feeling strange..
neither happy nor sad..
i guess i've grown numb..
numb to whatever that's around me..
look what a society can do to pple...
or rather, what army can do to pple...
what the world is all about?
about suffering...watching people suffer..
from these, people gain pleasure..
'pleasure from sufferings' - what a concept of life tthis is.

it's a sadistic world, isn't it?