happy bday to my dear friend!!!! ah cai, happy swt, old 22nd!!
Monday, July 31, 2006
i just made a friend angry just now...(in gunbound)..
oh what can i say? really...i was astonished by his anger...
i was partly in the wrong bah...for neglecting how he would feel and carrying on my own way...i apologise for that...
but isn't it abit over-reacting to say those words? afterall, it's just a game...it's just for entertainment...
man...life's complicated enough...what for get angry over such thing?
if you really think i was very wrong to do that....i hereby apologise for my inconsiderate action again.....
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my comp suddenly clashed just now...the many pop-ups forced me to force shutdown and after my restarting...my taskbar went missing...and the objectdock went haywire...
things are only resolved after i uninstalled objectdock....
now trying to run all the scans....
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clashes in life....sigh~
oh what can i say? really...i was astonished by his anger...
i was partly in the wrong bah...for neglecting how he would feel and carrying on my own way...i apologise for that...
but isn't it abit over-reacting to say those words? afterall, it's just a game...it's just for entertainment...
man...life's complicated enough...what for get angry over such thing?
if you really think i was very wrong to do that....i hereby apologise for my inconsiderate action again.....
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my comp suddenly clashed just now...the many pop-ups forced me to force shutdown and after my restarting...my taskbar went missing...and the objectdock went haywire...
things are only resolved after i uninstalled objectdock....
now trying to run all the scans....
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clashes in life....sigh~
Sunday, July 30, 2006
finally managed to upload all the photos of fwc2006 - Acqua version...took me one full day to put them up @ mulitply...feel free to view...
acquarianz
acquarianz
Saturday, July 29, 2006
思念原来是很累的...
i feel so tired for the whole of today...didn't went out...rested @ home for the whole day but still feel so lethargic...
"maybe it's just a phase...it will be over soon," somebody told me this before...
i always find myself in this phase though...well...as the day draws near...i feel even more lost...what should i do? i really dunno...
pj told me that 希望越大 失望就可能更大...so if i bear less hope...i may not be too disappointed afterall...
i feel so tired for the whole of today...didn't went out...rested @ home for the whole day but still feel so lethargic...
"maybe it's just a phase...it will be over soon," somebody told me this before...
i always find myself in this phase though...well...as the day draws near...i feel even more lost...what should i do? i really dunno...
pj told me that 希望越大 失望就可能更大...so if i bear less hope...i may not be too disappointed afterall...
Capricorn! About Your Sign...
Capricorn is one of the most stable and (mostly) serious of the zodiacal types. These independent, rocklike characters have many sterling qualities. They are normally confident, strong willed and calm. These hardworking, unemotional, shrewd, practical, responsible, persevering, and cautious to the extreme persons, are capable of persisting for as long as is necessary to accomplish a goal they have set for themselves. They are reliable workers in almost any profession they undertake. They are the major finishers of most projects started by the 'pioneering' signs; with firm stick-to-it-ness they quickly become the backbone of any company they work for.
Capricornians make of themselves, resourceful, determined managers; setting high standards for themselves and others. They strive always for honesty in their criticism of self, they respect discipline from above and demand it from those beneath them. In their methodical, tough, stubborn, unyielding way, they persist against personal hardship, putting their families and/or their work before their own needs and welfare to reach their objectives long after others have given up and fallen by the wayside. In fact when practical ability allied with the drive of ambition are required in employees to make a project succeed, Capricornians are the people to hire. They plan carefully to fulfill their ambitions (which often include becoming wealthy), they are economical without meanness, and able to achieve great results with minimum effort and expense. Because of their organizing ability they are able to work on several projects simultaneously.
They have a great respect for authority but may not, if they reach high rank, be willing to listen to other opinions on things they are directly responsible for. As the ranking authority figure in a given situation they expect their underlings to be as self disciplined as they themselves are, and to perform every task undertaken to the highest standard.
They are, nevertheless, fair as well as demanding. Among their equals they are not always the most pleasant of work fellows for they are reserved and too conservative, valuing tradition more than innovation, however valuable the latter, and they are often humorless. There is also a tendency to pessimism, melancholy and even unhappiness which many Capricornians are unable to keep to themselves, especially if they fail personally. In the extreme this trait can make them a very depressed individual; ecstatic happiness alternating with the most wretched kind of misery which is so subconsciously buried that he or she should seek help if such emotions become frequent. For the above reason, capable Capricorn should spend many hours in meditation, gathering the strength to control such inner emotions.
The swings in mood are not the only reason some Capricornians deserve the adjective based on their name - capricious. They can be surprisingly and suddenly witty and subtle for the quiet, reserved individuals they seem to be, and they also have a tendency to ruin things by unexpected and utterly irresponsible bouts of flippancy. In certain individuals in whom the characteristic is strong, the temptation to do this has to be resisted with iron self-control. Another unexpected quality in some Capricornians is an interest in the occult which persists in spite of their naturally skeptical turn of mind.
Their intellects are sometimes very subtle. They think profoundly and deeply, throughly exploring all possibilities before deciding on a 'safe' alternative. They have good memories and an insatiable yet methodical desire for knowledge. They are rational, logical and clearheaded, have good concentration, delight in debate in which they can show off their cleverness by luring their adversaries into traps and confounding them with logic.
