RevamPinG....Just a BloG...

"tHe GreaTesT tHinG, YoU'll eVeR LeaRn, iS jUsT tO LoVe anD bE LovEd iN rEtUrN..."

Sunday, September 30, 2007

"still the same gal?"

"so long le...the feeling still so strong?"


yar!!! i wonder what's the problem with me...why can't i just stand up and leave? why must i walk so slowly when i have decided to let go and walk off? why must i look back only to see that u are waving goodbye? why must i still be irritating when u can't wait NOT to see me?





i'm looking forward to the day when i can call u my GOOD friend....
even blogger is against me!!! it refused to let me upload my 中秋 nitez photos...

yup...so u guys just have to wait...or just get them from me thru msn...had successfully uploaded to my laptop...




midterm tests suck!


projectz suck too!


sch sux!


life sux to the core!

Thursday, September 27, 2007

te quiero ......

somehow....i still do....

stupidly...



argh...i should be thinking abt studies....those unfinished projz and assignments...those irritating tests....those never ending tutz...and yet...why am i thinking of something that i shouldn't



the moon looks brighter and rounder and clearer tonight...moon has a calming effect...momentary...but perhaps enough...to calm those complicated minds...those tangled hearts...those directionless souls...those......pple .........like...... me.....

Monday, September 24, 2007

stress-O-meter reads: HIGH!

wth...the start of mid term break...and i'm feeling stressed already...got tutz to catch-up on...have been SO going thru motion during the 1st 6 weekz...

i know! nobody is going to believe me....but i'm telling the truth...i've been dota-ing quite often...and though i still do tutz...but i really dunno how to do alot of the qns...esp MTO...sigh...

i need to buck up!

i wonder how come the feeling of 'stress' and 'slackness' can co-exist...it's happening to me...i wonder how....

Saturday, September 22, 2007

dun feel like going out...

dun feel like doing anything except to just talk to u...





中毒太深...
gal likes prince...

guy likes princess...

Friday, September 21, 2007

a sudden surge of sadness engulfs again...





hide myself in darkness...with light dimly from the laptop....

and music faintly from windows media player....




i feel like running....i wanna run away from many many things....

no...i'm not hslx-ing...i'm just feeling empty...


like a bottomless pit....empty...but filled with darkness...and solitude....

Thursday, September 20, 2007

taiwan 帅哥!!! lollipop! 棒棒糖....

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

sweet dreams are when i dream of you.....
i need a night...

i need a drink...and all the courage i can have...

i need a chance...to say everything what i want...

i need a turning point to start anew...

Monday, September 17, 2007

lost my organizer today...left it in lt7a ...threw it on the floor after writing something and forgot abt it altogether...

sad...couldn't find it when i went back to the lt at abt 4plus...

who could have taken it?!?!?!?!


nothing very important inside...but ....




there's something i treasure in it....something written in pencil.....something not written by me....

sigh....maybe it's meant to be....for me to lose the few things that i have regarding you....

Sunday, September 16, 2007

苦茶 (黑糖玛奇朵 插曲) - 棒棒堂&黑涩会美眉


微微笑的看你 越是认真就越让人心疼
街头那盏路灯 仿佛在笑我愚笨
没什么能做 但我比谁都真诚
泡一杯苦茶陪伴 你到夜深

你知不知道你 总有一种很可爱的独特
让我充满勇气 抵抗冬天的寒冷
怎样做才会完美 像个男人
喝一杯苦茶温暖 你的体温

不用等你开口先说我爱你
在那之前想对你说我愿意
你不必问 你也不必等
这一刻 就值得爱到永恒

我该如何让你明白我爱你
在那之后你点头说我愿意
想照顾你 想守护着你
这一刻 只想把你抱紧

你知不知道你 也有一种很可爱的天真
大男孩的口吻 魅力加到一百分
怎样做才会完美 像个男人
喝一杯苦茶温暖 你的体温

虽然永远 太不可能
少了你的完整
两个对的人奇迹就能发生

这一刻 只想把你
抱紧
i think it's time to busy myself with sch work...now that it really gets quite busy...

so stressful! i hope the stress can block out everything....yes...everything including ......

