still in time to wish my hebe a very happy bday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

life's full of shiit...so bear with it, my friend....

it just feels like i'm out of 'love'...in a bad mood right now..may continue for the next few days...pardon me...

i'm so sad...sob~
just broken up with my 'love' this morning..it's heartaching..but i have to let go...it's all my fault...i shouldn't have cheated on 'her'...it all started becoz i couldn't resist the temptation...omg..i really regretted what i did...i ought to be punished for that..and now, i'm free and available again...(during non-working hrs)..no longer tied down with anything...























PS: pls don't mistaken what i wrote above...it's abt my game..conquer...haha...decided to run macro overnight and was caught by some assholes...lost many of my expensive equipment..but hai~..macro-ing in such a game is like cheating you see....so i decided to quit this game from this moment on...very sad..but i have to let it go.....sigh~

"我始终带着你爱的微笑一路上寻找我遗失的美好
不小心当泪滑嘴角就用你握过的手抹掉

再多的风景也从不停靠只一心寻找我遗失的美好
有的人说不清哪里好但就是谁都替代不了"

---遗失的美好

this is the part of the song that ly highlighted to me the other time round..this prompted me to take a look at the lyrics and now, here's the song...

sad...sob~

i cut my lip using my razor today!!!
wth...my lips are so vulnerable...susceptible to harm...it hurts but is healing...

=)

my long lost friend...welcome back!!!


My Pink IC


ORD loh!!!


oh yah...forgotten to announce...pj is back in singapore!!!

another week ahead...looking forward to Good Friday!!!

buck up!

1st day @ work...so many things to learn and absorb...cant' possibly imagaine that i'm getting only 6 buck/hr and i am to cover like 2 job scope...doing up quotations...answering to customers' enquiry (mainly dealing with backorder) which means that i will have to check and tell how long will they have to wait for their goods to arrive to them, where are they in the queue list..availability of stocks..etc...

haha..still don't know how to service the customers yet..never pick up any calls for today..was buzy getting used to the work..doing up a few quotations..

heard of sigma-aldrich? well it's a company selling stuffs like chemicals, lab equipments, solvent, etc...things to do with chemistry..biological science....its customers consist of many pple...the university...bio-firms..research firms...etc..lolz...big business sia...hq in Europe..with warehouse in germany...production plant in US, Switzerland, germany...and what else...so many things were told to me today...

god...was told that they will need my service until as long as they need it..which means anytime from 3 weeks to 3 months...wth...wateva larz...let see how it progress ba...

did i mention that sembcorp called up and ask me to go down on monday for a scholarship interview? my last attempt at it...well...wish me very good luck...if can get then best..coz will definitely lessen my financial burden for uni...pray hard ...

挑衅

我的梦早已归零 我的爱结成冰
褪色的刺青 残留的姓名
那是我的曾经
别为我动了真情 别怪我那黱ㄍㄧㄥ
孤独的背影 落寞的神情
经不起你的挑衅

不要闯进我冰冷的爱情
我怕沉睡的梦被你惊醒
无论束手就擒 或是抵挡你的入侵
都会让我 摇摆不定 触景伤情

你的梦如此清醒 你的爱太冷静
催泪的叮咛 温柔的神情
却又让我动心别让我掉入陷阱 别恨我不敢听
固执的个性 坚定的表情
经不起你的挑衅

不要闯进我冰冷的爱情
我怕沉睡的梦被你惊醒
无论束手就擒 或是抵挡你的入侵
对我来说 都是挑衅

不要挑衅我冰冷的爱情
我怕醒来会爱你爱不停
请你别再靠近 不要让我狠不下心
现在的我 经不起你 一再挑衅

wat a day today was...was waken up by a phone call from nyx...oh yah...nyx from kellyservices..the job agency that i signed up with..she told me that sigma aldrich(the company) decides to employ me and i can start work tmr..told me to make a trip down to collect the time sheet (something to calculate and endorse the number of hours i work)..well...$6 per hr...hmm...anything lorz..stay @ home also play game and rot..

so i went down to JE to collect the thingy early noon (~11am) and tot of visiting the JE library..haven't gone there after its renovation..but it only opens at 12pm..hell..even librarians wake up so late!!

fine..went on to redhill to get something from my friend..after which..gone down to dorby ghaut..peace centre..to register with a tuition agency.."orleander tuition service"...my friend intro it to me..yahz..so i went down and take a look..told the guy there that i would prefer sec sch lvl..primary sch i dun want...then he was telling me can try jc also..but i dun wan to "hai" pple fail A levels..so i told him can maybe try J1 students only..haha...

haha..then i went down to BBDC...FINALLY!!! and enrol for the class 3C course...had previously been too lazy to go down...alright now that i have taken the 1st step..gonna try get my license asap...but gotta start work soon...so i can only book for lessons during peak hours or weekends...ah..more expensive but no choice...

haven't scheduled for any lessons though...but very soon... :)

not gonna waste my time anymore..

felt quite shagged after that and went home..played game...yeapz..conquer online as usual and gained a level...lvl 101 fire master now..lolz..hmm...then just realised that i haven't gone library today!?!?!? forgotten abt it...

also..reiceived another call from nyx telling me that they want me to start work only on thurs as they will be taking in another person and train us together...okayz...but wth...so troublesome for a $6/hr job? well...i miss my camp!! lolz...

okayz...that will abt sum up what happened today..tmr morning gotta go jogging...later of the day go library walk walk see see...and play game...hha..oh yes...maybe go down BBDC again as they got my particulars wrong!!! =)

i believe the song you listen to is the true reflection of how you are feeling at the moment..provided that it is the particular song you choose...

