in life...you can't always have it your way...learn to adapt to unforeseen circumstances and persevere...learn to give in to others and enjoy the act of giving....

when you are sad...remember that there is always someone who will feel sad just because you are feeling down....be happy....not just for you alone...but for the people around you who care...

back from chalet @ downtown east with aj friends....a chalet that costs less than a night f budget bbq-ing....

nothing really exciting...played lotza cards....the filled-with-laughters asshole daidee when everyone simply 撒娇 to get it their way...haha...so funnie...got contract daidee somemore...3 v 3 one...allies planning to always finish top 3....

hen, there was the poker mahjong...the kev's stupidest card game....i have nothing to say abt it...it's just plain stupid...but funnie....

and the 99....that's the moment when we realised our mathematics is like shiit...

and the dunno-what-is-the-name game....when we are supposed to collect sets of 4 same cards by asking one person to give you all his/her certain card....it's a 心机 game....

chalet was funnie...later still got mahjong....

rest

伤

strange but i still remember the 01 x chalet....the 01 x ktv...and the 01 x chom chom...the very little memories that i have of you....

hmm....been a long time since i blogged....blogging less and less frequent...been tied down with lotsa party quests in maple with friends....quite sick of the whole game...really...if not for the fact that i have nothing to do....




when love becomes painful...it's time to let it go....




我的天空今天有点灰

make a wish....all i wish for is something that starts with 'h' and ends with 's'......

_appines_

happy bday to me!!!!

yes, finally turned 21 on this fateful sunday morning...4:35am...

dear friends, thankz for coming....thankz for giving me face to turn up for this humble little gathering @ my house....

i just wanna keep it simple and yesh, as simple as possible....coz i dun really like to play host to large groups of people...

time to sleep i guess....

=) feel happy for jj....really....

result's out!!!! 1 A, 2 A- and 1 B...and an S for my s/ued module...

not the best of the best result...coz i know could have been better...

the B for biophysical came some sort as a disappointment...was expecting at least an A- for that....and B was 2 grade down....

but A for physic was a surprise....

cap at 4.38 for the 4 modules...if the B was a B+ it would be 4.5 and i would momentarily be in the 1st class range....

well...i should be satisfied for now...will strive to work harder....

Merry xmas's eve's eve!!!!

results gonna be out in a few hours time!!! good luck everyone!!!

"there is nothing worse than the feeling that no one cares whether we exist or not, that no one is interested in what we have to say about life, and the world can continue turning without our awkward presence"


"Being with someone else and making that person feel as if they were of no importance to our life is far worse than feeling alone and miserable (in the street of Geneva)"

maybe now, i know why..........

"In the words of a Persian sage: Love is a disease no one wants to get rid of. Those who catch it never try to get better, and those who suffer do not wish to be cured"

these are my friends in maple....we are all noobs!!! and we pose to take picture in the game....so funnie.....

left to right: 1511(yanz), Pululu(taoz), jie2005(peijie), lurvinia(yu) and me(xxnobuhiroxx)

i give up....dun ask me to organise anything anytime soon

i just failed my driving test again!!!

01 x immediate failure for 'bua-ing' the kerb when i left turn in the circuit straight after a right turn....the sotp line causes it!!! coz i never return my steering wheel to the straight position after the right turn at the stop line...then once i continue left...it bua the slightest kerb of all....even to the extent of not feeling it...

okay...that apart...got 24 demerit points!!! wat!!! so many? why he deduct 8 point for failing to check safety for my parking....i was dead sure i checked like umpteen times and my parking was good enough....

and why he deduct again 8 point for changing lane abruptly....i only signal right then turn a bit to make the lorry behind slow down a bit for my to cut in!!! (haha....my smelly technique)...okay...that's my fault...coz i sort of causing other vehicle to slow down un-necessarily which my cheating technique....

and why he deducted further for me stopping beside the end of the kerb before negotiating a right turn at the traffic junction? 'you should stop further in front'...but i was taught by my instructor to stop there!!! being the 1st vehicle in the queue to right turn....

i was sad....bcoz, yes...i failed....and that means more money and more time to be spent on driving!!! i feel the pain coz i fork up all the money for driving myself...and i ain't have time for all this when school starts next year!!1 and i need to renew my PDL again.....how sad can that be?!?!?!


