omg..she looks so pale...but she's pretty, isn't she? skinny skinny but has a great vocal....my superstar!!!! 

this is it...my blog shall remain like this until i feel like changing skin again....i can't get rid of why the whole page can still scroll down when there is nothing below but heck ....sometimes wrong with blogger.com...not me...coz the same entire template was copied to my other blog and it's totally fine....maybe it's the post entries...but i can't figure out why larz....any expert can enlight me?

"因为 love.....love....love...
大家都需要"
- 王力宏's love love love....

ever notice there's a number of songs titled "love love love"??? fann wong's...jolin's....F.I.R's and LeeHom's....

suddenly wanna listen to Leehom's version....haha..coz was watching a video clip the other day (S.H.E clip again)...hebe likes this song...and she was imitating...following the tempo...acted playing piano ..trumpet..everything...so funny....can't find this song on net...but pj got...hooray!!!!

haha...
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how well do you know your friends? well...ever finding out more about them..their persnality...their likes and dislikes....their habits (bad and good)....that's what's keeping the friendship isn't it? if you don't like that particular person and dun wan to be his friend....would you be bothered to find all these traits of the asshole?

so friends...i may not know you all well enough for you to invite me to your bday parties...but rest assure that if you invite me....i will go and find out more about you.....lolz...

crapz....going to eat my mee...hungry....

1st day learning driving...haha..so 'ga-bu-ra'...can't clutch in properly yet...always release too fast..then the accelerator step too hard...think the lau uncle that took me quite pissed with me....then my steering like shiit like that...zig-zag one..haha...think still need alot more practice before i can go free on the public road....

haiz....gambatte!!!

friends.....haiyo...troublesome bunch of pple....lolz...pardon me...but sometimes...it's so hard to please every single one bahz....esp when there is no one common activity that all enjoy...

sparks between friends are common...but lets not let this tiny spark ignite a fire... true friendships are hard to come by...somemore friends of so many years...when we watch each other grow up...

haiz...was talking to ah cai on msn...she said pj hates her...haha...wat say you, pj??? relax larz...abit of misunderstanding larz...totally unintentional...just wanna get you pple together for a simple chat or meal or wateva...

"guess i have to look for other exercises to get rid of my tummy says:
oops i think ur gd friend really hates me .. ignored my msn msg too haizz

::: *~^zsheng > no more superstar
haha..you offended him larz..

guess i have to look for other exercises to get rid of my tummy says:
where got

::: *~^zsheng > no more superstar <>
dunno...

guess i have to look for other exercises to get rid of my tummy says:
haizz .. dun dare to msg him le la . . .

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puzzled... I rather talk about it upfront .... says:
no la.. i think he misunderstood lo .. i mean nowadays is like who can make it then we just meet up .. just hope to gather n find up how's everyone's life n hv fun 2gether lo.. dun hv to b pissed by that ba

::: *~^zsheng > no more superstar <>
you tell him lorz..

puzzled... I rather talk about it upfront .... says:
like if i can make it i go.. if i cant .. i can always meet up another time.. or if i dun like then jio everyone go do something that i like lo puzzled... I rather talk about it upfront .... says: the thing is he is ignoring me ... how to tell him

::: *~^zsheng > no more superstar <>
get craig to let him noe lorz

puzzled... I rather talk about it upfront .... says:
i notice that he MIA again since i came back from shanghai .. then sheldom see him post msg on the blog too.. so dunno wats up ma

puzzled... I rather talk about it upfront .... says:
he also ignoredcraig lo...

puzzled... I rather talk about it upfront .... says:
thinks he hate us "

--original text from msn

see what i mean? troublesome bunch of asses..hmm..good-natured pple...haha...to me...it's pretty simple...got event..and if i can make it...and i dun mind the activities...and i wanna go...i will go...it all boils down to yourself...how important the bunch is to you...and if i wanna organise event..i will roughly know the likely pple that will be onz for it and then jio them...out of courtesy..i will still ask the rest larz...afterall same group of friends mahz...

but i'm a very neutral person...fine with most activities...other than illegal ones....what a friend...so easy to deal with horz....

wow...long post....

