wat a buzy weekend...went drivng on sat afternoon to clear my stage 4 - all the basics and skills taught...then went over to cdans chalet for caiyun'z bday celebration...stayed over for the night...slept at abt 4-7am...took cab home coz won some money from the mahjong session overnight and i was too tired...reached home and started sleeping from 8-11....woke up again...and got ready for driving AGAIn!!! haha..yahz...that'z my weekend....jiarong msged me to ask if i wanna join them for bball...but too bad...i had my driving...actually really wan to join them sometime..coz it's like a very long time since the bp bballers gathered for a fun bball session le....

talking abt bball...my arms are aching from yesterday's mini bball play at cdans chalet in the dark...a RUBBER bball...a dirt-filled court....and avery 'covered' shelter above the court....yesh...i shouldn't feel any ache...but i think i have grown so weak....shh...letz keep this a secret....

caiyun's chalet was fun....yahz...seldom do we have so many pple present...it felt good...and it's seldom that i feel good...lol...i think it's finally over for me...i will be a happy guy...=P coz i know i have crazy friends like them....

any comments abt the chalet? hmm...very family-oriented...alot of relatives of hers...and her friends....primary sch....sec sch (which is us) and aj friends (i also same jc as her)...haa...i commented to the guys that a particular gal - jessica looks pretty...well...she is really pretty mahz....i'm only being frank...next time i pose her pic here...hahaa....pple really change so so much as time goes by....

alright...whatz for me in the coming week? tmr morning must bid for my SS module and one more module from anywhere....SSA2215 will be my SS...same as craig...coz alot of SS that i wnat clash with my other cores....as for the other...it's a battle btw MNO1001 or FNA2002...but i think the latter will be good...learn what to look out for when investing my money....Finacial Accounting....

then will go down to nus to collect my ezlink card when those crazy ple again...

auto car driving

thurs ... maths workstation 9-12...then o-week program that i have signed up with CheSS...chem eng club....

sianz...yee asked me if i look forward to schooling....actually i feel quite reluctant to go back to school...the lapse of 2 years has really gotten me...i feel lazy to pick up the books again...sigh~ no choice but
"to turn on the engine again...clutch in...engage 1st gear..release handbrake..signal intention..check mirrors and blindspot..abit of gas and half clutch...and off i go"...
meaning...to pick up the studying momentum again...lolz...

okay...i'm tired...need to sleep....yawnz...

tired...super

question

1. How would you feel when you see stranger that looks very much like / gives you that kinda of feeling similar to the one whom you used to love very deeply?

your heart will instantly miss a beat? or will you feel nothing at all? seriously...i dunno how to answer this question...perhaps i already have the answer but so what? most of the time...it's just a short encounter in life...nothing will come out of it...but it's really amazing how familiar faces are always around in the world..."ehz...you look like one of my friend back in...." this may sound like some lousy out-dated pick-up line...but really...somehow...such comment may to frank...not all guys are ever trying to pick up gals okay....

or maybe...something will come out of it...this leads to part (B) of the qn...if you meet such a stranger...would you take the opportunity to approach her? hmmz....think abt it....it takes lotza courage to just anyhow approach someone you do not know at all...



today's been a tiring day in nus....heavy rain in the morning...and jj msged me to ask if i really still wanna go down to nus for the fac talk....lolz...why not? already said wanna go already ...so go lorz....

the morning talk was all the intro talks...by the deanery committee....and pple from the engin club...the club president was a flop....very much like jj...haha....very lame....quite irritating...and not funny at times....(oppz...no offence to my friend)...again...saw many familiar faces...(not gals!!!)...my long lost friends....diaz, moe, clarence, jerry, cedric - socc coursemates....allan - s1 branch clerk....soon kok - xueying's unit's BSO....talked to some of them.....