In their personal relationships they are often ill-at-ease, if not downright unhappy. They are somewhat self-centered but not excessively so, wary and cautious around people they do not know very well, preferring not to meddle with others and in turn not to allow interference with themselves, thus they tend to attract people who do not understand them. Casual acquaintances they will treat with diplomacy, tact and, above all, reticence. They make few good friends but are intensely loyal to those they do make, and they can become bitter, and powerful enemies. They sometimes dislike the opposite sex and test the waters of affection gingerly before judging the temperature right for marriage. Once married, however, they are faithful, though inclined to jealousy. Most Capricornians marry for life.
Their occupations can include most professions that have to do with math or money and they are strongly attracted to music. They can be economists, financiers, bankers, speculators, contractors, managers and real estate brokers. They excel as bureaucrats, especially where projects demanding long-term planning and working are concerned, and their skill in debate and love of dialectic make them good politicians. They are excellent teachers, especially as principals of educational establishments where they have the authority to manage and organize without too much intimacy with the staff members. If working with their hands, they can become practical scientists, engineers, farmers and builders. The wit and flippancy which is characteristic of certain Capricornians may make some turn to entertainment as a career.
Possible Health Concerns...
Capricorn governs the knees, bones and skin, so its subjects may be liable to fractures and strains of the knees and other defects of the legs. Skin diseases from rashes and boils to leprosy (in countries where that disease is prevalent) are dangers, and digestive upsets may be caused by the tendency of Capricorns to worry or suppress emotions. Anemia, Bright's disease, catarrh, deafness, rheumatism and rickets are also said to threaten the natives of this sign.
horoscopes
* LIKES Reliability
* Professionalism
* Knowing what you discuss
* Firm Foundations
* Purpose
* DISLIKES Wild Schemes
* Fantasies
* Go-nowhere jobs
* Ignominy
* Ridicule
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http://www.astrology-online.com/capricrn.htm
man...i find these so true....
Capricorn is one of the most stable and (mostly) serious of the zodiacal types. These independent, rocklike characters have many sterling qualities. They are normally confident, strong willed and calm. These hardworking, unemotional, shrewd, practical, responsible, persevering, and cautious to the extreme persons, are capable of persisting for as long as is necessary to accomplish a goal they have set for themselves. They are reliable workers in almost any profession they undertake. They are the major finishers of most projects started by the 'pioneering' signs; with firm stick-to-it-ness they quickly become the backbone of any company they work for.
Capricornians make of themselves, resourceful, determined managers; setting high standards for themselves and others. They strive always for honesty in their criticism of self, they respect discipline from above and demand it from those beneath them. In their methodical, tough, stubborn, unyielding way, they persist against personal hardship, putting their families and/or their work before their own needs and welfare to reach their objectives long after others have given up and fallen by the wayside. In fact when practical ability allied with the drive of ambition are required in employees to make a project succeed, Capricornians are the people to hire. They plan carefully to fulfill their ambitions (which often include becoming wealthy), they are economical without meanness, and able to achieve great results with minimum effort and expense. Because of their organizing ability they are able to work on several projects simultaneously.
They have a great respect for authority but may not, if they reach high rank, be willing to listen to other opinions on things they are directly responsible for. As the ranking authority figure in a given situation they expect their underlings to be as self disciplined as they themselves are, and to perform every task undertaken to the highest standard.
They are, nevertheless, fair as well as demanding. Among their equals they are not always the most pleasant of work fellows for they are reserved and too conservative, valuing tradition more than innovation, however valuable the latter, and they are often humorless. There is also a tendency to pessimism, melancholy and even unhappiness which many Capricornians are unable to keep to themselves, especially if they fail personally. In the extreme this trait can make them a very depressed individual; ecstatic happiness alternating with the most wretched kind of misery which is so subconsciously buried that he or she should seek help if such emotions become frequent. For the above reason, capable Capricorn should spend many hours in meditation, gathering the strength to control such inner emotions.
The swings in mood are not the only reason some Capricornians deserve the adjective based on their name - capricious. They can be surprisingly and suddenly witty and subtle for the quiet, reserved individuals they seem to be, and they also have a tendency to ruin things by unexpected and utterly irresponsible bouts of flippancy. In certain individuals in whom the characteristic is strong, the temptation to do this has to be resisted with iron self-control. Another unexpected quality in some Capricornians is an interest in the occult which persists in spite of their naturally skeptical turn of mind.
Their intellects are sometimes very subtle. They think profoundly and deeply, throughly exploring all possibilities before deciding on a 'safe' alternative. They have good memories and an insatiable yet methodical desire for knowledge. They are rational, logical and clearheaded, have good concentration, delight in debate in which they can show off their cleverness by luring their adversaries into traps and confounding them with logic.
In their personal relationships they are often ill-at-ease, if not downright unhappy. They are somewhat self-centered but not excessively so, wary and cautious around people they do not know very well, preferring not to meddle with others and in turn not to allow interference with themselves, thus they tend to attract people who do not understand them. Casual acquaintances they will treat with diplomacy, tact and, above all, reticence. They make few good friends but are intensely loyal to those they do make, and they can become bitter, and powerful enemies. They sometimes dislike the opposite sex and test the waters of affection gingerly before judging the temperature right for marriage. Once married, however, they are faithful, though inclined to jealousy. Most Capricornians marry for life.
