did i mention that i have officially quitted soccer?

except for occasional fun betz...

cheers to me..

a few days ago..one of my very close friend asked me, "Do you still have feelingz for her?"
Her, being my ex..

Hmm..come to think about it, i have broken up with her for almost 3 years - since 02/02/02. And during these 2 years plus, she had gotten a new bf and broke up and found this current bf. As for me, nah..still staying single..

So, do i still have feelings for her? "Letz put it this way..i'm happy to see her happy..and nothing more than that.." This is my reply that day. Well..does it answer the qn?

Nope? yes? but is it important? ever since i broke up with her..i have thought things through over and over...every now and then..met girls that moved my heart..even sensed that some of my girl-friends have feelings for me..but nothing works out of these..reasonbeing that i'm not ready to commit in yet another relationship..happy to stay single..less worries..less problems..

Life still goes on without love..Love serves only to add some spice to life..w/o it..pple will still survive..No doubt it definitely 'colours' up one's life...but it's not the only factor that depends whether you are happy or not..

i would say that i'm completely happy..but at least, i'm not depressed or sad..

Not that i have already become 'jue wang' with this thing called 'love' but i believe the time will come by itself..let nature takes its course is the best option..

jealous when seeing couples behaving lovingly?...yes...but what to do? Of coz, the only thing to do is to feel happy for them..esp when one of them, or both are your friends..it's such a joy to see your friends find happiness and eventually, you will be influenced and feel happy, other than envy.

"i have lost it once and yet to find it back again" ..perhaps i should rephrase that to " i have lost it once and it has yet to find me again"..very passive but that's what's love's to me at this present moment..perhaps when i've found that special someone...when the feeling, that is deeply buried, once again surged up..i will take action..

but for now, gals..you would still have your respective chances..but i should say..not in the very near future...unless as above mentioned...

dun be sad..hee~!!

cheers,
zsheng2512

sorry friends..i think i pressed something wrongly and there goes my previous blog..
temporary layout will be this default till i feel like changing it..

regards,
zsheng2512

well...i got my super +3 backsword yesterday..

it's glowing!!! so nice

hmm...it's been a long time since i last blogged..

a friend of mine say i should blog about the S.H.E concert held on the 8th Jan 2005..well, i really want to..but was so tied down with my game...wahaha..

okay..here it goes...

i went with only 1 friend, kc, coz the rest were either not free or not very interested..bought the $128 tickets coz the $148 ones were sold out..anyway..unlike usual concert..this one adopted an open-stage concept..meaning S.H.E will have to so call 'entertainment' all four sides of the central stage..

went in at 7pm and waited till almost abt 8:30pm before fans started screaming like mad..haha...quite excited when they 1st came in...

Saw Hebe!!! frankly, my heartbeat hastened abit when i saw her..though she was abt 15m away...that's what i called 'mi lian'...but i really like hebe the most!!!

if you have never been to such a concert..you would never know that it is actualli a very 'gan jiong' event...not everything will fall in smoothly..cock-ups are inevitable...throughout the whole concert...i think the sound blasted off too loudly and experienced very loud feedback for abt 3-4 times..it really spoilt the entire event as you can see from S.H.E faces that they are quite disappointed with such things go wrong...due to that, they actualli re-sang one of the song..wat was worse is during the encore part...they were singing 'tong kuai' and everyone was so hyped up...again, the sound blasted ...

besides that sound system imperfection, everything was alright...there was a part when a song was almost half-sang..and hebe was still stuck under the stage as the elevator failed to rise in time..so funnie..

managing a 4-sided stage was not an easy task..there were times when the 3 of them forgotten when and where to go...leading to alot of funnie actions..lolz...songs were sang...and dances too...they look so great in the various costumes..esp hebe...hee~!

when they flashed some of their old clips, selina cried upon seeing her uni graduation clip...hebe's clip was an anecdote when she actualli lost her footing while hopping around and fell on live tv...it's extremely funny...then she was say if her falling down can make pple happy..she will fall again..(faking a fall upon saying that)..so cute....

pardon me...for the fact that throughout the entire concert...my attention was always on hebe...well...you all should know me well enough that she's the one i love...among the trio...

30 songs in total for a duration of 2hr 30 mins if i'm not wrong...splendid concert if not for the sound..it's amazing that the 3 girls are still so popular...but can see that they really worked hard...and they are so cute!!!!

that's all i have to say...awaiting their next concert in sg...