the afternoon CORS talk was packed...and i roughly know how it works le...so me and jj decided to go fass to llok for craig and pj in lt9...the legendary fac...and of course...to live up to its name...the 'scenery' there is quite good....was standing behind in lt9 listening to how geo opens up your magic eye and then this gal stood next to me....think she just came into the lt ...for the next talk....took a glance from the side and my heart missed a beat!!! long hair....lolz...(din see her face...so it's the feeling...if you know what i mean...refer to above)...later on...while walking down the steps....i took a look at her face....hmm...damn sweet type...chio....even with braces on....she was with another galfriend i think....lolz....wasted....but think i wouldn't have the courage to go up to her also....so let this just be a sweet encounter in the fass....going to bid lotza modules offered by the fac....haha...camp at 'the deck' everyday.....

well...went walking around in nus coz pj wanna get help in configuring his laptop....walked here and there like lost sheep...nobody's child...then went to SRC coz craig wanna buy laptop....couldn't sneak in today...lolz...think the security recognised me....everyday also go crash matric...siao one....

after that we went home lorz...and craig waited for his dad to come before he can go in again to make the purchase....

wahaha....will heart failure result from the heart missing too many beats? irrelevant qn.....

yan commented that it's a very sexy pic of mine...hmm...well...so here you are...the sexy zhansheng... 

back from driving!!! yahz...have been having lesson everyday since thurs...hopefully can get my license sometime in sept....

went to ronne's 21st bday yesterday...with the sigma pple...quite a surprise that i saw some of my friends from different places....there's one from bp..also my 1st 3 month aj classmate...and this bball junior(though he's older then me) in bp...may thu and jianying(i think i remember correctly)....

then i saw tis gal...michelle....my aj friend...or rather friend's friend....used to be my brother's ntu hall mate...but shifted out...lolz...the sigma pple...esp dennis was looking at her endlessly....commenting that she's pretty...cute....etc....all the good stuff...

lastly...saw one of the sgt in my unit....same company....signals mahz....ann hui...

see...i have many friends....but not very close one...in fact...of all these pple...i only have the phone number of one of them bah...


lotza qns on pj's blog....lolz...think i should post some qns also...hee~ but my qns may sound weird...



1. For guys, would you mind that your partner (at whatever stage in life) is older than you by, say 5yrs? For gals, your bf to be younger than you by that margin?

For now, i would...simply becoz i'm still studying and dependant on my parents...then if she were older by 5 years...she should be a working adult...income generating....see wat i mean...we wouldn't be on equal grounds.....sadly..but it's a 'no no'

but if i were working but then....lets say abt 5 years later....i wouldnt really mind...but i think the max will be 5 years....comfortable zone would be 3...but in love...you gotta give and take i guess...afterall...i prefer matured lady....



2. How do you differentiate 'falling in love' and 'getting used to be in love'?

it's a kinda disturbing question. lolz....falling in love....so sacred...so holy....to me...it's a kind of 'gan jue'...'can't be described' kind of thing....but getting used to be in love? perhaps the person is just scared of being alone...he/she needs to be in a relationship always...if not that person may feel that a piece of him/her is missing...



3. seriously, does the look of your partner really matters in a relationship?

lets be frank here...superficial world....1st impression counts....to me....though my gf doesn't need to be super chio...but she still need to be presentable.....at least i wun be disgusted when i look at her....therefore....an average looking gal will do....with a kind heart -- + 2 pts....swt voice -- +1 pts....etc....lolz...on the whole...gals in singapore...majority belongs to the 'average' group...but with a bit of make-up -- +5 points!!!! ...it can do wonders.... 这世界上没有丑女人, 只有懒女人...

nature beauty is still the best...but how many in this world are there? looks may not be the sole determining factor...but it still plays a rather important role right?



argh./....i can't think of anymore questions...think i'm not as bored as pj afterall.....*sob sob....



should i do a party for my 21st? or should i dun celebrate....so troublesome....