Their occupations can include most professions that have to do with math or money and they are strongly attracted to music. They can be economists, financiers, bankers, speculators, contractors, managers and real estate brokers. They excel as bureaucrats, especially where projects demanding long-term planning and working are concerned, and their skill in debate and love of dialectic make them good politicians. They are excellent teachers, especially as principals of educational establishments where they have the authority to manage and organize without too much intimacy with the staff members. If working with their hands, they can become practical scientists, engineers, farmers and builders. The wit and flippancy which is characteristic of certain Capricornians may make some turn to entertainment as a career.
Possible Health Concerns...
Capricorn governs the knees, bones and skin, so its subjects may be liable to fractures and strains of the knees and other defects of the legs. Skin diseases from rashes and boils to leprosy (in countries where that disease is prevalent) are dangers, and digestive upsets may be caused by the tendency of Capricorns to worry or suppress emotions. Anemia, Bright's disease, catarrh, deafness, rheumatism and rickets are also said to threaten the natives of this sign.
horoscopes
* LIKES Reliability
* Professionalism
* Knowing what you discuss
* Firm Foundations
* Purpose
* DISLIKES Wild Schemes
* Fantasies
* Go-nowhere jobs
* Ignominy
* Ridicule
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http://www.astrology-online.com/capricrn.htm
man...i find these so true....
wanted to blog about my short conversation with yanz just now...but can't remember the exact details...it goes something like this:
yan: how long do you normally sleep on ave?
me: depends on the day..sometimes when you are tired..you can have a long smooth sleep...but when you have something going in your mind...you can't get much sleep
yan: how come got something in mind? is it her?
me: yahz...most of the time...
yan: wun it be very bad, to not get enough sleep becoz of that?
me: yahz..but my mental thoughts are something that you dun really have control over...you can't force yourself to not think of someone if you really miss that person...
(not the exact words....but something along that line)
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it's just me, i think...
oh yah...about the 'her' in the conversation...it's for me to know and for you to find out...if you are really that 八卦...(truth or dare?)
haha..."tell me your deepest darkest secret and i will tell you mine...."
yan: how long do you normally sleep on ave?
me: depends on the day..sometimes when you are tired..you can have a long smooth sleep...but when you have something going in your mind...you can't get much sleep
yan: how come got something in mind? is it her?
me: yahz...most of the time...
yan: wun it be very bad, to not get enough sleep becoz of that?
me: yahz..but my mental thoughts are something that you dun really have control over...you can't force yourself to not think of someone if you really miss that person...
(not the exact words....but something along that line)
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it's just me, i think...
oh yah...about the 'her' in the conversation...it's for me to know and for you to find out...if you are really that 八卦...(truth or dare?)
haha..."tell me your deepest darkest secret and i will tell you mine...."
waiting for my hair to dry for the third consecutive nights i guess...
had a real good day outside today...badminton in sch for the morning...and an afternoon of billiard and pool(which i didn't get into my usual form)...and dinner @ settler's cafe(holland v)...
it feels good to be talking to the bunch of closest friends...be it serious stuff or pure crapz...
and yah...it really does seem that me and peijie are so similar...passive in a way and pessimistic abt what lies ahead...maybe we both know what to do...but we hestitate too much...
i think i understand myself...but i simply refuse to admit...
what a complicated person i am....but oh well...it's still me...
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do you like chocolate? it's a temptation that i can't resist....
lets go shop for chocs sometime next week...
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why is it so hard for me?
why do i need so much time?
why can't i be more proactive?
had a real good day outside today...badminton in sch for the morning...and an afternoon of billiard and pool(which i didn't get into my usual form)...and dinner @ settler's cafe(holland v)...
it feels good to be talking to the bunch of closest friends...be it serious stuff or pure crapz...
and yah...it really does seem that me and peijie are so similar...passive in a way and pessimistic abt what lies ahead...maybe we both know what to do...but we hestitate too much...
i think i understand myself...but i simply refuse to admit...
what a complicated person i am....but oh well...it's still me...
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do you like chocolate? it's a temptation that i can't resist....
lets go shop for chocs sometime next week...
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why is it so hard for me?
why do i need so much time?
why can't i be more proactive?
Thursday, July 27, 2006
are there signs that tell? why can't they be obvious?
quit playing games with my heart....
or i'm just playing myself....
lolz
quit playing games with my heart....
or i'm just playing myself....
lolz
as usual...it's the wait-for-hair-to-dry-but-dun-wanna-use-hairdryer session...just came back from a day 2 JB...sang songs and ate the not-so-tasty-seafood...had quite alot of funz...
k-ing songs ia always so shiok...coz i'll just pick up the mic when no one sings a song and start 自highing...
njoyable bunch of pple..the acquarianz...though i blanked out some instances...oh well...thatz because i tend to blank out so often...恍神...
i know i feel tired...but strangely...i still can't get into a good smooth sleep...last night was abit of a disaster...kept waking up every 2 hrs or so...
心事? hmm...not until i decide to classify it as one...
am abit troubled larz...but time will tell and everything will be fine again...
k-ing songs ia always so shiok...coz i'll just pick up the mic when no one sings a song and start 自highing...
njoyable bunch of pple..the acquarianz...though i blanked out some instances...oh well...thatz because i tend to blank out so often...恍神...
i know i feel tired...but strangely...i still can't get into a good smooth sleep...last night was abit of a disaster...kept waking up every 2 hrs or so...
