nothing much happening again this week....

last sat's sentosa didn't happen...
last sun's meeting with xueying was postponed to tues...

monday's badminton was lught...played abit of bball also...coz the night before, i watched both matches till 5 plus...so didn't wanna exert too much...after that ...went back home to sleep awhile before going to tuition...sec2 maths is really easy...i found myself saying 'actually, maths is veruy easy...just need to follow the steps and be careful'...not once...but many times...

tues went out with xueying and quanhui for a simple meal in town...it's been ages since i saw then....quanhui esp...they were my tango friends...chatted over lunch...about anything that we can chat abt....and those army daze...which seemed to be so fun only when we were out of it...

wed....slack at home...gotten down with flu again...but went for tuition anywhere....sec2 science is a bit of kick...esp the bio part..that i believe i had never learnt before...but my friends told me otherwise...either my memory is fading...or i managed to score during my sec2 without the bio part...

anyway..i wonder if the sex education in schools nowadays are doing any help to the adolescents...it seems that my indian kid is very interestes in all this stuff that he kept asking me questions....while as for me...i just try to smoke him out when i dunno...then to play down his interest in the topic just in case he did something wrong out of curiosity...i kept emphasising the dangers of premarital sex and abortion....saying that the contraceptive methods are not 100%....

haha...so fun teaching right? my sec 4 physics kid starts this sat morning...

feel so wasted to have the 1st month's pay absorbed by the agency...200 bucks is alot lehz....

2012...thatz the year shown on my fm screen...boring routine game...but i had completed 3 seasons since the start of the holidayz...the only fun part of the game is only when a season ends ... with players being transferred from clubs to clubs...

nothing much to do at home...so play fm lorz...

maybe i should have gone job hunting...at least with a job...i have things to be done...for the sake of doing it...and perhaps for 6 bucks per hour...

oh well..the lazy bug always gets me...

the sentosa trip never happens...no one seems free to go...well...kinda used to it...any outing is only decided last minute...and easily called off last minute also...


just agreed to take another student for tuition...sec 4 physics...180 bucks per month...and the agency said 180 is very high already...dunno if i should believe him...

but better than doing nothing...at least now i have 2 tuitions to give...better than earning nothing...now i have 400 bucks per month...

hebe got new song!!!! it should autoplay here on my blog...but dunno why...my mozilla with quicktime plug-in always cannot load finish the entire song...sigh~

and if you know how..you can find the download link at zs' little music corner...

but if you dunno...well...you can always ask from me...provided you have always been good to me of coz...if not...go find it yourself!!!!

seen the final match for czech in this world cup campaign...a miserable 2-0 loss to the italians...with a man down...they fought so desperately for a glimpse of hope...nedved was rather impressive with at least 3 powerful shots on goals...only to see them being saved by buffon...

so much so for the team who thrashed USA 3-0 in their 1st game...ghana went through...

sigh~...

saw some slogan on tv today saying something like 'love is like the world cup....so unpredictable'...haah...how true is this? i leave you to decide...

anyway...went 'pocketing coloured balls' today...not too bad...at least i gotten some touches back...still missed some simple routine shots though...but much better than the previous time i played le...

sat - going sentosa with shaggerz...but like very few pple go...still pondering...
sun - most prob going out with xueying and gang...dunno also...coz he always last minute confirm...and for many times this week...the supposed outing has been pushed back...
mon - heard jj booked badminton courts...should be playing bah...plus tuition in evening...
tue - so far free....
wed - should be playing mahjong with uni friends...and tuition...

recently, so down on luck for mahjong...pple always seem to 自摸 as and when they like...me? never do i have such luck...even to 胡..it seems difficult enough...

i learnt about the menstrual cycle from my tuition kid....or rather...his sec 2 science textbook...haha...why i was not taught that in the past? pretty interesting sex education...wonder if there would be any practical sessions in the future...hahaha

dun you think this gal looks sweet and cute? haha..anyway she's 赖薇如 from 七朵花... 

it's the time of life again....

just when you thought the only thing that you have was luck...and one fine day...even luck decided to desert you for something better...what can you do? thatz life bah...full of ups and downs....(though mine has more downs...)

the roller coaster has hit the rock-bottom again...life's dull and miserable for no particular reason...everything that i touched turned out to be not-so-good...

sometimes, i really feel so unfairly treated by life itself...maybe i'm asking for too much...but i really dun think my greed is even to that extent...

pretty much contented with simple things in life...but even so...there aint much simple things that had happened to fulfil my simple wish..

what to do? be optimistic...coz i always think that once the worst has happened...there is nothing worse as compared to the WORST...

close your eyes and pray....(though i'm not very religious)

maybe i need a change...cut hair? haha...too lazy...

anyway...too long never blog...so decided to write something here...

