FFVII advent children is quite good...the fightings esp....omnislash!!!wahz....

Aeris!!!! my angel

did i mention that i have downloaded FFVII Advent Children? no time to watch it yet...maybe tmr...

i haven't watch ocean's twelve and initial D also...all in my comp....

wtf

functionalists vs conflict theorists....then here come the interactionists...different school of thoughts....why?

i guess i'm just not an arts person....wrong module....

aiyahz...weekend is coming....great...gonna do something fun..i hope

it just shows you how small you are

google earth is quite cool...i can see the top of my block...on earth...pretty interesting right? lets go to the Great Wall of China.. and zoom...you're there...

i am more vulnerable than i appear to be

maths mid term solution is out!!!

yahz...as the title says..the maths mid term solution which i took just last night is out...damn farking fast...got 9 or 10 out of 12...i think it's considered good bahz...anyway..i got the question which i completely don'y know how to do correct...i selected the most complicated answer if i remember correctly...got a careless mistake and a lucky point...i guess that cancel off each other...then the other question which i didn't know how to do is damn simple larz...and it only appear so to me after the test....

i hope miracles can happen for my physics...i dun wanna fail it lehz...i really hope larz...

i school...slacking....1st thing i gotta do when i reach home later: sleep....freaking tired larz...din do much but still tired...is it some kind of illness? tired-syndrome...dunno...anyway...feel like slacking....so damn sianz...

got stomachache in the morning....dunno why...but din eat breakfast (coz can't fins breakfast)...should not have stomachache mahz...haha..realised i'm still aching from saturday's bball session...so weak i am...

mathz mid term is over...not so tough...relative to physics...at least i can secure abt 9 out of 12 for this...1 careless mistake...

wonder why am i still not sleeping...though i'm tired...and if i'm not sleeping...shouldn't i have better things to do than blogging? eg. prepare for soci tuitorial? but i really can't be bothered by that...and the upcoming test on thurs...think i will do abit of revision tmr and wed/...s/u-ed it...feel more relaxed towards it now...it's the biophysical that i should put my focus on now...still haven't work on that yet...

think i'm used to not sleeping before 12 le...can't even force myself into sleep if the clock doesn't strike 12...is it good? perhaps....then i will have more time to spend rather than sleeping them away...

haven't been out for any real funz...and when i say fun...i mean really doing something that's funz....lets see how things go these weekend ba...tuition...tuitorials...online assignments...revision!! argh!!! can;t fit in billiard....mahjong....maybe a bball session on sunday morning?

sigh~

god, please give me a little bit more time

wat a day...morning bball session was fun...though a mere 6 pple turned up...and jiarong came damn late...lolz...but it's good to be playing bball again....my source of happiness...

din know yewtee cc was so crowded by bballers on sat morning...got ah pek team...got SAJC team...got other jc mixed team...got all gals team...and finally, the slackers team (which is us)...

pj commented that one of the gal (from the SAJC side)..or rather the only gal looks very familiar...the little bp gal who used to hang around the bball court all day...when we were in sec 4..i think she was in sec 1 then...

anyway..it turned out to be her...wat a small world...and when we were abt to left...she said to me, "i know your name. zhansheng right" haha...so surprised....i was so famous in bp back then mehz? haha....(feel so proud)...*pukez....yahz....if i recall correctly...her name should be ...hmm...carmen...hmm...is it? dun really know...afterall it's abt 5 years le....

there was another grp of gals....and among them...there was this particular gal that i saw her before in bbdc...haha....how come i remember her? coz she like abit (very tiny bit) like a friend....but my friend's very much prettier....but as usual, bball gals standard are beyond description.....

later part of the day...did some tuition prep for tmr....and went to my cousin's chalet....bbq ...and played some mahjong (in my father's place while he went bathing) with my uncle....reached home not long ago....

tmr gotta spend the whole day studying differentiation and integration for monday's test....haven't touched nything at all...

so sorry jas...that i cannot go to see you off...really needa do some quality studying for the test...friday's physics was a disappointment....

so jas, if you happen to see this...it's especially for you

"bon voyage...take care over there...i know you will definitely have fun there....but dun take so many photos and start sending them to us again!!...anyway..hope the stats notes are helpful...do take care..it's been great having you back in action these few weeks....and yahz...best of luck with you german guy...hmm...the one who is 1 year younger....who plays tennis....who went off to some other place....(to avoid you....lolz)...."

thatz all folkz....