心事? hmm...not until i decide to classify it as one...
am abit troubled larz...but time will tell and everything will be fine again...
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
photo blog for funtesea 2006
the freshies..but why am i in the pic?
the guys but san wee is missing
simin, carine and tzu qun (fake S.H.E)
the acqua sand guitar
me and jj!!
me and andy
sunshine boyz!!!!
the peaceloving acquarianz
wed - og outing @ marina
thurs - og outing to JB
fri - go sch take cert..play badminton..lunch..maybe movie..maybe ktv..and then ah cai's dinner treat...
sat and sun - who wanna go shopping? or play bball? or play billiard? or play mahjong?
thurs - og outing to JB
fri - go sch take cert..play badminton..lunch..maybe movie..maybe ktv..and then ah cai's dinner treat...
sat and sun - who wanna go shopping? or play bball? or play billiard? or play mahjong?
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
finally, changed a song on my blog...a canto song...情人 by beyond...this is the song sang by S.H.E when they were at their HK concert...
nice nice...i shall learn how to sing it....my 2nd canto song...
nice nice...i shall learn how to sing it....my 2nd canto song...
went ah yu'z ntu accountancy convo today...didn't go for ah cai's nus sci one for dunno what reason...never go yee's nus arts one coz she never invite (or she haven't graduate)...
it's rather funz going...i think we are even happier than the graduating ah yu...coz we are a bunch of 自high freaks...wonder how it feels to finally graduate and enter the corporate world...
next sem will be jas' turn
next year will be yan'z turn...
next next year will be craig's pj's jia's and tiong'z turn...
then 3 years down the road..it will be me and jj's and ah lu's...
it's really scary how time flies...in a short glimpse of 5 years from now...we will no longer be as youthful...we will be part of the busy working class...but lets make it a point to meet up once in a while even on weekdays after work for a drink or meal kz?
no longer would we have the privilege to put out our hands and ask for money (though i believe many have already stopped doing that and become financially independent meagrely)...
it's a tradition for the pple who graduated..started working and gotten their 1st pay to give a treat...yee has done it...next up will be ah cai...then ah yu...expectation of the meals are getting higher...and by the time it snowballed to my turn 3 years from now...i may have to book an entire table of ten course dinner like those in wedding...haha...but it's the thought that counts right...i promise something equivalent at least to the very own zs-cooked-type-of-meal...ie A1 ba kut tae noodle with eggs....lolz....
we shall see how it goes...
it's rather funz going...i think we are even happier than the graduating ah yu...coz we are a bunch of 自high freaks...wonder how it feels to finally graduate and enter the corporate world...
next sem will be jas' turn
next year will be yan'z turn...
next next year will be craig's pj's jia's and tiong'z turn...
then 3 years down the road..it will be me and jj's and ah lu's...
it's really scary how time flies...in a short glimpse of 5 years from now...we will no longer be as youthful...we will be part of the busy working class...but lets make it a point to meet up once in a while even on weekdays after work for a drink or meal kz?
no longer would we have the privilege to put out our hands and ask for money (though i believe many have already stopped doing that and become financially independent meagrely)...
it's a tradition for the pple who graduated..started working and gotten their 1st pay to give a treat...yee has done it...next up will be ah cai...then ah yu...expectation of the meals are getting higher...and by the time it snowballed to my turn 3 years from now...i may have to book an entire table of ten course dinner like those in wedding...haha...but it's the thought that counts right...i promise something equivalent at least to the very own zs-cooked-type-of-meal...ie A1 ba kut tae noodle with eggs....lolz....
we shall see how it goes...
820th post
820th - nothing significant...just noticed it by coincidence...
realise that my blog entries don't come in at regular intervals...they rush in so frequent when i'm stressed or depressed...but only once in a while during happy times...
so..would you rather have me blog often or as rare as possible? well..i guess there are mixed feelings regarding that bah...who the hell will know what has happened to me if i cease blogging for monthz...and what abit a 100 entries per day? wouldn't it be more helpful for me to see the psychiatrist then?
whatever the case...i guess extremes are never good...moderate will be the safe zone...
tmr is ah yu'z 'harry porter' day!!! haha...yanz told me abt 'harry'...quite lame...but true also larz...
realise that my blog entries don't come in at regular intervals...they rush in so frequent when i'm stressed or depressed...but only once in a while during happy times...
so..would you rather have me blog often or as rare as possible? well..i guess there are mixed feelings regarding that bah...who the hell will know what has happened to me if i cease blogging for monthz...and what abit a 100 entries per day? wouldn't it be more helpful for me to see the psychiatrist then?
whatever the case...i guess extremes are never good...moderate will be the safe zone...
tmr is ah yu'z 'harry porter' day!!! haha...yanz told me abt 'harry'...quite lame...but true also larz...
