friend...in case you din realise..you are beginning to irritate me...with you ever wearning..complaining...can't you just stop it and get on with life? if you are not contented..then improve it...with whatever means you have...keep complaining doesn't get you anywhere...or better still...why not learn to be contented with the current situation? it isn't really that bad...well...at least that's what i feel...

PS: in case you see this entry and think that you are the one i'm referring to...don't be angry with me...you are still a friend of mine...