haha....now at one of my OGL's house....playing mahjong....lolz...quite long never play le...thatz why got abit 'gee-an'...anyway.,..this OGL of mine...is actually my brother's room-mate's (also friends since sec sch) sis....wat a small world right?

yahz...it's very small lorz....

sianz....i'm so tired but i wanna sleep only at my own home....tmr still got driving in the evening....

i think too much driving has been hard on my right knee....seriously...it's aching like never before....dun really know why...but it has already been kinda weak during my bball days....

but can driving be the cause that aggravates my knee problem? acceleration and brake...acceleration and brake...non-stop....lolz.....got driving on friday ....sat....sun...and next week.....

cheers

what a day...went for the stupid QET in NUS coz i got c5 for gp...lolz...500 words essay qn...long time never used my english..then suddenly must write essay...so i used my blogging skill...haha...

"...use of computers in classrooms ....a cause for alarm or for celebration..." What is your stand?...the qn is something like that...quite simple right...still got passages to refer for ideas somemore...

will fail annot? dunno...coz heard the markers randomly pick the scripts and give grades anyhow....lolz...the most take the english module for 1st sem lorz...anyway...the results are going to be out on 5th August...http://www.nus.edu.sg/celc/ (this is for me to refer to)..

after the test...we (me, tao and pj) went beach road to find that aunty that sold me the bag....coz tao wanna buy a bagpack this time round...

received gavin's call..jioing the watzup guys to shopping in bugis...lolz...already gone bugis...so can't possibly put my friend , pj, aeroplane mahz....

went west mall for Fantastic Four after that...coz bugis cinema no time slot le...not a very fantastic show...very brief storyline....nothing much featured in the short 1hr 40 min...oh well...but Ms Invisible looks good in the show....the fire dude looks cool too...thatz all....

tmr got morning driving....i suck at turning still...oh no!!!!

"drinking amplifies the way you are feeling"
--Quoted from yan'z blog...

thatz why pple drink during happy occasions and drown themselves with alcohol when they are depressed....it, too, makes pple feel warm and tired...down a can of beer...turn on the air-con...cover yourself with a blanket...and off to sleep...how nice....

when i was in Aussie last Nov, for my army...i averaged a can of VB per night before the commencement of the actual exercise...the nights were so cold and the VB (a brand of beer - victoria bitter) kept me warm...then..i would just 'slot' myself into the sleeping bag and doze off....

pple drink for different reason..happy or sad....lolz...to get high...well...sometimes i drink for the sake of drink...no particular reason...oh maybe there is....i wanna get sad....lolz...

that will sound sad for my blog again....

no larz...coz alcohol helps blood circulation....in small quantity....


信仰




"每当我听见忧郁的乐章 勾起回忆的伤
每当我看见白色的月光 想起你的脸庞
明知不该去想 不能去想 偏又想到迷惘
是谁让我心酸 谁让我牵挂 是你啊

我知道那些不该说的话 让你负气流浪
想知道多年漂浮的时光 是否你也想家
如果当时吻你 当时抱你 也许结局难讲
我那么多遗憾 那么多期盼 你知道吗？

我爱你 是多么清楚 多么坚固的信仰
我爱你 是多么温暖 多么勇敢的力量
我不管心多伤 不管爱多慌 不管别人怎么想
爱是一种信仰 把我带到你的身旁...."


nice song yah...saw jeff chang on tv singing this song for the NKF show...it's one of the songs that i like by jeff chang....

went for k lunch with tao and tiongz today...quite cheap 31 bucks for 3 hrs and a lousy set lunch...well...it's been a while since i last went ktv so...quite fun larz...pj did not want to go...dunno why....

a friend of mine commented that my blog sounds sad....really? sigh~ but she said when she talked to me on msn..i dun sound sad....lolz...perhaps i have split personality....i can be happy at one moment and immediately turn depressed the next...so extreme....

well...i dun really know the reason...but maybe it's just becoz there's "nothing to be happy about"...as i always said....