Monday, July 24, 2006
it's annoying that at the moment i thought i have order and peace in my life...a passer-by just concidentally went past, turning my life upside down once again...the traffic light is spoilt...there are congestions everywhere...these, without the passer-by knowing that she's the cause...
oh well...currently in need of a traffic police to direct the vehicles before restoration work is complete...meanwhile...just bear with me...
oh well...currently in need of a traffic police to direct the vehicles before restoration work is complete...meanwhile...just bear with me...
hair's dry...time for bed...
bball session is always good...it's the only time when i feel high on confidence...
nitez
bball session is always good...it's the only time when i feel high on confidence...
nitez
Sunday, July 23, 2006
went blog surfing early on a sunday morning...yanz is so 猪头 to add a password (oppz)..when she told me the password yest..i was like "password to what?"...ok...wateva...
no breakfast when i want them...parents off to jurong east...sigh~...shall wait for my lunch that will arrive when they come back...as for now...ended blog surfing coz no one really blogs very often anymore...i'll just let my playlist run and get back onto my bed...
quick! the lazy bugs...ATTACK ME!!!
no breakfast when i want them...parents off to jurong east...sigh~...shall wait for my lunch that will arrive when they come back...as for now...ended blog surfing coz no one really blogs very often anymore...i'll just let my playlist run and get back onto my bed...
quick! the lazy bugs...ATTACK ME!!!
Saturday, July 22, 2006
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
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personality tests by similarminds.com
Stability results were medium which suggests you are moderately relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.
Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.
Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.
trait snapshot:
does not make friends easily, secretive, introverted, reclusive, observer, dislikes leadership, somewhat socially awkward, does not like to stand out, dislikes large parties, values solitude, solitary, avoidant, ambivalent about fitting in, not dominant, unassertive, suspicious, prudent, unadventurous, worrying, weird, intellectual, frequently second guesses self
woke up at an unearthly 9am plus today (yes! 9am is unearthly for me..esp after the many days of sleepless events...) tot i could sleep well yest...but something keeps filling my mind...despite the tired body...the mental thoughts kept me awake...i think i barely caught a glimpse of deep sleep until 6am...
perhaps i'm thinking too much again...a relapse of 胡思乱想...
i should be trying to get some more sleep sometime in the noon bah...and tmr...shall try tiring myself out...
i hate to think...i hate to infer...why can't the world be more direct? why must it be so implicitly portrayed that everything doesn't seem certain?
喜欢与不喜欢...is it really that hard to tell?
perhaps i'm thinking too much again...a relapse of 胡思乱想...
i should be trying to get some more sleep sometime in the noon bah...and tmr...shall try tiring myself out...
i hate to think...i hate to infer...why can't the world be more direct? why must it be so implicitly portrayed that everything doesn't seem certain?
喜欢与不喜欢...is it really that hard to tell?
Outings
tot i could laze at home for the whole of friday...then go tuition and collect my S.H.E cd...but i ended up going for 2 separate outings...coz my tuition kid suddenly cancelled today's supposed session...
so..i went over to town to meet shaggerz for dinner...it's been a while since we went out together...but pj and jj and tao again didn't come...sometimes...it's really hard to get everyone to come together...sigh~
oh btw...jas came too...she is apparently the same old her...nothing really changes despite the fact that she has been away for so long...
after dinner...they went off to ktv...very tempted to go...but have a little sore throat from the shoutings during chess camp...and had another outing with my og pple...
so i went over to Al Ameen - opposite beauty world for supper...chit-chatted for quite long...laughters....zhizhong is really one crappy guy larz...haha...they are a bunch of funnie pple....Acquarians...and they are so siao onz...already organising outings for next week...say what wednesday go marina fly kite...then thurs go JB sing song whack seafood...
why am i blogging at this hour? as usual...waiting for my hair to dry...okay...i'm down right tired now...still recuperating from my severe lack of proper sleep...a good rest on sat and sun should cure it...
i wanna play bball soon...i wanna play billiard soon...
but i'm so broke...the tuition fee for the 1st month came...but it's meagre...coz of the 50% absorption...oh well...
0236
i guess craig..ah cai..ah yu...yanz..and qjia must have had a great time at ktv...all kept msging me for funz...i will definitely go with you all the next time larz...how can 少了我...the legendary 走音天王...
so..i went over to town to meet shaggerz for dinner...it's been a while since we went out together...but pj and jj and tao again didn't come...sometimes...it's really hard to get everyone to come together...sigh~
oh btw...jas came too...she is apparently the same old her...nothing really changes despite the fact that she has been away for so long...
after dinner...they went off to ktv...very tempted to go...but have a little sore throat from the shoutings during chess camp...and had another outing with my og pple...
so i went over to Al Ameen - opposite beauty world for supper...chit-chatted for quite long...laughters....zhizhong is really one crappy guy larz...haha...they are a bunch of funnie pple....Acquarians...and they are so siao onz...already organising outings for next week...say what wednesday go marina fly kite...then thurs go JB sing song whack seafood...
why am i blogging at this hour? as usual...waiting for my hair to dry...okay...i'm down right tired now...still recuperating from my severe lack of proper sleep...a good rest on sat and sun should cure it...
i wanna play bball soon...i wanna play billiard soon...
but i'm so broke...the tuition fee for the 1st month came...but it's meagre...coz of the 50% absorption...oh well...
0236
i guess craig..ah cai..ah yu...yanz..and qjia must have had a great time at ktv...all kept msging me for funz...i will definitely go with you all the next time larz...how can 少了我...the legendary 走音天王...