"到不了的都叫做远方
回不去的名字叫家乡"

南拳妈妈 - 牡丹江...

quite a nice song...i like the tune...very easy...nothing sophisticated...

why am i feeling so tired? why do i wanna make mydelf so busy?

i know i wanna play...but i just can't bring myself to do anything except to study...i'm such a freak all of a sudden...pls...tempt me to go do some other things thatz fun, exciting...entertaining...lively...i dun mind using my brains (in the case of mahjong)...i dun mind needing to stay focus (in the case of billiard)...i dun mind sacrificing some money (in case of ex entertainment and shopping)....i dun mind not sleeping so long as what i do is what i enjoy...

but lets get the mid term test over 1st...wahaha/...

but i can't imagine any time for leisure after this short break...during which it's like no break...

dec? lolz...the best month of the year lorz...it's sucky....

kauz..

predictably it rains again!! so, i'm still going to take my lunch!!!

it's beginning to rain again...but thats not going to stop me from eating lunch

i haven't been so disciplined to myself throughout the short 20 yrs of my biography...imagine studying the very 1st day of a mid term break....i wanna get out of this!!!!

tmr going craig'z hse for house warming....think i shouldn't be staying over ba..shall see how...coz tues evening gotta teach tuition...and need to prepare myself abit on those jc stuffs....god..please give me a little more time.....hmm....wat will i do with them? sleep more....play more....coz i think i have studied enough....it's eating into my billiard...mahjong....time for all the vices that i like.....

wanna go shopping...

wanna play billiard...

wanna play mahjong...

wanna play bball...

wanna sleep...

wanna start living...

wanna be happy...

doing work in the central library on a friday....the friday that happens to be the last day of school before the short term break....the friday that happen to be this friday...=)

yahz...so hardwroking....everyday do work....so many things to learn and do....wtf....if not for the dinner later with shaggerz....i would have gone home....more productive at home ...can sleep comfortably somemore....

gonna go do my physics le....did some maths just now..and think of having a change...

i know she will not see this...but still...happy bday...

current mood: sad...depressed...

just failed my driving test....sigh~ failed in circuit..even before i got onto the road...hit kerb twice when i normally don't...crank course and directional change....wat the fark....think i was too complacent bah...my parking today was perfect.....haiz....

then when i got onto the road...no mood to drive anymore....saw yellow light and i still went at high speed towards it....ultra demoralised....

no choice but have to take again i guess....it's farking ex larz....did my maths...it's 272 bucks more...fro 2 more revision lessons and the 2nd test....and only dec test dates are left....hell...

and my PDL expiring on 20th dec...if i fail my 2nd time....need to renew it...and more money wasted....

kauz...i'm really sad....super demoralised....no mood to do anything.....

do they look alike? somehow, in the past, many pple think this friend looks like vicki zhao...perhaps ba...but i think she is much prettier than the 'xiao yan zi'....oh yah...this is the gal whose bday falls on the 16th sept...happy bday!!!

"wake me up when september ends"
over a short span of 2 days....i have seen 3 of my friends' msn nicks as this for at least a while....

watz so good abt sept for sleeping?

kauz...makes no sense to me....

16th sept...engin day....it's also the bday of someone i used to like...pls bear in mind the words in bold....and i did not used 'love' here...coz i believe 'love' is too strong a word to be used anyhow....

yahz....it just so happen that i remember all the details that i told myself to remember in the past....like how i still remember some of my close friends' home numbers...my family members' nric numbers....if you get my pt larz...

so...should i wish her a happy sweet 21st? afterall...we are friends mahz...or maybe less than friends.....oh well...


"wake me up at 8am tomorrow"....lol////i wanna go sch early to do work...so hardworking....

anyone wanna ktv? anyone wanna mahjong? before i start my catching up next week

somehow, i feel that these 2 ladies look similar...i know many will disagree with me...maybe it's just their smiles....i like sweet smileyz....they always brighten up one's day

i have realised that my endurance to work till late at night has increased ever since uni...i used to be able to stay up late only for leisure and games...mahjong....etc...but now, i can really study till late....

so is it something good? probably not...coz i'm very inproductive...need to take longer time to absorb.....but i like it this way....not the 'longer time to absorb' part...but the fact that with the time spent this way....i would not have free time to think about stuff that i shouldn't....think about the people that i should not think....so isn't it good? well...at least for me...i believe it is lorz....

anyway... i gotta go sleep for now....tmr lect at 8....

strange comments on shaggerz' blog....interesting

argh!!! just finish a reading on sc1101 power and state...PAP!!! lolz...why does this exposure level one module has so many things to read....

the amount of stuff i read since uni started has well exceeded the total in my 2 and half yrs of NS life....

jas commented the other day that reading our blogs are interesting....and ask me if what i blog are my true inner thoughts....well...to a certain extent...yes....to a very large extent in fact...hmm...a place to let out stuffs that have been kept to myself for too long....