recently...have been spending quite alot...sat night out after bp dinner....sat outing with Watzup (my og) and today klunch....

ronnie's bday(my sigma fellow temp) this sat...and ah cai's next sat....heyhey....bday presents!!!! money spent again....lolz...

i think i need to find out more abt uni...my course...my department....the bidding....IA....need to get some seniosrs to help me...but i dunno any of them....sianz...

wed got QET!!!! why didn't i get a b4 for gp!!!! haha....

just came back from a night out...went bp 45th anniversary dinner just now...now waiting for my hair to dry abit before i sleep...appear offline on msn...coz i dun wish for anyone to see me online...dun wan to talk to anyone...

bp dinner wasn't that bad...apart from the food...40 bucks for worse than canteen food...but saw alot of familiar faces....the teachers i mean...

grace chong..still preaching non-stop......Mr peacock still as cheerful.....Mrs Tan (geo) still very nice though she like forgotten my name....Tom Chan who still remembers me and said that my mum is so proud of me...lolz...and not forgetting Cai Lau Shi...who said that i look thinner...and could hardly recognised me....

after the event...took a walk to cck and after some discussion...decided to take NR down to indochime for a drink....had a foster...dunno why but it made me so 'low'...tired...instead of getting high...maybe i should try get drunk sometimes....i wonder how would i become...what nonsense will i spurt out....but it's hard for me to get drunk...i dun like the feeling...so i never tried to go all out....

anyway...sat there till 3 plus and then took NR back home....

tmr gotta go sentosa ...(in a few hrs time actually)...but i think i can't make it for the day...told ghim abt it...hope they can understand and still have fun even without my volleyball...most prob will join them for dinner or something....

tired...





think i have lost a very important gift of god.....tha ability to love....

blogging again!!!!

haha....i bought a new cd today...it's been quite some time since i last bought one....anyway...it's chen qi zhen's collection....lolz...unique voice...talented definitely....got character....haha..can be my gf...she fits the critera...

lolz...cheers...sleeping soon..tmr morning got billiard....

hmmz....can't post a comment on yan'z blog...haloscan on maintanence...anyway the song has to be 深呼吸....by 宇恒....

just came back from driving...right turn...lane change...well...abit tired today...so abit anyhow ....lolz...went lot 1...guess what it changes again...now Long Ah John goes to basement...HangTen coming up to 1st storey...Four Leaf changes layout....and Breadtalk goes on sale till 17/07 i think....

lolz...lot 1 is ever so happening....

haha...since yanz answered to the qns on pj's blog...here are mine...lolz....bloggers are bo liaoz pple that share their tot online....

1)Family, Love, Career, Friends and Money... List them in accending order of importance to u...

Career -> Family -> Money -> Love -> Friends
sorry friends...gotta put you guys last...coz all these 5 are so freaking important to me....though i can easily put love at the last...coz i can live without it...but who dun wish for someoen whom you can love and love you in return? lets be frank ba....
why i put career (career as in not those entrepreuner-type) in the 1st place...coz it can easily generate money...money is just the by-product of it...career does gives other intangibles like satisfaction....stability...etc....
family in 2nd? simply becoz you can't choose your family members....you still have the choice as in who you wanna befriend....
quite logical thinking horz....lolz...


2. Bf/gf... Humorous one? Sensitive one? Generous one? Knowledgable one? Full of character one(xing ge one)? Choose only one...

this qn has caught me...lolz...character...lolz...everyone knows i like 'you ge xing' de galz...(well at least now you know)...though i would very much prefer her to be a little bit sensitive to how i feel...generous enough in an elegant way...knowledgable to a certain sense..and humourous enough to pit my 'hei se you mo'...lolz...but galz with a certain charisma...character-wise are those that can catch my initial attention and rank high in my 'potential gfs' list...lolz...crapz...

i must say...in real life....it's hard larz....to even find a gf....hahaha


3. In a relationship, a Giver or Receiver?

have to agree with pj and yanz..i'm more towards the giver end bahz...."ren shi fan jian de"...actually when you are truly in love...you wouldn't be so calculative abt this...you will be unknowingly giving your better half your limitless care and concern...when you start thinking that you are giving more than receiving in a relationship....you will need to start asking yourself what you truly want from it....

ultimately, it works both ways...so why bother who's who? both are giver, as well as receiver...so long as you are happy....and he/she is happy...