the acomodador: there is always an event in our lives that is responsible for us failing to progress.....i have been 'hentak kahki-ing' for very long i guess....i needa progress!!!!

tmr is my driving test....wish my good luck!!! i dun wanna fail again

Got this email from a uni friend....quite interesting...as what its subject says...it's sort of an ad for engineering guys...i dun mean to offend any of my arts friends, medicine friends, business friends, law friends(dun think i have any)...strangely it doesn't feature the science freaks students....purely for pleasure viewing



Subject: Why Girls should Marry Engineers

Advantage 1: Secure lifestyle

An engineer boyfriend can provide you with a secure lifestyle. At 27 years old, an engineer probably has a respectable, stable job that gives him a high income to own a car, invest, have a comfortable life, and get married and buy a house too. Law graduates are still working as a lowly apprentice in law firm. Most management graduates have just failed on their first business plan. The arts graduate is still looking for a job. And the medical school graduate is still living in a hospital.


Advantage 2: Unmatchable industriousness

An engineer boyfriend will dedicate an unimaginable amount of his time and effort to understand you. Engineers strain really really hard to understand their work. You can believe that they will try really really hard to understand women too, just like how they understand their work, once they believe that you are the one. So even if they don't understand you initially, they will keep on trying. Even if they still do not understand, they will figure out the correct method to keep you happy (e.g. buy diamond ring = 1 week's worth of happiness.) And once they find out the secret formula, they will just keep on repeating it so that the desired results appear. Unlike the Lawyer who will argue with you. The Management graduate who will try to control your spending, The Arts graduate who will 'change major'. And the medical school graduate who will operate on you. And you know what, it's really so easy to make engineers believe that you are the 'one'. Say that you like one of their
project and they will be hooked to you forever.


Advantage 3: An engineer boyfriend will never betray your trust.

Let me first tell you what is wrong with the rest of the others - The lawyers will lie about everything. Management graduates will cheat your money. The arts graduate will flirt, and you probably just look like another cadaver to the medical school graduate. Your engineer boyfriend is either too busy to have an affair, and even if he does, he is too dumb to lie to you about that. Hence, an engineer is the most secure boyfriend that you will ever find - rich enough, will keep ontrying to understand and please you, has no time for affairs, and too dumb to lie to you.




oh....i'm an engineering student!!!! an engineer-to-be!!!!

haha

it doesn't take much effort to tell a lie to make a friend happy...lolz...

finally....finished working on my new skin....cool right....took the picture from a blogskin...the colour scheme also..but i did most of the alignment myself...try here try there finally aligned everything swee swee....

tired...being working for close to 3hrs ba...

well...let me intro to you...this 'bleach' skin...

the guy is the lead...Shinigami Kurosaki Ichigo (shinigami means death god i think)

and the gal is Kuchiki Rukia....

"失去了曾经的拥有
在你离开以后
带走了笑容 只留下寂寞
望了幸福是什么"

-- 在一次拥有 - 龚诗嘉

just came back from a driving lesson...it's been 3 months since i failed my 1st TP test...dunno why but today was extremely nervous...just like the 1st day when i started learning driving...my left knee was shaking non stop...lolz

"你会怕车" this is what the instructor said...yah lorz.."还不够稳"...scare sia...so many cars on the road....i think even if i pass on monday i will only drive if it's 我爸爸的路 or if it's one of my cars (notice the 's' after the c-a-r)...i will own many so that even if i buang one...it doesn't matter....

back from lot 1 ...bought 龚诗嘉's album...not bad singer...sounds like yanzi...also singaporean...but she is talented...compose most of her songs in her 1st album...under the same company as S.H.E (H.I.M) 华研 international....hmmz...was watching an episode on 我猜 the other day...she used to play bball...lolz...doesn't look like...she seems more like those quiet quiet...play piano one... 'gong' is how you pronounce the surname...rare surname...at least i never see before....

no king kong today....sad...everyday stay at home...wanna go for movie still must accomodate those who wanna watch but not free....i think everyone just wanna feel involved ba...but why busy yourself during a short 1 month holiday? (inner voice: coz it's better than rotting it away at home watching vcd...anime...picking up maple story)

(another inner voice: shuddup!!)