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i love rong zu er's songs!!!!

finally got the chinese words working...haha...all thanks to yan'z blog...(copied something from her blog again)...haha...but it's her blog that's helpful...not her...i'm good at copying larz....got my joey rong zu er's song on my blog...quality not so good...but can't find better ones on the internet....

too bad...no more chance to see if jiaxin will perform this song for jue dui superstar le....so sad....i dream to see her perform this song....lolz

new blog skin....i will fill in the ???? later....

you are my superstar!!! 

my 家欣 is out of 绝对 superstar...feel so sad for her...coz she can sing quite well...but how come she is gourped with F1 and F2...both also not bad....and why sms vote weighs 70%??? haiz....no more of her on tv le...sob*....what a pity....she is far better than many of the female contestant...at least that is what i feel...unlucky bahz....aiyah~ mood abit dampened by her being knocked out...coz she shouldn't have.......

shouldn't have...no more superstar for me...dun think will make an extra effort to watch the show anymore....perhaps listen can already...lolz

went back sigma aldrich for yesterday and today to do some odd jobs that pays quite well...with taoz and pj...helped to sort out the old docs for finance...ever since 1997 earliest...haha...just to account for the files and everything...shifted boxes here and there....label the boxes...etc...very slack and easy job...

haha...it feels good to go back there...the same old colleague that still remember me..."sheng ge" as some of them always call me...lolz...sounds like i got quite some power in the company sia....gangster like that...anyway...no more work to be done...so my dayz in sigma aldrich have come to a comma ","...i'm not putting a full stop coz who knows i may go back to do temp or even after my university...=) i like the place...i like the people there....they are good nice pple....

fark...been trying to remove a spyware on my comp for the past 2 nights...Elitum elitebar...farking ass...can't seem to remove it till now...spyware doc cannot cure...call itself a doc somemore....search for cure on net...but the methods are all so complicated and troublesome....stupid spyware....

but it does not much harm...only slow down my comp abit...

wanting to work on a new skin for my blog...but i'm too lazy...dunno how to create this and that...don't know how to use photoshop...haha...think i will give up...haha

got a sample on my the other blog..doesn't look good...if you know my url to the other blog..go take a look and let me know how is it...okay>?

sianz...

ipod shuffle - 512MB

looks cool? yeahz...my brother's and mine ipod shuffle...free one...lolz

绝对superstar contestant - 陈家欣

she was the one that sang joey's 挥着翅膀的女孩 ... dunno why but i particularly like her of all the female contestants...her mother is a hongkie...she herself is 23 yrs of age...NTU student...shit...should have gone to NTU then maybe got chance to see her...haha...was from VJ previously... 智慧与美貌并重 ... maybe not very pretty...but good enough le...actually pretty lar...think she has got the character..the type of gal i admire and like...=P

haha...pj say he like the other one ... the 戴爱玲...the guai guai type...lolz

check out the song...very nice song by fan fan...light..happy song

hmm...think some of the things i blog will be the same as pj coz went out with him again today...haha..it's always the 2 of us...perhaps we both are capricorn bahz...alike in many ways...common hobbies...etc...but diff personality...

anyway...it's pouring in the morning but we still went for billiard...freaking 'cats and dogs' if you know what i mean...and i was too lazy to bring an umbrella along...so had to run in the rain...and you know how dman far is West Coast RC from Clementi Sport Hall??? only an overhead bridge...which means i climbed the stairs up one end..ran across...down the stairs at the other....and into the building...

was drenched...well..the purpose of the trip ther was to play billiard as well as buy billiard ball..yahz...got a set of them at 150 bucks...share cost...wanted to ask kokz if he wanna chip in but...he never reply to any of us...wtf...

then..went eat lunch at clementi market..there got quite alot of nice food...afterwhich..we went city hall coz pj wanna change his cue tip...again!!!! and i wanna buy a LAN card...coz my comp didn't have one!!! freaking old and lousy comp....and wat a surprise to see craig's sis charlene there...think she was on her job attachment...haha...bought the LAN card at her shop...poor service...(coz serviced by craig's sis!!!)...and then...went home lorz...

fixed up the card on this comp...currently...connected to my brother's comp and guess wat...both can surf net..but mine is very slow...coz his is the one directly connected to the modem.....

but no router can still connect 2 comp to the net...that'z something new for me...a wireless router is coming soon...singnet plan...free ipod shuffle...go check it out...

gonna get a laptop soon...maybe when i make a trip down to nus someday soon....then can connect wireless le....haha...get some games to play also.....

haha...was staring at my blog for a moment just now...looking at the hebe changing faces...well...think all my friends know the fact that i'm obsessed with her...shan't deny this fact..but just now wasn't a case of pure obsession...i was so bored until i dunno what to do...why am i coming online evey now and then...so sianz...12am le but still so awake..not a single bit of tiredness....

haiz...i hate this lifestyle...dun wanna wake up late in the day and sleep so late at night...but the nights are easier to get by...at least the weather is so...

just watched 'Windstruck' for the umpteenth time. Still laugh at the same funny scenes, touched by the same charcters. So touching, the show. Jeon Ji Hyun is so pretty, esp her long smooth silky hair.

