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Saturday, April 30, 2005

so sad...am being left out of shaggerz' blog...*sobz~
okay...finally done with the autoplay for my song on the blog...can be quite irritating sometime...

hmm...okay...to update on what has happened today...went WCRC to play billiard in the morning with pj...kokz can't go coz he has a sprained ankle...after which i went over his hse there to eat and then visited his ah-ma for a while and go town...with the intent to actually shop for tiong'z present...haha...

but we ended up accompanying 2 ladies to shop for their..or rather her stuff instead...they 2 are yanz and shiyun...oh god...shopping is ever so tiring...walking around...looking at galz till my eyes got tired...haha...i still prefer taiwanese gals though...and so...it goes on and on and on...till ht called and said he's a lot 1 ....veri sianz and he came down to join us....instead of sianing alone in lot 1....he came down and sianz together...

walk and walk and walk....i'm really ..once again....impressed by the galz' stamina to shop....haha...finally got abit hungry and went for a meal...(told my mum i will go home and eat)...haha..then went lot 1 with ht coz he wanted to rent some XXX vcds to spend the night with...(XXX - i dunno the name of the movie...what are you dirty-mind pple thinking!!!!)

then finally came home for another round of meal...lest rice..coz really can't eat anymore...but mum's soup is something i must drink...so delicious!!!!

that'z abt all for tonight...training session for my future gf...build up stamina to shop...haha

Friday, April 29, 2005

暗恋 - 单恋 - 迷恋

一厢情愿。。。。
wohoho...the tou huey gathering was cancelled...so i stayed at home...surfing through the ever so wide "www"...haha...so interesting that i actually found an online forum dedicated to "Tian xiao jie"..haha...lotza clips of her and S.H.E to be found and downloaded from there...

watched the clip when she participated in the guess show when she was 16 for the "gao guai mei shao nv" competition...did a short catwalk too...she wasn't shy at all on tv...the dunny face that she made and how she made fun of the pple around with her words...haha...when she was at the innocent age of 16!!!

looking foe the source to dl the clip...if anyone happen to have it, pls offer it to me....your kindness will be deeply appreciated....Thank You....

Thursday, April 28, 2005

think most of you din notice this as well...i actualli have a link at the top right hand corner to some of my photos...seldom update coz i seldom take good pics...-P
time to blog...after spending some time working on my template...added a picture of Miss Tian Xibi (look to the left)....and i stole something from yan'z blog...don't think many of you viewers will notice that....well...afterall...i have spent quite some time working on it and hope that you pple can make an effort to go discover and appreciate it...

what a tiring day...mr ronnie is still sick and i had to deal with quotes alone for the whole day again...i hit a career high of 40 plus quotes today...haha...not forgetting some irritating calls from customers...i think i'm just not cut up to be in the customer service field as i so feel like scolding pple the whole day when i am irritated...managed to control it though...

tot can go home eat today but my mom called up to ask me to go eat myself...i ended up in lot 1 cd rama, buying jolin's new album...$$$$!!!! haha...i just can't resist the temptation to spend on her cd....well...she looks so pretty...not sure abt the songs...but hope they are not bad...now that she's out of jay's favour...no more jay's song pieces in this album....but there's one which leehom penned it...elements of china "feng" in it...a rather nice song though...

jolin is pretty...like a gal growing up to be a feminine young matured lady...one of my all time fave too...haha...if you know me well enough,...you will know that i have alot of idols...all females...randoming my list like the weekly 933 'dragon-tiger" chart....except that the top is always that missy over there (finger pointing to the left again)...i think she will not go on mc like yan'z ayu on her blog...she is very professional one...haha

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

can't imagine that these 3 days have been so busy at work...endless quotes start piling up....countless phone calls...restless nights....i'm so super tired....give me a break pls!!!

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

blogging has become a habit....viewing my friends' blogs has become a neccessity...this is bad....if ever i blog less often..it's normal...coz i will get sick of things that i used to like....but not certain things....sounds contradicting...

was tokking to my tango buddy (xueying) this afternoon, abt blogging...he said my blog lacks content...unlike another friend of his...who always writes abt his love romances...how he got ditch...etc....sounds funnie...haha....perhaps my love life isn't that exciting...so nothing to write abt....

maybe i can write something philosophical? haha...abt LIFE...but that's so not-me...anyway...i'm here....waiting for my hair to dry before i can go to bed....just finished a k-box session with pj and craig...siaoz one...3 guys go sing...until voice go through another round of cracking ever since puberty....but it's funz....and expensive...