Friday, July 21, 2006
Thursday, July 20, 2006
just came back from chess camp Funtasea06...went as a councillor to haf some funz together with a bunch of pple from class 5a and a few of my classmates...not a bad 4days/3nights camp...esp as councillorz...so free to do anything...and got to know a few more siao onz pple from my batch...and of course...the freshies from Acqua...
we were...(haha...i have to admit it 1st...that somehow by luck...) the best og of the camp...in fact...we have the lousiest cheers...the suckiest dance...but managed to do quite well for all the games...anyway...it still feels good to be in the best og...lolz...
photo-wise...wait till i got them from ming yang...then i will post here...
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the most complicated entity that can exist in the world: human relationships...
it's amazing how you can have a bunch of good old friends whom you can have whatever kind of fun we can share...
and immediately realise that he/she is not feel right at any moment...but then...all you can do is only to know how he/she feels and try not to make matters worse...you would wish to know what exactly is going on...but you know that even if you ask...he/she would not tell you what's wrong...perhaps with this bunch of friends...even after many many years...we haven't have the habit to share any close-to-the-heart talks...is it unhealthy for friendships? to only share fun and enjoyment...but not woes and sorrows...
personally, i find it hard too...to confide in anyone...thatz why i blog down my thoughts...i allow this blog to be the dumping ground for my emotions...
Anthropology (from the Greek word άνθρωπος, "human" or "person") consists of the study of humanity [Wikipedia]...it may be the hardest study that can be conducted in this world...it's so hard to understand pple...their reactions to various events...their motives for certain actions...it always confuses me...i hate it so much...maybe because i always interpret things in the wrong way...i have a bad records of 胡思乱想ing...i may suffer from its relapse anytime...thatz why...sometimes...i really prefer not to think at all...
if you see me suddenly stoning...i may have already fallen into a world of my own...my mind will be at blank...these are times when i really don't know my thoughts - what am i thinking at these moments...
"fate is to build a bridge of chance for someone you love" - my fave quote from the movie 'My Sassy Girl'...but that doesn't successfully become my living motto...in fact...i would be quite passive...wasting too much time...indecisive...
胡思乱想 vs 什么都不要想...i choose the latter for now...
we were...(haha...i have to admit it 1st...that somehow by luck...) the best og of the camp...in fact...we have the lousiest cheers...the suckiest dance...but managed to do quite well for all the games...anyway...it still feels good to be in the best og...lolz...
photo-wise...wait till i got them from ming yang...then i will post here...
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the most complicated entity that can exist in the world: human relationships...
it's amazing how you can have a bunch of good old friends whom you can have whatever kind of fun we can share...
and immediately realise that he/she is not feel right at any moment...but then...all you can do is only to know how he/she feels and try not to make matters worse...you would wish to know what exactly is going on...but you know that even if you ask...he/she would not tell you what's wrong...perhaps with this bunch of friends...even after many many years...we haven't have the habit to share any close-to-the-heart talks...is it unhealthy for friendships? to only share fun and enjoyment...but not woes and sorrows...
personally, i find it hard too...to confide in anyone...thatz why i blog down my thoughts...i allow this blog to be the dumping ground for my emotions...
Anthropology (from the Greek word άνθρωπος, "human" or "person") consists of the study of humanity [Wikipedia]...it may be the hardest study that can be conducted in this world...it's so hard to understand pple...their reactions to various events...their motives for certain actions...it always confuses me...i hate it so much...maybe because i always interpret things in the wrong way...i have a bad records of 胡思乱想ing...i may suffer from its relapse anytime...thatz why...sometimes...i really prefer not to think at all...
if you see me suddenly stoning...i may have already fallen into a world of my own...my mind will be at blank...these are times when i really don't know my thoughts - what am i thinking at these moments...
"fate is to build a bridge of chance for someone you love" - my fave quote from the movie 'My Sassy Girl'...but that doesn't successfully become my living motto...in fact...i would be quite passive...wasting too much time...indecisive...
胡思乱想 vs 什么都不要想...i choose the latter for now...