Thursday, September 13, 2007

it's been sometime since i last blogged...and as many might have already known...i fell sick for a few dayz...

okay...a quick summary...

soccered last friday...after which went to marina sq breekz (together with pj and jj to meet up shaggerz for jas' 1st pay treat...thankz! (i was so nice to you tat night becoz u PAID for my dinner! haha...)

oh...and met kok'z gf for the first time! wootz... haha....I'm STILL singLe!!!! .... wahaha...dun mind me...

yep...after that we decided to find a place to sit down and chat...walked here and there...searching high and low...we ended up at suntec Secret Recipe and order 11 diff slices of cakes to share amongst 11 of us....DESSERT!!! yee's treat! haha...

all the gals are quite damn rich huh? thankz thankz...lets meet up more often when u gals are happy and in the mood to give treats okay?

this and that....stayed quite late...was feeling rather tired....after a long day....and a long week....

and so...sat and sun...i wasn't feeling too well already...tuition-ed on sat...stay at home to do tutz on sun...

and fell goddamn sick on monday...woke up feeling very weak and cold...attended 3hrs of lect in sch and went home...high fever....38.8C when i saw doc...whack PANADOL lorz...plus some cough syrup...coz throat aint feeling good either...

feverish on mon and tues...it only went down on wed....lucky not dengue....

so...officially declared that i was well again on wed...and things started to get buzy again....

tuition on wed night...and lab on today....thurs sux as usual....lolz...

friday's here again...another week gone....Week 6 coming....midterm break breaking...projz and assignments datelines are tightening....plus some midterm tests here and there!!!!


argh...stressful!!

and why are my textbooks still untouched??!?!?! i need to buck up abit....been slacking too often...and dotA-ing more frequently....

my bad....

Sunday, September 09, 2007

我病了...sigh...

is it the rain? or is it the cake?

or maybe it's neither...but just ...

.... ...... ... ......

Saturday, September 08, 2007

"if given a chance....would you wanna erase this memory?"

my ans is NO...






这一个邂逅...我将永远铭记在心...


我将永远记得...这一个让我那么心动的人...

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

i can't escape from you!!!

even in my dreamz, i can't!!!!
hmm....


giordano kids or GUESS kids

music or sports... hmm....some leisure sports

piano or violin or BOTH plus drums and guitar and anything that makes pleasant sound...






just some random casual chat topic over lunch....

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

my stupid blog!!!

haha...hk said it must be my stupid blog again...that i banged my head on THAT wall once more...

hmm...how i wish i could just smile to cover up everything...

用微笑把一切都带过...




well...let me try to spend less time on msn and blog....but more time on bookz....esp now that it's already week4....and let me get used to not seeing and chatting with u online...







all i wanna say is that it aint that easy to draw the tigger...let alone make the card...i dunno if u appreciate it...but 希望你至少有感觉到我的用心...

不过...用心真的很累...





我累了...












if chocz can make pple happy and alcohol amplifies feelings and emotions....then isn't chocz with alcohol the best combination?

royce-rum....new flavor i think....which isn't really to my liking...the rum taste is abit too strong....i still prefer the champagne one....
爱情玛奇朵 -- 棒棒堂
黑糖玛奇朵(片尾曲)


我知道你心里有个人 但谁是哪个人
你总是笑着不承认
有时候真的很想问 想从你的眼神
知道我有没有份

是不是你心里的人 当然你不用明白承认
只要用你的眼神默认
我就可以再往前多进个几分
找个理由来等你从朋友变情人

其实我 好几次 想要开口对你说
爱情的滋味 就好像玛奇朵
甜蜜的烙印在我心口 虽然他曾拉了你的手
只是摸摸你的头 激动却一直跟着我

雨刚下过 这一个夏天显得特别闷热
当你微笑看着我
那时候 世界突然间静止一分多钟
那一个moment怎么去形容

爱情就化成玛奇朵

Sunday, September 02, 2007

A girl is most attractive when..."you close your eyes...but still see her"....this is my ans to hk's attractive issue posted on his blog...

a penny for thought? well...i haven't been thinking abt alot of things lately...esp studies...

i think my mind is still preoccupied by a certain 'something' that i long wanted to remove...i'm so helpless...i wanna dig a hole and bury my head into it...





it took me so long to write the sms...something as simple as a few phrases...that doesn't even add up to 30 words...and i struggled even longer to make that call...for once....i was worried....but i had no other ways of getting to you...

and it seemed to be the only way that i can show my concern for you...the minutes ticked by and still no replies...i finally understood how it feels to be worrying for someone that u consider dear to you...even though that someone might not think likewise....it's called 一厢情愿...a.k.a. 蠢...

hours of waiting...staring at the msn list...only for a sign that she's okay...that'z the most that i could do.... and well...the sms finally came...i felt relieved....that my hslx didn't come true...hearing her voice just put everything back into place.....(is the hole ready for my head to be buried??!?!?!)....no more disoriented mind....no more hslx...





我想我要求的不多...就只是希望能知道她过的很好...
just came back from chess dnd tonight...well...the reasons why i went for it?

hmm...first...i shan't mention it here...
second...gotta show some support for lh...addy...and brudder weiz etc....
third...friends forming a table...

not too bad for a 55 bucks 8+1 course dinner...and the pageant was nice! lolz...



oriental beauty...cheongsam does bring out the elegance and curves! wootz!...and some person simply looks gorgeous in them...