anyway...this year does not have the festive feeling...no xmas cards whatsoever...no mood to even go shopping for cards...so to my friends...here is my-on-blog-one-for-all-christmas-card...没诚意...yahz but how much does 1 kg of 诚意 cost? okay...so here it goes:
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To XX:

hihi, it's the end of year festive season again...no snow...and so...this year's orchard road decides on a red christmas...whole street red like ang bao....hope you have had a good 2005 and may the coming year be even better...

for those studying, may you have lotsa 'jiam tao' or 'lo ti'..

for those working (ehz...only kokz?)...may you earn lotsa money and bonuses...

for those who buy 4-D, toto and big sweep...may you strike big someday...

for those in love, stay in love...

for those not in love, may you fall into it soon...(ehz...decided to strike this off)

merry christmas and best wishes!!

yours sincerely,
zhansheng
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okiez...attention shaggerzz!!!! events up for next week

1. king kong
2. ktv
3. badminton@nus.friday
4. buffet@627cckst62#12-166.sg680627 on 24th...tentative...not confirm yet...


yanz ask me what i wan for bday....i said i wan a big ang bao....am i supposed to expect a big big red red cardboard ang bao? well...

craig said he wanna bring hebe to me...hmm...better not...i scare he 破坏 hebe 的形象...

all i want for bday is...hmm...happiness....你能给我快乐吗???

haha...i know that present is very difficult to get...so be it...

i will get that for myself...bleahz...

:: S.H.E - 月桂女神 --

:: S.H.E - 不作你的朋友 --

Bleach


the tenth squad captain - Toushirou Hitsugaya

"再说我爱你 可能雨也不会停
黑色毛衣 藏在哪里 就让回忆永远停在那里"

-- 黑色毛衣 - 周杰伦

so boring...another day at home....mapling like crazy....and i'm still a noob...ain't got anything to do really...ktv: not enough pple...mahjong: just played a few dayz back...beach: yahz...but yahz...tot wanna go beach one?....

to sum up, it's so boring larz...

today is my brother's 23rd bday...hppy bday!!!!

next week will soon to be mine...

i hate it when christmas comes...always need to think of wat to do for this special occasion...and there are so many things on-going for so many pple that it's really hard to get everyone together....

i dun like christmas....i dun like my bday....

maple story is such a stupid online game...i'm such a noob...no one told me anything and i started playing...not knowing that i need 25 dex to be an archer...and i still can't promote at lvl 12 when pple already promoted at lvl 10...kauz...

"That is why it is so important to let certain things go. To release them. To cut loose. People need to understand that no one is playing with marked cards; sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Don't expect to get anything back, don't expect recognition for your efforts, don't expect your genius to be discovered or your love to be understood. Complete the circle. Not out of pride, inability or arrogance, but simply because whatever it is no longer fits in your life. Close the door, change the record, clean the house, get rid of the dust. Stop being who you were and become who you are."

"(people) are the prisoners of their personal history"

-- Th Zahir - Paulo Coelho

holidays have never been so boring before..it's hard even to get 4 persons together on a saturday afternoon for a mahjong session...

back to my movie watching with my best pal (my laptop)...

i'm like spending more and more time with it than i spend time with any living being...

hmm...i guess 朋友越来越少了吧...

an extremely bright and clear half moon...just outside my window...

wat time of the year is it now?

i ain't sad...

but really, there's simply nothing for me to be happy about that's all...

and i really want to be a little happier...

people like to spot the typo errors in my blog huh

"再说一次我爱你" or 再说一次 "我爱你"

notice the difference between the two? the 1st will mean to say it again to the person you once and still love (just like what the movie depicts in itself)...the 2nd will simply mean to say "i love you" again...

hmmz...just wonder when will i 再说一次 "我爱你"...

it's been a while...and i guess it will stay as it is for a longer while...

2:40am...

hmm...i thought sleeping for a while before the 3:35am CL game will be good...afterall, i have strained my eyes by quite alot of anime and movie viewing...

hmm...just finished watching "再说一次我爱你"...not too bad a movie...but dun think it's good either...(to me, it's a 'not-worth-spending-9bucks-at-the-cinema-but-don't-mind-watching-for-free' type of movie)...andy lau played 2 characters..both whose wives were dying...the 2nd andy's wife got the 1st andy's wife's heart transplanted into her...but still she's dying...then the 1st andy..under a 机缘巧合 found out this lady who now carries his wife's heart...and the 2nd andy had left his wife (the lady with the 1st andy's wife's heart) to japan...so complicated!!!

and so...knowing that the lady (charlie yueng) is dying...the 1st andy decided to impose as the 2nd andy and help her spend her dying days happily...abit touching yahz...actually...charlie yueng knew about the fake husband all this while but her heart (which belongs to charlene - 1st andy's wife) did not exposed him...