4. A suitor..... tell him/her straight that u are not interested in him/her OR let him/her slowly realise that u are not interested in him/her...(he/she might not have popped the question to u)

this is a hard qn man....if she upfront confessed to me...then very sorry...i will upfront tell her the truth....no choice mahz...but still can be friends also mahz....but if she is those type that drop clear hints here and there...thanks for being so sweet...then i will also drop hints here and there to tell that the most we can be friends only...same answer? why yesh....pls dun toy around with pple's feelings....humans are farking vulnerable animals....


5. Friends/buddies/jie-mei fell in love with the same person... Fair competition or Give up?

hmm...think i had previous experience abt this bahz...normally..i think i am the passive type...if my friends were to fell in love with the same gal...high chance that they will not know abt it but i will....then most likely i would give up bah..unless...exceptional cases larz....of coz...i will go and find out abt how the gal feel...ultimately...it's the gal's decision mahz...maybe the gal doesn't like my friend...and maybe i got a chance also? but seriously...i really can't bring myself to say "eh..i also like her...lets have a fair competition" ....that's so me when it comes to love...

inferiority? perhaps bah...coz i may not be able to give her more love, care and concern than my friend....

though i would be very much better if it's my buddy who likes the same gal coz i know that the gal will be very fortunate to have him than to have me...lolz...touched? yeah..you should...

and once again..i would like to emphasise that the determining factor is still how the gal feels...as long as she is happy...i would feel happy for her...





this post sure makes you pple out there know me better bahz...lolz...i'm a very thinking person okay!!!!

"一个人心中 只有一个宝贝
久了之后　她变成了眼泪
泪一滴在左手　凝固成为寂寞
往回看　有什么"

haha..pardon me for always quoting the lyrics of this song...dunno why..but i really like this song...the melody the lyrics...it's a love at 1st "sight"....hmm....haha...esp this part of the song....

i guess we still share many things in common...



lolz....back from holland v...shaggerz r still ever so fun...couldn't really imagine we could actually laugh over some stupid card game...abt marriage commitment...and over a game of uno stacko.....and not forget the taboo game also....

i guess the friendship that we foster during the 2 years in bp and thereafter does prove something ba....

well...very soon...uni life will begin for me...ain't really sure how it will turn out to be...after 2 yrs lapse in studying...think it's kinda hard to pick up again bah...hmm...chem engin...guess i really need some guide from experienced seniors man...but i dun know any of them ...*sigh....should have gone for the chem engin camp man....

uncertainties continue to fog what is ahead of me....whether i can adapt to the uni type of life??? whether i will get a gf??? whether i will ...hmm...join cca? (student union?)...haha...dunno man...

should start some soul searching real soon....

things are changing every now and then...even pple do change...it's so scary looking at the pace things are moving....letz play some catching up from now on....lolz....

driving early morning...at 8!!! some minor cock-ups at BBDC...i was given an auto car while i am learning class 3c...haha...maybe becoz my booking was quite last min...only a day in advance....well..got it changed to a manual...real old and about to send for scrapping car...

oh man...the pedals were all so tight and hard to step on....esp the gas pedal....cannot find the feel...tried to tap on it but like no acceleration...then step abit harder and it went 'voommmm'...tachno instantly hit 5-7k rpm...like getting ready for race like that....then the clutch pedal also larz...gotta go all in one...a few times step not hard enough and my gear can't engage fully....=)

in and out...in and out..very tired one.....while...cleared stage one..but my turning still can't make it...purely on my only 'feeling'...didn't take notice of the kerb and lines...lolz....

