dream vs reality....

i prefer the former....but i wake up feeling the exact opposite of the harsh reality....it often makes me feel miserable...that something is truly missing....something called love....and another called passion....





do you knw that you stopped being friendly to me? i feel it so strongly....i dunno if you're being deliberate or wat....but i feel sad....so much so that i dunno if i should start distanting myself away....but as much as i want to do that...i knw i will have difficulty....