this blog is getting busy....not a good sign....

haiz...

it's the dec season yet again....every xmas has been the same....

i yearn for a different xmas this yr....but i really doubt it will be....

so hard to focus....so hard to let go....so hard to forget.... but i'm really trying....i hope i dun have to try....but well....life has been brutal to me....

had i been looking for comfort? or all this while, had i been looking for love from you?

i'm not sure...but i'm sure feeling quite miserable now...coz of the things that have happened....coz of the things i did....coz of the things you nvr do....