i guess i still do......
probably.....
gotta be a long time.........

you would always find things when you least expected them to appear...so, if you desperately yield for something, don't show it out..pretend that you can still go on without it and who knows, it will come knocking at your door the very next moment..

bottomline: don't show your desire too clearly and explicitly...duh~

went to science park II for a job interview just now..
hee...saw yEe on bus 188..she was on her way to sch to hand in some assignments..

well..the interview was crap..more like a talking session with them..Sigma Aldrich is the company's name..gotta wait for them to call again..

hmm...6 bucks per hour...so pathetic..comparing to my army pay..haha..but better than nothing...

gotta find some tuitees to teach too...plus go learn driving...haha...lets make myself busy so that i wun dream too much...

cheers

Last friday night


group@amk Kbox


wg and kev


wg drinking hot honey


jinyan


qizhi


kev and dawn

A night @Kbox amk...with my jc friends!!

"if you have a dream that you never fight for, you will regret for life"
--- "Robots"

nice animated movie (a.k.a cartoon)

Type 2 - elegant, intelligent, pretty, no temper


taiwan top model


lin zhi ling

Well, i guess a pic speaks for a thousand words..how abt 2 then? 2000 words..
Yeah...the long awaited Type 2 of the type of ladies that appeal to me..

she has to be clever, has a good body proportion, an angelic face..no temper (or little will do)..always smiley...

haha..i guess i have a soft spot for ladies being able to "sa jiao" in the right way...if she does that to me..i will give in to whatever she wants..(omg..this is a secret for you to know..pls don't spread to others who never visit my blog)

thkz

one last attempt for scholarship..applied for Singapore Powers and Sembcorp online earlier this week...can't seem to load their pages properly at home with my problem comp..so went woodlands library...

1st time using the internet access in a library..gotten pay using a cashcard once the grace period of 30min is over...spent 2 bucks and can't even use it for more than an hour...

went with ht on tuesday to look for a job agency..we were told that there is this available job (customer serivce) in a LIfe Sci firm in Sci Park 2 which they will help us check if they need pple..were told to write a resume...lolz...even for tep job application...well, we did as we were told and now waiting for some news...

it's either that i work and learn driving, or just learn driving, or do nothing..

omg..haven't pay a visit to bbdc for the registration yet...too lazy...

this coming sat, 120305, NUS open house...any interested party??? pls contact me...

My new specs!!!

the song you are listening to now is....

窗外

歌手:吴宗宪

点了支不想抽的烟 思念像眼圈飘散在床边
泡了杯没糖的咖啡我擦了香水 会不会飘到你面前
天空上的云 仿佛像你的心情捉摸不定
回想你扮鬼脸的表情难以忘记

爱离窗外越来越远
下着大雨那一夜
你哭红双眼 都是我不对(你没有不对)
我才发现我无力挽回
爱离窗外越来越远
已过了多久时间
你(我)哭红双眼 都是我不对(你没有不对)
我才发现这早已是从前

我想拉上窗帘我想闭上双眼
只是我不想看到窗外过去的情节

test 

光良 - 童话

忘了有多久 再没听到你对我说你最爱的故事
我想了很久 我开始慌了 是不是我又做错了什么
你哭着对我说 童话里都是骗人的 我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂 从你说爱我以后 我的天空 星星都亮了
我愿变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手变成翅膀守护你

你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局
我要变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局
我会变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局
一起写我们的结局

looks like the previous blog wasn't very welcomed by my usual viewers..
then i shall not proceed with my Type 2, Type 3, Type 4 etc...

just came but from cheka's house..had steamboat...quite funz...her baby brother is so cutez...

yahz..babies are alwayz adorable, aren't they? but you will never know what will they become when they grow up...monster??? or angels???

Types of Galz That May Appeal to Me

Type 1 - galz with unique character

If you know me well enough, you should know that i like galz with unique character..may sound vague but i can't find the word for it..
hmm...galz that are very "hebe"??...haha..

so, galz that look or behave like hebe appeal to me especially..but so far, i have met none except for the real hebe..a mixture of character actually..

gentle, demure, ladylike(filled with nu ren wei), quiet... with an aura of serenity...everything seems to be at peace with her around..probably sometimes fell into a world of her own without any reason...hmm..a sense of mystery when she goes dazing blanking...rather attractive...

other than those, someone who is capable of mischief....witty, can easily adapt to situations, capable of "sa jiao"-ing - it's an entitlement for ladies to "sa jiao"...noisy when it needs be...

more to come....has her own way of thinking...whacky ideas which are creative, innovative and meaningful...filial to parents (including mine coz i'm not very filial to mine..so she must cover my weakness)...

coming to looks..hmm..preferably shoulder-length hair...not very particular abt colours but shiny black looks good...knows how to keep her hair neat and tidy...fringes or no fringe...eyes got to be not too small...must be able to "talk" with the eyes?!?!?..lolz...sleepy eyes look attrative sometimes...

basically, she must know when to give in and when to be firm...

omg..am i describing hebe?? well, yes!!

this is so crap...haha...

so galz, if you happen to fulfill most of the criteria above..congratz as you are almost a perfect, ideal lady in my eyes...you gotta be proud of that yah...

may you have fun reading this...lolz...other types will be coming very soon..=)

i know i may not have done a very good job...but it's already time for me to leave so.....WHY CAN'T YOU ALL LEAVE ME ALONE~!!!!!