for some disease? yawn*

well..i was in sch for these 2 days...thurs and fri for 'chess' o-week programme...CHESS for chemical and environmental engin student society...got to know many of my classmates..who will stick with me for the rest of my 4 yrs....and yes...the world is small...there is ghim from my watzup OG..jialing who is jj's aj classmate...ming kwan from aj also...daryl from tango 3 (ocs)...and the rest are their friends or friends' friends or friends' friends' friends...in friendster it's called 3rd degree friend? well...it's realtime friendster here....

anyway...there are a few gals of course....i shan't go further on this...coz...hmm...you know why....

yahz...so 1st day...ice-breaker with classmates and seniors....then lunch...then amazing race around the campus...then bbq which i didn't get to eat much food....anf then...and then...it's the 2nd day.....report at 1000...strength downed....senior strength downed to ONE!!!! and played frisbee for a wwhile....afterwhich...break for lunch....

went over to ghim's hostel in RH to slack and check on some bidding....daryl the magician performed card tricks that's so amazing....and back to Dean's talk...

and yahz...my berm's zip is spoilt again....2nd time for the same berm....got no choice but to wear back my shorts in the morning....

met up with hongtao and managed to get them (tao and jj) to go clementi with me coz i wanna buy a new berm....denim blue!!! haha....but i made the trip real fast coz i dun wanna waste everyone's time....was feeling tired also....(see above, i must be suffering from something)....

fancy blogging at 0140...when i say i'm tired....haha....actually i dunno what i wanna blog abt...but once i start...it just came ...all pouring out....lolz....maybe thatz how i passed my QET...

talking abt that....a Mavis emailed me that she will give the EG1431 to me by tomorrow...how 'efficient'....thatz the sch...NUS....top 20 in blar blar blar....and blar blar...and blar.....



unbelieveable feeling

indescribable feeling...

in a dilemma...should i go for 20 or 24 MC for my 1st sem in NUS? if 24MC, then i gonna take a module with class from 1800-2000 on monday and thurs...very tiring schedule....

if not...i will still have to clear one gem/breath before sem6 coz i wanna go for IA...sigh* SEP is out of my list...coz requires some money...until my parents kana toto....(take note of the word 'kana') lol...understatement is that it's hard larz...

well...thatz one of the things that is occupying my mind right now....

the 2nd one is that the stupid critical thinking is not allocated to me yet...confirmed 16 MC so far....i cleared QET...shot email to 'jolin' (Zoelynn) to ask abt that....no reply so far...wtf....

Am i in the wrong sch? haiz....should have gone elsewhere....but where?

here's the photo as per promised...the left gal is my good friend...the infamous ah cai....then the one on the right is her aj classmate...jessica.... 

photo is for viewing purpose only....no other special meaning intended...though she's pretty larz...lolz

haha...got my modules...SSA2215 - biophysical environment of sg...geo one..lolz...you will see me very often in FASS...for one reason....thatz to study larz...what are you huys thinking....

the other one is my SARTOR module...SC1101E - making sense of the society...from its name...i know it's gonna be a hard module...making sense out of something that makes no sense is close to impossible...as @->infinity....haha...was doing abit of revision on my mathz...all forgotten after 2 yrs...

well...SEP..hmm...sounds fun...but gonna cost money....US? hmm....sounds good but gonna speak ang moh....1st sem? hmm...great...but not possible...hahaha

just for fun

nice old song by pin guan

my tag board is spoilt....i dunno why