not that i'm sad...
it's just that i dun feel happy..
it's just that i dun feel happy..
Monday, June 28, 2004
Sunday, June 27, 2004
journalling..
just some tots..
ever kept a journal?
started this journalling thingy when i was in ocs..
we were made to do it..but i never actualli kept it a habit..
only once in a while will i put in an entry..
and often..it's when i'm feeling down..
just went through the journal i kept from last year..
it's all about my 'xin shi'
my 'xin jie' that i never share with anyone..
they have always being secrets b/w me and my little journal..
if anyone ever have the opportunity to chance upon my journal..
pls do ask for my permission to read it..
i will most likely say 'no' and pls respect my stand..
there are things that are better kept unknown to all..
things that ought to be changed but not yet so..
just some tots..
ever kept a journal?
started this journalling thingy when i was in ocs..
we were made to do it..but i never actualli kept it a habit..
only once in a while will i put in an entry..
and often..it's when i'm feeling down..
just went through the journal i kept from last year..
it's all about my 'xin shi'
my 'xin jie' that i never share with anyone..
they have always being secrets b/w me and my little journal..
if anyone ever have the opportunity to chance upon my journal..
pls do ask for my permission to read it..
i will most likely say 'no' and pls respect my stand..
there are things that are better kept unknown to all..
things that ought to be changed but not yet so..
feeling strange..
neither happy nor sad..
i guess i've grown numb..
numb to whatever that's around me..
look what a society can do to pple...
or rather, what army can do to pple...
what the world is all about?
about suffering...watching people suffer..
from these, people gain pleasure..
'pleasure from sufferings' - what a concept of life tthis is.
it's a sadistic world, isn't it?
neither happy nor sad..
i guess i've grown numb..
numb to whatever that's around me..
look what a society can do to pple...
or rather, what army can do to pple...
what the world is all about?
about suffering...watching people suffer..
from these, people gain pleasure..
'pleasure from sufferings' - what a concept of life tthis is.
it's a sadistic world, isn't it?
Friday, June 25, 2004
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
Monday, June 21, 2004
the european fever is so hot that i'm back to soccer betting...
my life has taken such a drastic downturn that i'm back to journalling..
i'm back to my usual self...
the usual me...
once again searching...
searching for something that i'm not quite sure what it is..
my life has taken such a drastic downturn that i'm back to journalling..
i'm back to my usual self...
the usual me...
once again searching...
searching for something that i'm not quite sure what it is..
Sunday, June 20, 2004
Saturday, June 19, 2004
Friday, June 18, 2004
finally a long weekend after 3 weeks of restless working..
how tired can it be? very tired..
slept a 2-3am on most of the days..
when was the last time i got a straight 7-hour of sleep??
donno..
NSF liability cut by 2 months!!!
wasn't really happy upon hearing the news..
strange enough..but it's true...
i couldn't be bothered..already too bothered with work..
how tired can it be? very tired..
slept a 2-3am on most of the days..
when was the last time i got a straight 7-hour of sleep??
donno..
NSF liability cut by 2 months!!!
wasn't really happy upon hearing the news..
strange enough..but it's true...
i couldn't be bothered..already too bothered with work..
Thursday, June 17, 2004
Sunday, June 13, 2004
still tired....
feel so bad that i put my friends aeroplane...
never go join them for sentosa...
but i'm really tired..
"never knew life could be like this,
like i've never seen the sky before..."
no time to even see the sky...
feel so bad that i put my friends aeroplane...
never go join them for sentosa...
but i'm really tired..
"never knew life could be like this,
like i've never seen the sky before..."
no time to even see the sky...
Saturday, June 12, 2004
collaborative planner....
epicure.....
time slider........
MDN gateway...
mission mate.......
these are all the stuffs we are testing out with....
so many....so 'funz'.....f***
epicure.....
time slider........
MDN gateway...
mission mate.......
these are all the stuffs we are testing out with....
so many....so 'funz'.....f***
it's been a long day!!!!
a long 2-day!!!!!!!!
a long week!!!!!!!!!!!!!
a long 2-week!!!!!!!
a long long way to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
a long 2-day!!!!!!!!
a long week!!!!!!!!!!!!!
a long 2-week!!!!!!!
a long long way to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, June 05, 2004
i'm buzi!
maybe it's hard to believe..but i'm stressed up in army..
so many things demanded with so little time..
for sure screw up..
3 stay-in nights this week..
worked till night for each day..
hell..i'm going crazy..
i can't think now..
nothing at all..
anyway, i feel that my luck has hit rock bottom..
"When you have experienced the worst thing in life, ther will be nothing worse than the worst"
haha..hopefully things can get better..
i can't describe how unlucky i was this week..
problem arised one after the other or sometimes, many at one go...
maybe it's hard to believe..but i'm stressed up in army..
so many things demanded with so little time..
for sure screw up..
3 stay-in nights this week..
worked till night for each day..
hell..i'm going crazy..
i can't think now..
nothing at all..
anyway, i feel that my luck has hit rock bottom..
"When you have experienced the worst thing in life, ther will be nothing worse than the worst"
haha..hopefully things can get better..
i can't describe how unlucky i was this week..
problem arised one after the other or sometimes, many at one go...