life hasn't been that enjoyable lately...or has it been enjoyable before? of coz...i rather enjoy myself playing bball last sunday with the bp gang...apart from me spraining my ankle....i quite enjoy the crapping with shaggerz with playing bball AGAIN just 2 days back.....

ha..realised that the sources of my happiness are all from bball...yupz...as i have said before...i had my most memorable moments (both happy and sad) on the bball court....the feeling of winning on court with all your teamates sharing the common objective is indescribeable....i shan't touch on the sad moments on court...as it's not worth mentioning here... (but rest assure it during my jc dayz...not sec sch)...

wow...how i wish i can critique as well as the way i blog....in that case..i would have easily hit the 750 words...lolz....

think i have been tired out for the weekends.....tutz...critique....tuition...critique.....and tv.....

oh yahz...i wanna buy shaman king vcd...but it costs 150 bucks for the entire original set....so ex.....should i just rent them and burn copies of them? or should i just wait for someone to buy it for me? (hint hint) haha....

i wanna buy a pair of bball shoes too!!!

i wanna change my wallet!!!

i still haven't bought my billabong sling ball!!!

waiting for my 1st pay check from tuition...meagre sum....maybe i can use it to clear some stuff on my wish list 1st...hee....

gonna take my TP test on this coming thurs...not very confident....last thurs driving was like shiit....i did worng in almost everything that can go wrong...esp lane changing...i was so reckless!!!!

the critique is killing me...spent so much time staring at that article again...progress? a little bit....

it's so damn hard larz....

make me feel so tired...

yesterday's bball was quite funz...with shaggerz pple....jas' being back in sg has gotten us together for some activities....if not...haha...i guess everyone will be too occupied with their own lives...busy here and there....

well...term break after next week....probably some time to catch up on every modules...phys and maths are alright....need more practice and understanding....

CTW is terror...wonder how will i be able to complete the critique for the final year paper....2hr duration? i spend 2 days also cannot finish lorz...lolz...

sociology needs lotsa readings and prepn....get those readings ready to be used for essays....

why are my entries all/ or mostly on studies these days....hmmz....uni life is ruining me....

"窗外阴天了 人是无聊了　
我的心开始想你了"

--我真的受伤了

i think i'm not at all productive....
the ctw stuffs are driving me crazy....
here are the things that i have to do for ctw:
1) research on position paper. quite confused on this

2) look for secondary sources for assignment 2 - critique on mp3 piracy.

3) do up the critique (750 words) by wed...coz thurs not free...

4) look at possible primary and secondary sources for position paper.
a. survey? who to target? what qns?
b. interview? who?

there goes my weekend i guess....

the most dreaded day of the week...tues...it's when i got totally wiped out after my CTW tut...lolz....now slacking in com cen alone...again....well...not really slacking...doing some work....mathz tut....

to all, my swollen ankle...actually not that serious...but the wrap simply makes t bigger...very much bigger....

haha...went design today to look at ye man nu you (korean gals)...all thankz to jj's friend...brought us in for a walk....saw 2 of them only....lol....

damn...gonna limp my way to sch soon...

suddenly feel like going k songs....anyone in for that?

i sprained my ankle in bball today. damn. time to invest in a pair of bball shoes.

alrite. i have decided to let my laptop rest for tonight. meaning, i will not let it run overnight.

2nd session of tuition. Got so questioned down by all the VJ and RJ MCQs. What are these top schools doing, to come up with all these tough questions that even uni students have problems solving.

Well, anyway, i hope i did manage to help. If not, i will feel bad earning such money also.

went dinner at lot 1 with taoz and yanz. yes, only the 2 of them. pj not free due to some project discussion. jj didn't want to come out coz he just went home in the morning. kokz said too few people and so he didn't want to come. and god knows where are the rest of the people. sometimes, it's so hard to get friends to come together, even for a very simple dinner.

busy dayz in uni ahead.

tmr morning playing bball with sec school friends. and for that, i forsake my signals friends. so bad. but sigh~ really no mood for sentosa on a sunday coz it would most likely end up taking my entire day away.

yah. so i have decided to go for bball in the morning (a few hrs away from now) and spend some quality time at home.

nitez...

(NB: i did not lose my heart...merely gave it away...but i am retrieving it back...and my blog is purely for entertainment purpose...fictional...crapz...haha)

a few additions to my blog...

1) a new photo site (can find link under 'about' or the very 1st screen)
2) derrick's 很想你 in the background
3) jiaxin's 至少还有你 available for listening under 'stuffs'

i dunno how to do physics....i dun understand maths....i dunno how to study sociology...i dun think biophysical environmt is examinable....i simply dun like ctw...how?

weilian won superstar!!!! lolz....

kelly behaved and performed like a winner too!!! she is going to achieve great fame...

xinhui is stunningly beautiful....derrick is joyful....jiaxin is ever so good....