tmr going for evening slot....6pm....argh!!! so extreme...either too early or too late.....crapz....

wat a boring day...sold my driving slot for today last night...so..didn't go BBDC...woke up at 1 plus....haha felt so lethargic....spent the whole day watching initial D again....advancing to act 4...

there's nothing really much to do these days.....tmr there's an OG bbq at ken's (one of the councillors) chalet...but already promised yanz they all for the boardgame cafe thingy at holland v.....see shaggerz....i still love you pple!!!

so for tmr....the program will be driving at 8am...hell...god damn early coz i booked it....lolz...then come back sleep....then dine out at holland v most prob...

think there's an OG steamboat coming up soon also....wah...they so siao on one...haha...see if tao going annot....haven't really decided.....oh man...i'm so anti social.....=P

my comp clock marks 11.25pm now...think it's abt time to sleep ba...afterall i have got nothing to do..c.an't watch initial D coz act 4 onwards are all in my brother's comp....in the opposite room....

ahz...i know what i can do already....go read my conan...haven't finish yet....lolz

ciao...

driving is so much fun!!!! yahz...went for my 5th prac lesson today..everything becomes better....feel more relaxed and i think that's the key ba...previously was nervous but today...the instructor guided me...and i felt extremely good...except for a few minor hiccups as usual....

engage 1st gear...half clutch for 3 sec...a little gas and off it goes....2nd gear...release clutch slowly...then gas.....3rd and 4th ususally ain't a prob....

i love driving...but i have still got a lot to learn....

=)

good to have the passion there....hope it doesn't dry up...

"一个人心中只有一个宝贝
久了之后　她变成了眼泪"
- <<那女孩对我说>> -- 黄义达

pj says his voice can't make it....i find it unique...haha...quite like his songs also...

well...we are not that alike in all ways larz....if not fall for the same gal how? lolz

"being single is the best...but everyone wants to fall in love"
-- quoted from "silver corner" in parco bugis junction...

saw this while shopping with pj and kokz yesterday...pj said can use it in his blog...but i used it 1st...haha...

anyway...what i commented when i saw this was "ren shi fan jian de"....knowing that falling in love is not the best...pple still want to...how true can it be....haha...

listening to LeeHom's "unbelieveable" album...got pj to send me...nice songs....i quite like the songs featuring in that album....

what a day?!?!? haha...tired after shopping with kokz...coz he's getting some bday gift for a gal...so swt!!! yah lorz...and troublesome him....

anyway...the billiarding in the morning was okay after so long....i miss billiard....but not very accurate today....played till 3 plus and went for lunch...

then we headed to bugis coz kokz wanna go there to look for the gift...walked around but couldn't find the 'jess' one ...oh yah..btw the gal's name is jess...haha..oppz...but kokz didn't say cannot tell pple....and from bugis...we headed to jurong point....pj went home....so left me and kokz....and guess wat....he found what he wanted in "cards and such"...damn....wasted so much time....(shan't tell wat he gotten...go and ask him yourself)....

went for dinner coz told my mum not to cook....and finally home....but kokz went on to Lot 1 to source for the very 'jess' wrapping paper....lolz....sounds funnie but yes...he is one troublesome ass.....hahahaha...couldn't help laughing man....but very 'yong xin' larz...good effort there/....all the way, kokz!!!!

back from NUS student union camp 2005....not very fun though....(at least that's what i think)...too big a group for an og....24 pple...12 guys 12 gals....somemore different cliques are formed....so it's not that interactive....then the ogls have a hard time getting the freshies to join in...till the point that they also 'sian diao' ba....lolz

but efforts were put in larz...(still think more can put in)...haha....

realised i don't really like to socialise...haha...sad..but it's true...i like the games....i'm fun and sporty mahz....but if everyone can be more on...it would be wonderful....my og quite smart one....many medicine chem engin students.....