heard that craig's gonna start blogging soon...can't imagine that...as i have said before...people who blog are mostly those with 'xin shi'....he doesn't qualify for that...

i guess that's abt all for tonight....shouldn't be going for anymore night activities this week....spending like hell and earning -ve amount....friends, if you see this...pls...ask me out for some cheap (or FOC) activities....=)
i'm feeling so bored at work!!! so many people for mcust svc team are missing today...my manager suz is on leave...old-bird cecilia is on one week leave AGAIN!!(i have to cover her seat to pick up calls)...queen-of-'tnair' celestine is missing also...left the 3 temps and one young gal who happens to be a perm of the age of 21...and one more perm who is newer than me....my shifu Jennie is gone for good....haha...then later...my friend ronne is leaving...left the pathetic 4 of us...wtf!!...all cust svc staff go on leave larz...i declare....all go clear half day!!!!

Monday, April 25, 2005

live life and be happy, my friend....
if you are not happy, dun let it be because of only one person....
coz you have lotsa friends around you who cares for you...
so smilez....cheers to the day~!!!
i love the song on my blog...coz it tells so much....the lyric is wonderfully written by penny herself...from her own experience....the tune is amazingly composed...to suit the entire song....it's a classic!
you pple must be crazy to say i dye like never dye hair...
coz it's f***ing red ...........under the sun....like m1

Sunday, April 24, 2005


faye from F.I.R!!!

not particularly pretty..but she's one of a kind..unique...got her own style...not to mention her vocals...i think i have fallen in love with her voice....

with lin zhiling's body...

with elva's mini eyes...

with hebe's character and her everything else...
why 'orangeelvangel'?

becoz when i set up this blog...i had a little craze over the color "orange"...still kinda like this bright and sunny color...coz it brightens up my dull life...

"elva"...as in elva hsiao...the taiwanese singer...one of my all time fave...i love her small eyes and the way she would curl her eye lashes...attractive...hmm..i think i had a craze for her during that time too..

"angel" - okay..it's this gal from my jc...1st 3 month class...who used to have her nick in icq as "Anjel"...some of you will know who she is...she is, by far, the only gal that i have granted the exclusive right to heal my 'wound'...lolz...but she doesn't want to..so well....she is history already...

so, this is how the blog is named...ever wondered why there is an 'a' missing? coz it got lost when making its way here....cheers!
"我想我还是会站在某一个街角 不让你看到
只因为我不想打扰 只因为怕你解释不了
只因为现在你的眼睛里 她比我还重要"

--penny's <<街角的祝福>>

saw yEe and her zhihong on the train from JE back just now...they din see me...hmmzz...suddenly make me think of this particular song...if i'm with my other friends...i would have gone over to at least say hi...but i was alone just now...and it's like...well...better dun go over larz...for what?

perhaps, just like what penny says in the song...i will just stay at the corner so as not to let them see me...coz i dun wanna disturb....

=)

and yahz...absolute vodka madarin numbs your tongue...

Saturday, April 23, 2005

A Tribute to My Friends...Part IV - thE GaLz

cheka
another of the 'xian qi liang mu' type of gal in my group...very polite...and does housework at other pple's hse..(i shall not disclose names here)...noticed that she has slimmed down quite alot since sec sch...life's so tough for her? well...maybe...

known by us to be an alcoholic...but dunno to what extend...heard that she finished almost the whole bottle of bailey back at craig's chalet..pple who drink usually is becoz they are happy or sad...hope that she belong to the former group...

best wishes~


xinyu
haha...seldom see her around with the rest of the gals these days...maybe becoz she's the only one in ntu..she is one hardworking girl...everyday mug and mug...well...at least i hope...

dun get this gal excited coz she will 'hyperventilate'...lolzand mess up things? haha...that's the 'xinyu' we know...not forgetting the lame jokes that come out of her mouth once in a while...


jas
an adventurous gal who loves challenges...recently, she just went over to germany for an exchange programme...always ask us if we got miss her..and we will have to very reluctuntly say 'yes'...*crossing our fingers and hope our parents dun scold us for telling lie...

used to be a netball player..quite skilled...or at least i think so...hmm....yahz...that's all...


omg...galz are so hard to write...can't find the correct words to use...in order not to offend these emotionally-inclined animals...


did i miss out anyone?


yaozhong
the most 'detached' guy from our group...i think only yan's in contact with him...rich kid...drives a car of his own...how shiok...fun-loving guy...and definitely a great person to have fun with....