i've just witnessed the biggest upset in WC2006. Czech 0 - 2 Ghana. Applauds for Ghana of course, for they did nothing wrong. They attacked well. Took their chances, no matter how they are presented to them. But, i'm utterly disgusted by the poor referee-ing. The Argentine referee-ing the game was clearing biased towards the South Africans (for god-knows-what reason). That should have been a push by the Ghanian before the immediate counter attack by the underdogs that led to a penalty awarded to them for a minor trip-and-fall incident in Petr Cech's territory. And for some reason, he sent off T. Ujfalus(Czech). Well, at least justice was somewhat done for that poor judgement of the referee when the penalty struck the post hard. But he's not the only one that has spoilt the wonderful game of football. The 2 Centre-backs should have been given death sentences for their lacklustre performance. They could simply be considered the 13th and 14th men of the Ghanian team (the referee being the 12th). And with one Czech being sent off, it's a match of 14 vs 8. Haha. The 1st Ghanian goal was being played onside by one of the CBs. (CB = centre back). He happily took 2 steps back before a cross in and this played Gyan onside. Then he committed a weak jump in an attempt to head the ball for a clearance. Of course, he headed some air and the ball landed perfectly for Gyan to lay in the 1st goal on the 2nd minute of the game. Later in the 2nd half, series of endless attacks by the blacks simply firmed the verdict that the 2 CBs were shit. Their offside trap were bound to fail, allowing many breakthrough runs piercing the centre as if attacking was free of charge to Ghana. If not for Petr Cech wonderful performance, Czech would have featured in another 6-0 match. (but this time, czech may be the team suffering the cruel demolition and of course, by a lowly South African team). Without doubt, the 2nd goal came. The 2 CBs ran beside Munturi(Ghana) as if they were his bodyguards . This time round, even the almighty Cech could do nothing. A poor game for Czech. They played like a champion in their first. But for this, they were totally destroyed, or should i say they destroyed themselves totally in the 2nd half. Utterly disgusted by the 2 CBs and the referee. Not that i lost alot of money. In fact, i only lost 2.50 bucks. I went down in search for a beautiful game but this is what i got in return. Upset!

"我不难过了 甚至真心希望你能幸福
當我了解你只活在记忆里头
我不恨你了 甚至原谅你的残酷理由
当我了解不爱了 连回忆 都是负荷"

--蔡健雅 "陌生人"

tanya sings nice songs....great vocals...meaningful lyrics...

"不闻不问怕自已平静的心再沸腾
爱过的人都非得当成假想的敌人
不闻不问却反复提醒自己有伤痕
冷漠的人得在狠下心前先对自己残忍"

---Tanya "假想敌"

was chatting with thomas online on msn the other day (sometimes, dunno if what he says is true....but i choose to believe him...afterall...there is really no pt lying)...just some updates about each other's life...he's one of those friends who are in a different phase in life from mine...

me...still an undergrad...a student...zero income generating basically...

him...ns...doing business outside...

sometimes...i really admire people like him...dare to take a path in life that's different from a typical singaporean...he previously signed on for air force but no longer....serving his remaining liability for the nation and off he goes....out to the society...

applauds for his courage to break the contract...maybe it's a wrong decision to sign on earlier on..but it really does take some courage to get out of it ultimately...lets hope that he does so becoz he has truly found what he wanna do in life....

me...still aimlessly mugging...for a piece of paper that will qualify me as an engineer...for? an engineering career? jurong island? dunno yet....

dunno why...but we talked abt dunno what and he said something like i am the most outstanding person among the group (group as in the bp basketball pple i guess)....hmm...maybe i used to be that outstanding...but as i told him ...outstanding or not...as the word itself depicts...it's really very relative...you gotta really stand out amongst the group...and when you mix with a company of elites...i think i stand in the crowd....but thanks anyway...that'z a small boost to my depleting self-confidence...


quite a few of my friends have started out on their careers...

kokz is one amazing chap...into so many business plans and investments lately...a buzi man ....busy making money...haha...wish him prosperous in whatever he venture in...i await his moving to landed property....haha....

huiyee working already...immediately after the sem came to an end...朝九晚五 kinda job...(dunno if this zao jiu wan wu is correct)...oh yah...thankz for the pizza treat gal...it's really nice of you...

ah yu gonna to start work in sept...get prepared for true adulthood...



i think it's quite scary to get into a new phase in life...for me...a person who dislike changes...no matter if i'm adaptive to them...i still dun like so many changes to life...perhaps...i'm just a simple person.....

or a complicated guy wanting and trying hard to be simple....

a little friend of mine is feeling sad...

it's amazing how a 'source-of-happiness-in-my-life' once can evolve into a 'don't-ever-appear-in-my-life'...but all i can say is that people have to learn to forgive and forget...

if he did something that hurt you so deep...it's what he did in the past....forgive...

if his sole presence makes you sad....make his presence insignificant....forget....