Saturday, July 15, 2006
赖雅妍 - didn't know she is a singer...thought she's a model-turned-celebrity that's all...by chance upon a few of her songs today...not bad for the vocals...wonder why she never turn famous as a singer...usually female singer plus her pretty look...should be able to at least gain some fame...shall put some of her songs here sometime when i'm free...she's very young....dun think reached 20 yet....chio~
Goodbye My Love
S.H.E - Goodbye My Love
冷飕飕的风拼命塞满
遗失了你的眼眶
宇宙无声剧烈的摇晃
震碎了我的心房
谁按掉这世界的开关
没有颜色没有光
你的背影变成一面墙
挡住幸福的眺望
Goodbye my love goodbye
珍重再见了我的爱
以后没有我在 也要快乐起来
不确定我是否有力量
度过这一段黑暗
但你一定别像我一样
对爱还是要渴望
Goodbye my love goodbye
珍重再见了我的爱
以后没有我在 也要快乐起来
Goodbye my love goodbye
不要枉费了这段爱
我唯一的期待 是你灿烂盛开
生命既不让我拥有你
会有更好的给你
Goodbye my love goodbye
前面是汹涌的人海
如果应付的来
请记住我的爱
如果应付的来
请记住我的爱
冷飕飕的风拼命塞满
遗失了你的眼眶
宇宙无声剧烈的摇晃
震碎了我的心房
谁按掉这世界的开关
没有颜色没有光
你的背影变成一面墙
挡住幸福的眺望
Goodbye my love goodbye
珍重再见了我的爱
以后没有我在 也要快乐起来
不确定我是否有力量
度过这一段黑暗
但你一定别像我一样
对爱还是要渴望
Goodbye my love goodbye
珍重再见了我的爱
以后没有我在 也要快乐起来
Goodbye my love goodbye
不要枉费了这段爱
我唯一的期待 是你灿烂盛开
生命既不让我拥有你
会有更好的给你
Goodbye my love goodbye
前面是汹涌的人海
如果应付的来
请记住我的爱
如果应付的来
请记住我的爱
我们怎么了
S.H.E - 我们怎么了
落泪以前 再看一眼 你模糊侧脸
这会不会是最后纪念
我凝视你 而你凝视窗外的阴天
一句抱歉都僵在嘴边
我搞不懂 我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后是否住着伤口
我想不通 我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后 是否 能让什么复活
你的项链 还在胸前 晃动着昨天
为何回忆会让人晕眩
如果我们继续向前 走进雨里面
会不会有溶解的危险
我搞不懂 我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后是否住着伤口
我想不通 我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后 是否 能让什么复活
明明从前 连争执都很甜美
现在怎会 说句话 就能痛一遍
我搞不懂 我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后是否住着伤口
我想不通 我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后 是否 能让什么复活
落泪以前 再看一眼 你模糊侧脸
这会不会是最后纪念
我凝视你 而你凝视窗外的阴天
一句抱歉都僵在嘴边
我搞不懂 我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后是否住着伤口
我想不通 我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后 是否 能让什么复活
你的项链 还在胸前 晃动着昨天
为何回忆会让人晕眩
如果我们继续向前 走进雨里面
会不会有溶解的危险
我搞不懂 我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后是否住着伤口
我想不通 我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后 是否 能让什么复活
明明从前 连争执都很甜美
现在怎会 说句话 就能痛一遍
我搞不懂 我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后是否住着伤口
我想不通 我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后 是否 能让什么复活
Friday, July 14, 2006
i shall go shoot some bballs tmr morning!!!
i'm so determined to do it that only a rain can stop me...today didn't go play coz cannot gather enough pple...only 6 or 7 confirm...so called it off
it always happens when i'm the one trying to organise...dunno why also...maybe i got the aura...lolz...maybe it's just pure coincidence...thatz why i seldom organize gatherings...i would rather be the one saying "okay, i'm free and will be there"...
dislike "see how" as a reply...see what how? see who how? see how what? see how when? ...who really knows what the 'how' will turn out to be?
been lazing at home for too long...feel the lazy bugs getting at me...preventing me to get out of my bed...oh well...all this has to be stopped....
i'm so determined to do it that only a rain can stop me...today didn't go play coz cannot gather enough pple...only 6 or 7 confirm...so called it off
it always happens when i'm the one trying to organise...dunno why also...maybe i got the aura...lolz...maybe it's just pure coincidence...thatz why i seldom organize gatherings...i would rather be the one saying "okay, i'm free and will be there"...
dislike "see how" as a reply...see what how? see who how? see how what? see how when? ...who really knows what the 'how' will turn out to be?
been lazing at home for too long...feel the lazy bugs getting at me...preventing me to get out of my bed...oh well...all this has to be stopped....
Thursday, July 13, 2006
S.H.E shows why they are famous till now with their vocals....
soledad's chinese version sounds great!!!
soledad's chinese version sounds great!!!
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
finished the 64 episodes Shaman King finally....been always wanting to watch it during hols but kept having problem getting hold of it....
jj promised to help buy from his friend since the previous holiday break...i ended up with only episode 20 plus to 40 plus...the other 2 dvds couldn't be read....
wanting to get from kevin(wg lended him) but he never seemed to be able to carry that extra load whenever we met up....
and so...finally got from guang personally when i went over to his house for soccer watching...loaded into my external HDD directly this time....
Asakura Yoh...the main character of that anime...haha...
the anime is damn funnie...and meaningful also...it actually conveys alot of positive things to its viewers...i got them down in dvds...who wans can borrow from me...
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a few more weeks to the end of holidays...quite fast..slacking off 2 months plus...hmm...next week should be going to the chess fwc (freshman welcome camp)....17-20th....though i have tuition on monday and wednesday...cannot postpone the tuition...coz the kid (matthew) already postponed this week's sessions for some sch camp...if i postpone again..then i cannot get my pay....=(
argh...it's 2am already...wanna go shoot some bball in the morning...aiyah...but my bball lousy already...very dusty and heavy...shall see how larz....
jj promised to help buy from his friend since the previous holiday break...i ended up with only episode 20 plus to 40 plus...the other 2 dvds couldn't be read....
wanting to get from kevin(wg lended him) but he never seemed to be able to carry that extra load whenever we met up....
and so...finally got from guang personally when i went over to his house for soccer watching...loaded into my external HDD directly this time....
Asakura Yoh...the main character of that anime...haha...
the anime is damn funnie...and meaningful also...it actually conveys alot of positive things to its viewers...i got them down in dvds...who wans can borrow from me...
