a few days ago..one of my very close friend asked me, "Do you still have feelingz for her?"
Her, being my ex..
Hmm..come to think about it, i have broken up with her for almost 3 years - since 02/02/02. And during these 2 years plus, she had gotten a new bf and broke up and found this current bf. As for me, nah..still staying single..
So, do i still have feelings for her? "Letz put it this way..i'm happy to see her happy..and nothing more than that.." This is my reply that day. Well..does it answer the qn?
Nope? yes? but is it important? ever since i broke up with her..i have thought things through over and over...every now and then..met girls that moved my heart..even sensed that some of my girl-friends have feelings for me..but nothing works out of these..reasonbeing that i'm not ready to commit in yet another relationship..happy to stay single..less worries..less problems..
Life still goes on without love..Love serves only to add some spice to life..w/o it..pple will still survive..No doubt it definitely 'colours' up one's life...but it's not the only factor that depends whether you are happy or not..
i would say that i'm completely happy..but at least, i'm not depressed or sad..
Not that i have already become 'jue wang' with this thing called 'love' but i believe the time will come by itself..let nature takes its course is the best option..
jealous when seeing couples behaving lovingly?...yes...but what to do? Of coz, the only thing to do is to feel happy for them..esp when one of them, or both are your friends..it's such a joy to see your friends find happiness and eventually, you will be influenced and feel happy, other than envy.
"i have lost it once and yet to find it back again" ..perhaps i should rephrase that to " i have lost it once and it has yet to find me again"..very passive but that's what's love's to me at this present moment..perhaps when i've found that special someone...when the feeling, that is deeply buried, once again surged up..i will take action..
but for now, gals..you would still have your respective chances..but i should say..not in the very near future...unless as above mentioned...
dun be sad..hee~!!
cheers,
zsheng2512
Her, being my ex..
Hmm..come to think about it, i have broken up with her for almost 3 years - since 02/02/02. And during these 2 years plus, she had gotten a new bf and broke up and found this current bf. As for me, nah..still staying single..
So, do i still have feelings for her? "Letz put it this way..i'm happy to see her happy..and nothing more than that.." This is my reply that day. Well..does it answer the qn?
Nope? yes? but is it important? ever since i broke up with her..i have thought things through over and over...every now and then..met girls that moved my heart..even sensed that some of my girl-friends have feelings for me..but nothing works out of these..reasonbeing that i'm not ready to commit in yet another relationship..happy to stay single..less worries..less problems..
Life still goes on without love..Love serves only to add some spice to life..w/o it..pple will still survive..No doubt it definitely 'colours' up one's life...but it's not the only factor that depends whether you are happy or not..
i would say that i'm completely happy..but at least, i'm not depressed or sad..
Not that i have already become 'jue wang' with this thing called 'love' but i believe the time will come by itself..let nature takes its course is the best option..
jealous when seeing couples behaving lovingly?...yes...but what to do? Of coz, the only thing to do is to feel happy for them..esp when one of them, or both are your friends..it's such a joy to see your friends find happiness and eventually, you will be influenced and feel happy, other than envy.
"i have lost it once and yet to find it back again" ..perhaps i should rephrase that to " i have lost it once and it has yet to find me again"..very passive but that's what's love's to me at this present moment..perhaps when i've found that special someone...when the feeling, that is deeply buried, once again surged up..i will take action..
but for now, gals..you would still have your respective chances..but i should say..not in the very near future...unless as above mentioned...
dun be sad..hee~!!
cheers,
zsheng2512
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