well...should i give a summary of the entire camp? here it goes:

DAY 1
report to Eusoff Hall...then gather with my friends for the 1st time....haha...surprisingly most of the guys are linked to one another somehow (not to mention taoz) ...zhihao - my sec sch classmat...ghim song - zhihao's jc classmate, ocs's friend's friend...eugene and amrit - bp juniors...a few nj guys.....then the galz...i think all no link one larz....thay are nice pple though....start started with CLUEDO...stupid game ...made us walk all around NUS...to clear stages for clues that let us nowhere....then we talked to our sp (secret pal) blindfolded....fllowed by the councillor's item for the freshies....

this more or less makes the end of day 1...not to mention the ever famous 'india poker' that tao suggested (he was made the game ic for the night)...which we played till 3am!!!!

DAY 2
pool games and ever more cheers!!!! fright night at Haw Par Villa....so funnie...haha...but the 'ghosts' were very professional...so scary!!! lolz...(doesn't sound like? but it's good enough larz..for the glas to freak out and scream like hell)

at night we practised for our freshie item that's to be performed on day 3 night...amrit cheorograph the bangla dance....that's so fun....haha..i danced it like a hip-hop dance.....haha...

DAY 3
out to sentosa..here we go!!! but tanjong beach...sian diao....it's fun though...the sun the sea..the babes (if there's any) haha...but the gals are not very on for the beaches....some of them didn't want to get wet...so...there goes the eye candy for us guys....but we played wildly and enjoyed ourselves lar....

after sentosa..it's the freshie item at night....every og put on a performance...ours consist of 3 dances and somehow linked them together with a simple storyline...a chinese taiji and "shuang jie gun", an 80s retro...and the bangla dance....

DAY 4
War game!!! got down right dirty, muddy and wet...but that's what it's all about....water bomb was so violent....but i like...haha.....

after that in the evening...meetin with SP...dinner together...my sp wasn't very siao on type...quite sian one....ask her things she say one or two sentence only..then she does not ask me anything one...haha...went the cheong night started...we just go off away from each other....she didn't even bother to tell me when she got off lorz....how sad...haha...so i never get contacts or any photos with her larz...so buey onz....

the cheong night was very shiok....popped a 'tequila pop' with Ghim and went off dancing to the groove....seldom or never cheong one....but it feels good once in a while...

DAY 5
break camp..but before that....a series of long boring talks...and prize giving....got 1st for pool games...3rd for beach games..freshie item and war games....good chance of winning the best og?? no way...just go and think abt it yourself...are very really that siao onz annotz? i dun wanna comment here....we can definitely be better...after all these...decided to go back home real quick to rest...haha...took cab with hongtao and zhihao...who decided to be known as felix..lolz

SUMMARY
good 4-5days...new friends..though not very close yet...esp the galz..but it's the start of the friendships mahz....tired but enjoyed....gotten a real good tan except for the skin peeling...quite bad yahz....that'z abt all i want to say...1st blog since coming back...i miss blogging and reading my friends' blogs!!!!!

omg..i'm hooked on intial D anime....watching till now!!! haha...stage 2 act 6 completed....too bad tmr got union camp.....i better go sleep le....no post for the next few days...miss me...fellow bloggers and my loyal blog followers....

check out the new additon under 'stuffs'...got 家欣's performance of "挥着翅膀的女孩" clip....courtuesy of mediacorptv...lolz....

i have found 宇恒's "深呼吸" le...so happy...

wat a lazy sat...woke up at noon with a heavy head....haha..coz yesterday slept at 4am....feel very lethagic....so stayed at home the whole day watching initial D anime on my brother's comp...stage 1...fujiwara takumi....haha....not bad...quite interesting....

oh..did i mention i saw fiona xie at BBDC yesterday? yahz...i think it's her...wearing a big shade and walking very fast...like scare pple recognise her and chase her like that...should be her larz...coz really looks like....not bad looking larz...though i don't really like her...for no particular reason...just dun like...