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a few more weeks to the end of holidays...quite fast..slacking off 2 months plus...hmm...next week should be going to the chess fwc (freshman welcome camp)....17-20th....though i have tuition on monday and wednesday...cannot postpone the tuition...coz the kid (matthew) already postponed this week's sessions for some sch camp...if i postpone again..then i cannot get my pay....=(
argh...it's 2am already...wanna go shoot some bball in the morning...aiyah...but my bball lousy already...very dusty and heavy...shall see how larz....
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
"Love's beautiful
So beautiful
我失去过 更珍惜拥有"
-- Tanya - "beautiful love"
"但請你不要太快揭開還沉默的情話
先讓我多著急一下再終於等到解答
太容易的愛故事就不耐人回味啦
像這樣觸電 就夠我快樂熔化
我們就耐心培養萌芽不要急著開花
反正有長長的日記等我們去填滿它
在被全世界發現以前先愉快裝傻
就這樣觸電 一直甜蜜觸電 直到爆炸"
-- S.H.E "触电"
these are song nice, new songs...that just so happen not to be sad songs...
can't wait for the release of S.H.E's album!!!!FOrever!!!
So beautiful
我失去过 更珍惜拥有"
-- Tanya - "beautiful love"
"但請你不要太快揭開還沉默的情話
先讓我多著急一下再終於等到解答
太容易的愛故事就不耐人回味啦
像這樣觸電 就夠我快樂熔化
我們就耐心培養萌芽不要急著開花
反正有長長的日記等我們去填滿它
在被全世界發現以前先愉快裝傻
就這樣觸電 一直甜蜜觸電 直到爆炸"
-- S.H.E "触电"
these are song nice, new songs...that just so happen not to be sad songs...
can't wait for the release of S.H.E's album!!!!FOrever!!!
and so, the world cup 2006 finally came to an end with the Azurris lifting the trophy for their 4th time in history...the french were denied their 2nd by the cruelty of penalty shoot-out....trezeguet's spotkick hitted the bar hard....even thought buffon clearly dived the wrong way...in fact...buffon didn't get a single dive in the right direction....but i guess the italians were more blessed than the Les Bleus that night/morning...
zidane's headbutt was superb...haha...materrazzi must have verbally abused him or something...
henry was a constant threat when he took the ball with his flashy legs towards goal...
thuram's performance was stable enough
the french had far more attacking possession and chances from 2nf half onwards....but buffon matched up to those effort equally...and the magnificant cannavaro....
but thatz the fact of life when a match has to be decided on penalties...someone must miss...be it on god's will or by any splendid gk's save...that night...the someone came from the french team...that night...the someone was trezeguet...the same guy whose goal sent the italia home in extra-time during european 2000 if i'm not wrong....
zidane's headbutt was superb...haha...materrazzi must have verbally abused him or something...
henry was a constant threat when he took the ball with his flashy legs towards goal...
thuram's performance was stable enough
the french had far more attacking possession and chances from 2nf half onwards....but buffon matched up to those effort equally...and the magnificant cannavaro....
but thatz the fact of life when a match has to be decided on penalties...someone must miss...be it on god's will or by any splendid gk's save...that night...the someone came from the french team...that night...the someone was trezeguet...the same guy whose goal sent the italia home in extra-time during european 2000 if i'm not wrong....
Sunday, July 09, 2006
Saturday, July 08, 2006
last night's bball session was great! long time didn't workout, so it served as a sweat-it-out session for me...but it's amazing that even we went at 7pm there were so many pple occupying the court...
it's been awhile since i had a 'good-game' bball..meaning, thatz least some decent and clever runnings...defence and offence movements....totally unlike playing with shaggerz...
though we (the ah peh team) are no longer very capable of running and keeping our stamina...it felt good to jump up in the air for every ball...the feeling that the ball will go in for the jump-shots...the beautifully executed passes...the laughters...
pulled my thigh abit...now still aching...and i can only lift my right leg with some difficulty...
and learnt something new also...coz there were a few gals playing there also...and realise that the ball they use these days are abit smaller in size....size 7..they said...during my sch dayz where got such thing...bball is bball...official size is size 5 i think...bball never differentiate male or female one...
haha...what can i say...i should really go out there and explore the world more often...things are ever changing i guess....
i wanna play again!!! how abt next week? time? and date?
it's been awhile since i had a 'good-game' bball..meaning, thatz least some decent and clever runnings...defence and offence movements....totally unlike playing with shaggerz...
though we (the ah peh team) are no longer very capable of running and keeping our stamina...it felt good to jump up in the air for every ball...the feeling that the ball will go in for the jump-shots...the beautifully executed passes...the laughters...
pulled my thigh abit...now still aching...and i can only lift my right leg with some difficulty...
and learnt something new also...coz there were a few gals playing there also...and realise that the ball they use these days are abit smaller in size....size 7..they said...during my sch dayz where got such thing...bball is bball...official size is size 5 i think...bball never differentiate male or female one...
haha...what can i say...i should really go out there and explore the world more often...things are ever changing i guess....
i wanna play again!!! how abt next week? time? and date?
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
how come me also get into dean's list?!?!?!? haha...
wat a surprise right...
why i never strike 4D....
nevermind....i'm just plain bored....thatz why...
wat a surprise right...
why i never strike 4D....
nevermind....i'm just plain bored....thatz why...
these are some of the surprises that you may get if you check your nus mail once in a while...time flies and soon the semester will start again...sianz
