recently i have a tendency to stare blankly at the things that i was previously looking at and wander off....loss of focus? maybe...after pondering hard over a certain sum but can't seem to solve it...after looking of a particular statement over and over again but do not understand it....or thinking of someone that i shouldn't (coz i dun even knw her) and she seems to be 'reluctant to leave'....

i feel like i'm wasting precious time away like this but i can't seem to do anything that helps...occasionally i will just 'alt + tab' to shift to my miner for my game and see if i have gotten anything good....lolz

anyone has 孤单的夜里我不孤单? weilian sings this song well....heard derrick sing 了解 on superstar just now...

i still prefer his singing style to anyone else....full of power and feelings....i think he will make it big one day...if he continues after his army...ohz...did i mention i have got junyang's version of liu shui nian hua? got from my brother...not very clear of coz...


*break (doing some readings in prep for CTW next week)


ouch...my stomach hurts