Friday, April 22, 2005

A Tribute to My Friends...Part III - thE GaLz

yEe
my 1st ever gf..(though no longer now)..the lady who taught me what is love...the 1st lady who had ever loved me...also the one who had hurt me so deep...tell you guys a secret of mine...she's the only gal that has ever made me cry so hard...well...that's already the past (letz not talk so much abt these anymore)... and now, we are still good friends...

hmmz...perhaps i should take this opportunity to thank her for everything that she has done for me before...thank you....also...sorry for all the sorrows that i have given you...the many times that you had cried becoz of me...sorry...

okay..back to the lighter note...this little sweet lady is forever so adorable...pretty...with a head of wonderful hair...hmm...a 'head of'?!?!..pardon my english...yahz...her hair is those smooth, silky type...though like getting thinner and thinner...lolz...a princess-like lady...the list just goes on...and of coz....with no doubt.... a wonderful friend..

currently happily in love with her zhihong...i truly wish that she is happy and can stay 'xing fu' for as long as i'm still alive...haha...yahz...think she is the type that requires a man to protect her...care for her always...

forever~


yanz
my tango graduation night date...my comms ball date..hee~...sound so intimate?!?! but no no...she's just my good friend who doesn't mind going to those stupid dinner with me...haha..thankz for not turning me down...

one of those regulars online...a blogger for ages...well...pple who blog are usually those with 'xin shi'...as i have mentioned before......seems like she always indulges herself in some sad memories...in a world of sorrows...well...learn to cheer up gal...let bygone be bygone... (oh..i think my english is really bad)...well...isn't the current state good enough?..with lotsa worthy friends...there's really nothing more to ask for...

artistic...abstract...keep it up with all the whacky ideas....watz more...a drinker...cheongster?...haha...guess she just loves to have funz bahz...


caiyun
craig'z 'hunny' (wrongly spelt on purpose)...hee~...Energy-siao...ktv-ah soh...hmmz...why ah soh?!?! dunno...maybe she is one of the more aunty figure in the group bahz...

hmmz...perhaps what ly say abt her is true bahz...she will make a very good wife in the future...congratz to craig...haha..nothing much to say abt her...

yahz...still rem the dance that we perform on the particular teachers' day...she was the main cheorographer...lolz...lame..retro dance...so funnie...but good effort...

well friend...blessings to you then...

Thursday, April 21, 2005

A Tribute to My Friends...Part II

jj - junjie
"wo hen sian...wo yao hui jia wan game....wo yao kan comic" those were his trademark lines...copyrighted...hha...a commando...siao garang when it comes to physical...though he is not very fit...army has definitely made him tough....red beret pride i guess...

he was the flopper of my group....always give us a good chance to laugh...sometimes to the extent of feeling irritated...haha..but we mean no harm...it's just that the repeated jj-style of things are endless...

the ghost stories that are not scary..the jokes that are so 'cold'...and the 'hen sianzz'...they are saying that he purposely went aj and now into NUS chem engin to challenge me...hmm..come to think abt it...why are you follwoing me to wherever i go? haha...just kidding...

he is one good guy but does not mind being the 'clown' to bring joy to his friend...a water tank for he can really suck up the entire 'pool' of water...

invite us to your 'zoo' someday...shaggerzz will know what that is meant..


tiongz - jun zhong
smart alec...MIA for quite sometime till recently...still the same old tiongz...'shit' here 'shit' there....always stress himself to perform...a guy who is easily contented with what he has...not too ambitious but bears great hopes for his future,,well..at least i feel that way...

a filial son also...hee~ yahz...he gives me this feeling that he cares for his family..should be a very impressive guy in the future...maybe abit introvert but always easy with friends like us....

haha...see gals that you like must approach lehz...dun let the chance slip away like before...i know it's easier said then done..but ...you have my support....



okayz...done with the guys...look out for Part III ...the shag galz...how crude...
A Tribute to My Friends...Part I

peijie
Known him since i was sec 1...bpghs was the school...classmate for 4 years...102, 202, 303 and 403..friends for almost 8 years...how long...no only this...he's my basketball buddy also..haha..those were the days..training was tough but funz...tournaments were exciting..

was talking to him just recently about the times when we were on the court...told him that i have had my happiest and saddest moment on the basketball court...thinking abt that..it's not so true for the latter...no doubt..the happiest moments on court were unforgettable...he was the point guard while i was the forward...the one who usually make it a point to start running 1st...then...once he got the ball from our 'towers' (the tall guys..weilun..terry..etc..) he would look for me in front...a fastbreak just executed in an instance...i like the 'kuai gan'...he told me i was the most trust-able (if there is such a word) teammate to him...same for me...he - the captain for the team was always composed on court...gave us the feeling that whatever happen..he will still fight for the team...a big boss type of player....wahz...sounds like 'gangster'..but it's really good to have him on the court..the team work is always there...