It's a story abt the 'wind', abt the 'promise'. Abt the little promise made when 2 persons crosss their little fingers. The undying determination to keep that promise, even when both are separated by life and death.

Promises are meant to be like this. Kept, not broken. Too many empty promises in this world. It's making us look shallow, 'surface', fake. "Say it only when you mean it. And when you mean it, keep to it." i guess that's what the show is trying to say to us. Well, May not be true, but i used to be a literature student back in sec sch dayz. Inference.

quote from the movie
"If you feel the wind when i am not around, that's me"

notice that the pigeon and the paper aeroplane kept featuring in the movie.




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felt better after the show. Maybe i just gotten abit more tired and that's why better. Oh did i mention why i felt lousy just now? haha..coz i lost money in mahjong.

kokz, taoz, and jj came for 2 rounds of mahjong. 10-20 cent type. Can't imagine i lost 9 bucks in the 1st round and 16 bucks in the 2nd. What hell luck is that. So unlucky. Almost not possible to lose so much in 2 rounds of 10-20 cents game. i almosts turn the tables. Not the act of a gentleman. But i really feel very lousy just now. It's like even my luck turned against me. Nothing seems perfectly fine ever since.....hmm....perhaps i should divert my faith to some other things....religion? hmm..dun think so...

Ups and Downs....just the way of life isn't it?

quote from one of my long ago army friend
"Haiz (sigh)..it's just...*pause*....life lar"



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grown to not like sleeping. coz i don't want to dream of impossible things. i wanna let my subconscious mind give up on things that my conscious mind has already done.




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Hoyeah...my brother is shifting back home some time next week. Means that you guys will see less and less of me online. ANd this state will remain until we change our current singnet plan and set up wireless. Then i will either get a wireless LAN card for this old comp of mine ..... or wait till i get my laptop....stay tuned for updates....

认真的女孩最美丽...

was watching a video clip where S.H.E were on "综艺大哥大"..performing their other 'talents'....selina performed a jazz dance...groovy...ella performed the trumpet..cool...and hebe played the organ/piano....she looked so 认真 in the clip...so hmm...you pple will say that i'm obsessed with her...but who cares abt what you will say abt me...she's just so beautiful...like she exudes a certain 'aura'...mesmerize me...haha...some galz really look gorgeous when they are so engrossed doing something....focused....

i'm mad abt her....i admit this fact...okay?!?!

can anyone tell me where can i upload mp3 onto the internet...host it for my blog? for free?

just watched 'LOST' on channel 5...not a bad show...quite exciting..but let me guess...they must have landed on a god-forsaken island where the dinosaurs still manage to exist...you know...those that are left on the island in "lost world"? it must be...coz i haven't read anything abt this show...

went to beach road with pj and taoz in the afternoon just now...to look for my bag...yeahz...bought this orange..yeah!!! orange big big bag...DC watever watever brand...not very particular abt the brand...coz maybe 'cheong' one also..haha....but abit too large huh? i like big big stuff....hee~ (think straight, you dirty ah beiz...lau di go)

been chatting with a few of my primary sch friends on friendster lately...jialiang...peiwen and qiyan....haha...like 8 yrs plus never see them le...yahz...correct...that's since primary 6....never been keeping in contact with them...in fact...lost all contacts with them le....no phone numbers no nothing...only vaguely remember a few of their names...wat a pity sia...

anyway...dreamt of them..(i shall not say who just in case pple misunderstand)...yesterday...can't rem what i dreamt of...coz last night wasn't a good night...didn't have a good rest despite the long day...the pain in my fingers kept me awake...and the stupid rain in the early morning...hell...

shaggerz' blog is getting so boring...no longer frequent there..coz nothing to read and write abt...

where's my "Yokoyoko"?!?!?!?!?!?

achez......

my newly tattoo-ed finger

nice pic isn't it? yahz..i just went for a tattoo on my finger..(inner face)...a cool "N" for nGzs...lolz...nice nice?!?!?!

haha..think i'm abit crazy...went to work with pj for today...yesh....the labour job that pays 70 bucks per day..and a free tattoo...wah lauz ehz..(pardon me for my use of words...coz can't really think now)...damn shag...tired....how come? coz the work is not for pple like me...thin-skinned....the-wind-blow-can-fly-away type of people...well....interested to know what we did? hmm...and so the story goes....