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not feeling very happy today....maybe there's nothing to be happy about...and this explains why...or maybe it's becoz....hmm...can't really find a reason to be not happy also....

haiz...maybe i should get a galfriend who can share all these things with...happy or not happy...i can just talk to her or wat.....you know...it's always good to know that there is another person who cares for you...even if she's on the other side of the world...lolz....

stupid tot...maybe i should just stay the way i am now...i hate changes...never like them....but still gotta learn to adapt to them bahz...

long time never see shaggerz le...only often see pj...once in a while see kokz...taoz and jj...the rest like vanish in the air le....heck....guess everyone is buzi and happy with their buzi lives ba...

haha...think i will get back to my conan before i sleep....not used to sleep at 10 plus....

just came back not long...had my bath....well..it's been a long day....now waiting for my hair to dry...an enjoyable and fruitful bahz....went for driving in the early noon....3rd pract lesson...went off to the roads....so nervous...when i haven't grasp all the required skills and techniques yet...didn't learn how to negogiate sharp turns...and my braking judgement sucks....always either brake too soon or too late....wth....and how come all 3 times i have gotten different instructors and cars....one says this the other says that and they never coordinate at all one....my progress is only reflected on the blue booklet which is not entirely clear...stressed sia....

afterwhich went over to jurong point to meet taoz and jj to shop for some stupid gift for orientation camp next week....ate lunch at long john and walk around....went in toy-r-us and i am surprised by the range of toys children nowadays play.....so fortunate....anyway...i wasn't in the mood to shop for gift....afterall, don't even know to whom am i supposed to give it to....so abit couldn't be bothered actually....but taoz and jj quite enthu abt it...put in quite some thinking and effort in what to buy etc....

then...went past home and down to orchard....tanglin place to meet my ex-colleagues from sigma....you may wonder why 'went past home' ....well, coz the time was still early and so i decided to spend time on the train by taking a longer route....

Dan Ryan's Chicago Grill....the name of the restaurant....very hmm...'chicago' ambience.....texas style....the food wasn't too bad....high price...so the food must be of certain quality bahz...but their American portion is a fake....it's so little...

went ktv...party world...'hello singtel' building...to sing until 2am....1st time i went ktv with so many pple....it's fun...though i was abit tired....the dinner and ktv session were on treat....so 'bu hao yi si'....quite a sum of money....sigh~....still abit paiseh...but they refused to let us pay....

they are a great bunch of pple.....good colleagues to have....even for temp staff like us...they treat us....and everyone so nicely....still rem that time pj and tao went sigma work for 2 days with me....and pj commented that the pple there are very friendly and helpful.....guess it tells bahz...even for pple who just met them and work with them for only a while...they can feel that they are good pple....

gonna miss the place again i guess...though i haven't been working there for so long le....

thanks lily(hr manager), suz(cust svc manager), the CS team (celest, tailin, cecilia, jenny, huey meei, ai tee and my shifu - jennie who left before me))...thanks to the sales pple (sean, dennis, weefang, chou - sales manager)...and khema, eleanor...not forgetting teresa jie, catherine....the helpful staff in the warehouse.....a million thanks for the wonderful time there....

and off coz...my temp buddies ....ronnie and xueying...haha...xueying sings like jay chou...got his 'ai mai ai mai'(hokkien) style....

hair dry le...time for bed....dreamy...

july le....so fast...within the snap of my fingers...june is over.....haiz...time really flies...memories fade....thatz life...so good...

pple say time heals everything...how true....haha....july's gonna be buzi bahz...orientation camp next week (5th to 9th)...then driving lessons here and there...matriculation blar blar...modules bidding (shiit!!!)....and august will be here....august will be punctual i guess....never late....(haha...august - the month....not a person)....

so lame...

suddenly feel that time is so precious...coz it's running so fast...can't grab hold of it.....so lets not squander it away.....