after 2 yrs of jc (i was in aj and him in jj), we both went to ocs tango wing...i was in platoon 1 and him in 3..haha...wat a coincidence...

this friend of mine has always been around...even if not in physical term..i know that he is still my best buddy...still remember the dayz in sec4..when our class was shifted to the 'dunno-what' room...com lab i think..we had so much fun there..not to forget those radio listening at the back of the classroom during lessons...and the endless cd rama and mj shopping in lot 1....

it's good to have such a friend around...yahz..he is also my billiard kaykee (together with kokz chai) but they are in a different league now...much more pro than me...other than billiard....mahjong kaykee also...how not to include him for all the vices that i'm involved in???

he treats everyone around him very well..especially the girls...very gentleman guy...very devoted too...hee~ from his blog...you can tell that he is still thinking of that particular girl whom he has not seen for years...not contacted for centuries...i shall not touch on so much on this topic...lets hope that he can find his fated better half soon...

a crazy friend to be with...he plus me plus craig plus kokz chai..plus the rest of shaggerzzxiv...we can really turn the world upside down...ever so noisy and 'siao'..wonder if there would be a day when we will get beaten up for being a nuisance in public...haha...


kokz chaiz
Airforce slacker...haha...also my billiard and mahjong kaykee..this is one big thinking guy that does not waste time on things that he does not want..he will also think it through thoroughly before coming to a final decision..

abit apologetic to him as i dragged him into the network marketing thingy that time round...wasted his money (i shall not disclose how much)...

he is really a good friend of mine...i think i have not told anyone before bahz...he actualli called me up and consoled me when i broke up with my ex a few years back...he's the only one that called on that very night...but i know the rest of my friends care abt me too...i was very touched by that little action of his...thankz pal...

fit guy...but only thing is that he can't run...haha...where's the gold for ippt??? just like me..no stamina...but he is very disciplined...and i believe...devoted as well....

half a crapper....but there are still rooms for improvement...his jokes can be really 'leng' at times..but we still enjoy it...the 'tou huey in the bowl'-rap is what he's good at....haha..that's a compliment?...my friend since sec3..oh well...another one of shaggerzz...


craigz
chairman on the shaggerz club...super cheeky...seldom find him serious...always able to make a joke out of something....happily 'married' to ah cai...hmm..'married'?!?!...the meaning is there larz..(greatly devoted)...shhz..i will not disclose the gal-hunting dayz that we often go for to ah cai...shhz...secret...

known him since sec 3...those days when we create havoc in class...made cai mama cried becoz we were too naughty...the 'stupid' dance perfomance on stage on teachers' day....

he used to have a very strict father...but now..i think his father has given up hope....haha...or should i say his father knows that he has found a good daughter-in-law for his son...and his son himself has got a bunch of idiotic friends.....

what more to ask for, uncle? dun worry..we will take care of your son for you...


hong taoz
taoz-meimei...haha...another of my friend since sec 1...my mahjong kaykee...lolz...always jio me for mahjong session...either with kc and pj or with zhiqiang...zhi hao they all...a very amiable guy...still keeping contact with many of his friends....those 02 and 03 classmates....look at the many social circles he has and yo will know what i mean...

a very gentle guy...seldom...or almost never seen him throw his temper before...haha...he reminded me abt the literature homework copying incident just recently...i have totally forgotten abt it...but somehow...when he mentioned that..i sort of recall the sarcastic remarks by our literature teacher at that time 'the big fat burly guy' ..i forgotten how to spell his name....

he is someone that seldom reject your request for help...in other words...a very helpful friend whom i know i can depend on...always silently giving support to his friends around...

ht...thanks for being my friend....
hooray!! s-h-e.cjb.net is back!! had problem entering the page a few days back...
Stealing some time off during work to blog...haha..coz it's abit sianz over here..nothing much to do...the quotations are getting lesser...and i dun haf a phone on my desk..or rather i have a phone but no line...to pick up calls...sad....

i'm the most mobile temp employee here...whoever is on MC..i will take their seats for that day...simply becoz i can help pick up calls...customers can be rather irritating sometimes...but it's good to have a phone...easier to work...call cust up to enquire abt stuff...etc...

oh no...i feel like i'm getting out of job soon...they can't possibly pay me for doing nothing...and i feel sian also...trying to act buzi and blogging secretly like this..haha
in reply to a few qns from my buddy's blog...

yes, i had been in love before. The feeling was amazing. When 2 persons can share their joy and sorrows...when you know that no matter what happen, there will always be one person around who truly cares for you...and perhaps..it's even more than that...love is a feeling..hard to describe..but it may come and go anytime...so cherish it while it is still there...