met pj and his friend, guozheng...at JE (9am) and went of to the PADANG...yes!!! where the NDP for this year would be held...happily...hand-in-hand...we went there...waited for abt and hour...(like very slack like that)..and started the day of terror...hmm...maybe not so bad....starting wasn't so bad....only need to tie some "tinnie-winnie" stuff (note the "") and pull them up to the top of the tower...abt 4-5 storeys high....so fun...like when a person goes mountain climbing but dun wanna use strength....yahz...like the person below..using all the "gu lat" he has to pull the climber up....(wat a lousy analogy used here)...

okay...manage to finish a tower of abt 4 x 4 + 4 spotlights and whatever lights they have...and some power outlet box..and "scroller" ...dunno what they are also....and some cables...super heavy cables...still okay..not very tiring...

then went to buy lunch and drinks for the pple....farking hell....ask me buy 12 x 1.5 litre mineral water....made me walk all the way to funan cold storage coz it's cheaper...fark...so far...from funan to padang with 12 x 1.5L (1L approx = 1kg)..do your maths...yahz...18kg in a box....all the way....yes...walking....fark...

stupid pple...got cars dun wanna go 'da bao'...'use' pple like me....idiots....

so happily(dun wanna use that word anymore) eaten lucnh and back to work...what more?!?!? oh...nothing much larz (sense the sarcasm)...|| 2 towers of 4 x 4 + 4 spotlights...blar blar......some cables...super heavy cables ||...oh thatz how i got the index finger art of work done up....blisters + burst + dust...all natural and no chemicals needed.....

fark right...sense that tmr still got the same thing...so i dun wanna go...maybe never wanna go work there le...

perhaps i'm too..hmm...pampered...can't take abit of hardwork....but i believe that there is a limit to what can be acheived each day...even superman can't save 2 people who jump off the towers..at the same time...hmm...maybe can...but do you get my point?!?!?!? farking 8 spotlights at one time up 5 storeys!!! physics? yahz...gravity....we fought against it the entire day...

okayz....and tso the story will end...at abt 9pm...went BK eat....then come back blog....can't wait to blog all this down....actually wanna to title my entry as "a day as a coolie" but fark the title...the content will do....

"i like to move it move it...you like to move it move it...she likes to move it move it..........MOVE"

"physi-CALY fit...physi-CALY fit...physi-CALY..physi-CALY..physi-CALY fit...."

yesh...just watched MADAGASCAR...all i can say is that it's purely lame...but good for a 80 min laugh...really...

my drawings...yeah..i draw things too...from comic though...comments are welcomed...both good and bad....haha...realised i'm not good at drawing eyes and hands...things that need to be very detailed...oh well...just to spend time....

just watched waterboys on channel u..hha...so hilarious....

hmm...it reads 2.18am on my comp clock...seldom stay (or should i use the word 'come') online so late anymore...let alone weekends when my brother will be at home...while...just finished a segment (story) on my comic...dun ask me why i come online...i also dunno...

abit hungry...abit lonely...abit...hmm...awake...perhaps getting used to the waking-up-at-noon-and-slacking-the-whole-day-till-late-night lifestyle already...

yeah...only one week of not working and i feel so weird...so..hmm..'empty'? nothing to fill my time...

was reading comic and listening to 93.3fm just now and was suddenly distracted from my reading awhile by a song...宇恒's "深呼吸"...yahz...esp like this song..coz the melody is so...hmm...ear-catching?!?!?! lolz...dunno the word to use hear but certain part of this song does sound like gigi's 新鲜...just realised this song is penned by 宇恒 herself....hmmz...not bad not bad....but too bad i can't manage to find this song on net as yet...why huh?

aiyah...come online just to blog?!?!?!?! wat the fark...just can't get to sleep...whatz happening to me?? not many pple online at this hr also...and i dun wanna chat with anyone either....this feeling sux...

should i get back to my reading? hmm reading comic of coz...dunno what i'm thinking...hope everyone is sound asleep by now....coz the guardian angel (me) is watching over every single one of u...if you dream of me...tell me that you care....ohz...i'm talking nonsense again..wohoho....*this part can be ignored*

but if you really dream of me....tell me...and make sure it's not a nightmare 1st horz....(this part is the continuation of the above nonsense) *ignored also*....

dream - let your subconscious mind run wild...actually what do dreams really mean? are they just purely fictional? or are they just the things that your conscious mind strongly suppressed and only allowed to come out for a breather when it goes to sleep...interesting...this realm of unexplored..unexplanable..un-{fill in your own word} dreamland of mine...why do certain pple always feature in your dreams...what are they trying to get from you? why do some pple experience deja vu....when you actually have the premoniton of what happen...feature previously in your dream and happening in real life?

eerie...yeahz....abit...even felt it when i'm blogging this....but perhaps if we can decipher dreams ..where they originate from..and what can they tell? are they really telltale signs of something?