1st andy did all these becoz he couldn't be with his wife during the last few moments when she was awake and alive...and so, he hoped charlie woould be able to see the 2nd andy for the very last time before she died...

as you can see...not a very good movie yahz....

but still, it saddens the viewers...
"All about Love"

a busy sunday...went over to chun yen's house for his 21st bday bbq at his chalet...a realxing session...didn't get down to do the 'dirty' work...aka starting fire and cooking food which i normally do...it's been some time since i last saw this bunch of jc friends le..felt great to catch up with them once again...and time really passed so quickly that by the time i left...it's already 10pm or so (and i told yan that i will be over at her chalet at abt 7-8pm?!?!?)

nonetheless, took a cab down to chevrons to link up with shaggerz...by the time i reached...i guess the crowd were more or less gone...got down to a game of mahjong with pj, kokz, and jj...afterwhich played a few dvds which only pj watched...the rest all concussed...i, too, couldn't put myself through another torturous spiddy 2 and fell into numerous 5-min sleeps in ultra awkward positions...

that's how the chalet come to an end..with kokz...and his newly bought car..(yahz...a new blue honda city)...so he drove me home at abt 9am ...reached home..ate something...slept for a while...and started this wonderful...addictive amine...

bleach...imagine going through 21 episodes of abt 20min each ....equivalent to abt 4000mins or approx 7 hrs....in half a day....haha...

death god...soul slayer....hollows....damn cool...

gonna get down to finish till episode 25 today....
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chalet has been dull these days...actually what are there to do at chalets? 4 persons gather in front of a square table and DMJ? ...ultimate 'bridge building' overnight? or simply gather and slack and eventually all will end up sleeping...and wats the point of sleeping with friends...when you can sleep more comfortably at home...well..i still prefer to sleep alone though....

another touching korean movie...*sob sob*

lolz...realised that the female leads in korean show always have the 野蛮女友 element in them...to conclude...koreans are violent....

downing my last bit of vodka mandarin with my all times fav - coca coke - on a meaningless saturday night....

back to my korean movie watching

河智苑








korean ladies look nice....demure...give me 很舒服的感觉...

went shopping alone today...coz my sms failed to reached my 2 friends last night...and i ended up alone in town to shop for another friend's bday present....

lolz...walked around aimlessly...and shop very long for "窗口"...saw many things that i wanna buy...haha...the adidas predator white shoe bag looks cool...arsenal official o2 jersery is damn ex...100 plus bucks...bball shorts are expensive too...ave 50 bucks each...looked around for a sling bag that is big enough with a retro feel...but couldn't seem to find one....

okay...back to the objective of today's shopping trip...my friend's present...haha...bought something nice...but dunno if useful...a fx creations folder...looks very professional...hate shopping for stuffs that aren't mine...

but i got myself a wallet...a small one...but i got the wrong color...actualli wanted the brown one...but gotten the black one instead...lolz....

and this is how i spent my friday afternoon....

wat does it mean to dream of a person whom you haven't seen in 3 years...when the last time you saw her was at the sch's prom?

wat kind of friends do you have when you ask him something and he replied in CAPS "I AM WATCHING ANIME!!"

sometimes, i wonder what kind of friend i am in the eyes of my friends?

some self thoughts ba

watz the point of having a 'how to play' guide...when it's so unclear on how to install the game?

shan't comment on zouk tonight....only that i shouldn't have gone tonight...coz it's not tonight...

would be better if it were some other dayz bah...

almost kana locked out of my home...told mum not coming back tonight...but in the end...still come back...luckily the door is not locked internally...if not i will have to go macs sit sit for 2 hours....

thatz life....full of surprises.....

past my sleeping time...dun feel really tired at the moment...but a bad headache...yes!!! still got smoke smell on my hair...

shall still go sleep....coz my attempt to install fm06 fail...even with the not-so-clear 'how-to-play' guide....lousy

ok...my friend complain abt the 'cheap-bye' ...very vulgar...

my mistake...should be 'cheap-buy'....kes any difference...