看开一点吧...you can't be living in the past...whatever hurt inflicted no doubt will leave wounds...but the healing process gotta be quick...if not you will be missing out alot in life...

maybe thru these years....it's easy for me to say that letting go is easy...at least easier than i used to thought...

maybe indifference helps....sooner or later...you will be used to being indifferent about his everything that his appearance will only yield a 'so what?' from you...

nobody can really help you except yourself...a psychiatrist may assist you....seek one if you really think you need it...nus one should be quite budget de...

cheers!

my hair's almost dry....sleep sleep!!!

hooray!!! letz celebrate!!!!

the cause: i finally passed my tp on my 4th attempt!!! almost failed again though...but luckily it's my 4th already and so...they rightfully should pass me....16 points...one more 'failure-to-check-blind-spot' would have had me sitting in front of the comp...planning for my 5th tp already....luckily...it never happened...haha

just got a tuition kid ...sec 2 indian kid...haha...the oleander agency always gave me indian...but i never did state my preference for student as that...well/...next mon is the 1st session...i shall see how it goes...coz when sch reopens, the workload may be too heavy....but sec 2 science and maths should be easy....

seldom blog about my everyday life anymore...coz there is really nothing much going on...

i wan to celebrate!!! but i need a reason for that...

i wan to feast..but i got no company...

i wan to go on shopping spree....but i got no money...

haha...so..nothing to blog about...except update scores on world cup matches...and watching tv and tv and more tv....

germany 4 - 2 costa rica
poland 0 - 2 ecuador
england 1 - 0 paraguay
sweden 0 - 0 trinidad
argentina 2 - 1 ivory coast
serbia 0 - 1 holland
portugal 1 - 0 angola
mexico 3 - 1 iran
japan 1 - 3 australia

9 matches so far...

on-going czech vs usa....go czech go!!!!

and later this morning...italy vs ghana...


i'm a czech and holland supporter...and all teams that have arsenal players...


tmr taking my 4th TP test....i really hope to pass this time...just make sure that i'm not too nervous and i think i'm okay...stay calm....bless me...wish me good luck....

wat an opening match to Germany 2006...germany 4 - 2 costa rica...

basically, the costa ricans defended like bball players...(those that haven't played bball for ages)..they looked like they have wobbly legs..and only came up to the opponents when they got good hold of the ball...so..the 'germs' had lotsa time holding the ball up..looking for free chances to launch the ball into dangerous zone..or simply chances to rocket the ball for a possible scorcher...

costa rica is really lousy larz...they scored their 2 goals due to germany's defensive error when its right-back played wanchope onside twice...and wanchope...being a composed and experienced striker...easily took lehmann without much effort...a 3-2 scoreline would have been great (coz i would have won some money for titbits)...but Fringes was cruel to kill the game off in the 87th min/...

well...where can i watch tmr's england vs paraguay game?

"永遠 不過只是一時自私的字眼"

"便利商店里谁也买不到
我们最想要的东西
只握在喜欢的人手上"

《给我你的爱》- Tank


"后来我有没有出现过你梦里
我们是彼此回忆的几分之几
如果说很想你
代表说遗憾占据太多比例
我应该常提醒自己寂寞很轻"

《几分之几》- Tank

went kbox cineleisure today with some jc friends...the 8-mei gang and chunyen..kev and me...not bad larz the service there...afterall it's cineleisure kbox...not those ah beng ah lian heartland one...but then again...compare to taiwan's...it's below par still...and to have paid 20 bucks per person for abt 8 pax...damn ex...

anyway...long time didn't meet up with them and since they jio-ed and i'm damn free...i went lorz...

heard xuanhong leaving for sydney for further studies...bon voyage

as for the rest who have graduated (3 yrs course)....happy job hunting

and for those who have already gotten a job...happy job securing and advancing


while i continue to lead a slack life for this holiday...

the day

billiard...gone were the days when i was so confident where the ball would go...gone were the days where i was at least considered accurate(at least i think i was)...

da vinci code...i find the movie so-so..though i didn't read the book...but i tot the plot was superbly structured...credits to Dan Brown...should get the book and read soon...perhaps the movie is abit over-rated...thatz why i went for it..expecting much in return...

x-men III..yes..i watched another movie today...again..not as marvellous as tot to be...jean gray/pheonix was so cool...oh man...i'm beginning to like older ladies...lolz...anyway..the story development was fast..like very little happened and it had to end...think it's really tough for the director to squeeze too many detail within a short 1hr 45mins...

oh yah...the last part after all credits are shown is really not worth staying behind for...it's just that professor x has got his brain duplicated to another being or something like that...like cloned himself...yah...something along that line...so wat? expect an x-men 4? without huge jackman as wolverine and halle berry as storm...heard rumours saying that this would be their last...dunno...

we shall see...