"Our dreams may forecast events in the future or could even be memories from a past life"
- quoted from some websites that provide dream interpretations...how interesting...

"我要我自己坚强 我知道我能做到 我就要活得比从前更好
123深呼吸 就感觉这力量 叫做翅膀 准备飞翔
我的想法很简单 没有他们的复杂 我背负一个伟大的梦想
123深呼吸 我呼吸爱的力量 学着让自己勇敢
我知道 你知道 还要全世界看到 我的真心和希望"
- "深呼吸" 宇恒

recently hooked to ths thing call comics...yeah!!haha...been reading Conan, the detective comic...have a whole lot of them but never read them...quite interesting....detective stories...i like....my brother stop the collection for quite sometime le...maybe gonna continue from where he stopped...book 35...haha...spend money again lorz

no program for today..lazing at home reading comics...listening to songs also not bad...only that the weather is too hot..it's irritating me ...

comic + junk food + music = productive rotting...lolz...at least i never rot like a dead log...

lotza junk food these days...ice cream..chips...instant mee...chocolate....wat else?!?!?!?! give it to me!!!!

staring at my comp...don't know what to do...listening to my songs....drinking plain water....not many interesting shows on tv these days...bored...yeah...i'm bored....think i will go swim or run alone tmr....unless got other activities?!?!!? sleeping sounds good also...haha

Hebe Tian Fu Zhen - my dream lover...no one can replace her in my heart...not even my future wife...unless she is the one...haha...but it's dream lover as i have said...simply love her for her everything...looks...voice...character....
Lin ZhiLing - a perfect lady...taiwan top model...superb body...sweet voice that can melt the hearts of million...though she can't sing...tall and elegant...sexy and demure...she's a goddess...all ladies should take her as the role model ba...
Jolin Cai YiLin - quite like her..esp from her ai qing 36 ji album onwards...grown and matured into a little lady (xiao nu ren)..with the feminine sexiness that exudes naturally from her...damn hot and sexy dance moves...i love the way she dance....
Elva Siao Yao Xuan - simply love her eyes...naturally small i guess..but masscara can do wonders....see what makeup can do to a lady...gorgeously done eye lashes always...effort put in...PLus point...can dance well too...cheers..
Faye (F.I.R) - think i have fallen in love with her voice...yeah...though not the most prettiest of all ladies...but she has a vocal that shake the ground...brings the songs she sings to life....charismatic....i simply love the songs she sing...F.I.R foreva...
Penny Dai Peini - talented singer-song writer...this tiny figured lady is musically inclined....she pens her own songs and sings them with so much feelings....guitar...and piano....i like...
eVonne Xu Hui Xin - princess...snowhite....so pretty and elegant...can dance very well...esp like her dances..ranging from ballet-type to those international standard dance....seeing her dance is always an enjoyment....


haha..that's a quite a long list of females that i like...yahz...(in case you think i'm a gay, but i like gals....and a hell lot of them)...but i would still gay with my gay friends....haha...think i'm bi man...omg....anyway....how i wish i could find someone who is abit of each of the 7 above...hmm....has character....has a voice that brings me life...elegantly poised...can dance...effort in putting on makeup(but not overly)...talented (esp musically)....haha...am i asking too much?!?!?! yeah!!! but really...if you can play a piece on piano for me...esp "canon in D"...congratz...you will at least not be hated by me...

just finished watching inferno affairs 3 (zhong ji wu jian)...good show...for those who have watched the 1st episode...you would be quite surprised in the end of 3..yahz...who will guess that the seem-to-be bad guy is actually the good guy...haha...many attempts at linking back to the 1st episode...many flashbacks...nice try....really...i'm quite impressed....always in suspense...keep me thinking throughout the show...

the character played by leon lai is actually ah ren (tony leung) friend since police sch days...*you may think that he is one of the guys that the zeng ziwei send to be his mole*...but nono...he is the one that open the gate for ah ren to go out..when he's so called 'expelled' to be an undercover...

then andy lau is the poor soul in the show...cannot distinguish good and bad...even he himself doesn't know if he is good or bad guy...in the end...he's only focused on digging out other bad guy's undercovers in the police force...so as to keep his true identity hidden...but i think he's the last one standing..maybe the rest of them all didn't make it big in police force...

haha...too many doubts..but good show still....