"forever love" - song by wang li hong...is there really such a thing? well..some really find it, some still seaching for it...happy searching folks...

(you can be equally happy being single..lolz...when you know that you have truthful friends)
i've passed my basic theory!!! haha...can start driving liaoz...i mean with the L-plate...but it's the very 1st step...isn't it?

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

friend...in case you din realise..you are beginning to irritate me...with you ever wearning..complaining...can't you just stop it and get on with life? if you are not contented..then improve it...with whatever means you have...keep complaining doesn't get you anywhere...or better still...why not learn to be contented with the current situation? it isn't really that bad...well...at least that's what i feel...

PS: in case you see this entry and think that you are the one i'm referring to...don't be angry with me...you are still a friend of mine...

Monday, April 18, 2005

Letz put your hands together and welcome Mr Ang Pueh Kiat....another blogger from shaggerzzxiv!!!
craig's online!!! wat a surprise!!!! haha...think it's becoz pj jio him one...lolz...these are my bunch of friends...ever crazy....simply siao...SS

Sunday, April 17, 2005

got a bit high after drinking some vodka sprite..hee...i like the feeling like this...a little drunk..but still sober...high~! shiok~!
hmm...kinda realise all my blog entries are short...pathetically short...meaningless...crapz...lolz...but i still love my blog..every part of it...the songs...every single one of them is specially selected to exude the internal me...in a way or another...the layout was copied from other's..but i've changed some part of it...the words on top are actualli uniquely me...

it's a world of my own...a place where i can crap whatever i want...post my most recent pics and some of my whacky..illogical tots...it's just pure funz and something to waste my time on...

hope that it does provide a bit of entertainment to my faithfully viewers...thanks for giving me your undying support..for willingly spending time off to click on my link and view my crapz...

hmm...am thinking that i dun have many friends..and i mean friends that i would not hestitate to decline their 'jio-ing' ...but fortunately, i still have shaggerz..my clique of sec sch friends...you guys simply rockz...only when i'm out with you peepz that i can go so wild...too wild that pple think that we are crazy...but isn't it the kind of friendship that we all wanted? no restraint from anything...when i can be who i want and do what i want to do...

pj, kc, craig, ht, jj, jz, yc, yee, ly, cy, ck, xy and jas...they are the ones...be honored that your names appear here...hee~

as for my jc period...there were my 1st 3 month friends in aj...chun yen, kev, ky, wg, jx, dawn, jy, qz..hope i din miss out anyone...hee~...not so close to my class though...wat a pity...

and my army friends..from tango...from signal...from 3sib...coz they are periodic throughout the 2 yrs...frienship is not very close...but we have been through the toughest time together, haven't we? lolzz...

friends come and go...only some 'ass'..oppz i mean soulmates....come and refuse to leave...i'm glad that they stay...at least i my heart....

thankz all, for making up part of me....

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finally dyed my hair...irish red...actualli wanna choose a more 'golden' colour..but dun think it will suit me...so i settled for this one instead....lolz
happy bday to you, qizhi!!!

Saturday, April 16, 2005

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Thursday, April 14, 2005

it would have been 5 years...if not for that fateful day in Feb...

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

work and play...

Monday, April 11, 2005

Bought F.I.R new album...nice songs..Faye's so amazing...great vocal..

Sunday, April 10, 2005

千年之恋...the continuation of Lydia
"我爱疯了 我疯到自己痛也不晓得
放弃了保护自己的责任 放弃了抵抗脆弱的天份
我不管了 我不管这伤口能不能愈合
选择了你也许是错的人 选择包容了你的不安分
我尊重我的选择"

----penny "爱疯了"
Happy belated bday, craig!!!!

Happy belated bday, wanling!!!!

haha...craig'z bday chalet was funz..haven't been so wild for ages...until i got sick...running nose...still 'running' now...wth...body's aching as well...

god..i need someone to massage for me...someone to take care of me...feel so low when i fall sick...

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

last night, i dreamt of her again...why does she always appear in my dreams?
hasn't she already let go? why does she still haunt me till now?

'haunt'....haha...but they are not nightmares...well..i guess i'm the one that hasn't learn to let go...

Sunday, April 03, 2005

"forever love forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后, 你会是所有 幸福的理由"

这样子我该怎么找到幸福。。。
"向左走, 向右走" is such a funny show...
it's really what pple call 有缘无份...