S.H.E new song is so nice..."hou niao"

"ni de ai fei hen yuan
xiang huo niao kan bu jian
zai chi di de shui main
na shang xin luan cheng yi pian

ni de ai fei hen yuan
xiang huo niao ji jie bian qian
wo han lei
mian xiang zhe bei bian"

"so kiss me and smile for me,
tell me that you'll wait for me,
hold me like you'll never let me fall.

coz i'm leaving on a jet plane,
don't know when i'll be back again,
oh babe, i have to go"

--leaving on a jet plane

what i win i lose it back...
haha...that'z betting

i won again last night?

it's been 4 nights in a row..the longest ever

lets see if i can extend this winning streak

ars, milan!!!

portsmouth 1(0) - (0)0 tottenham
jackpot again..3 nights in a row...

so happy

won abit again last night..

hee..looks like my luck is changing...

online auctioning...quite funz..haha
e-transaction...ebanking...so high tech nowadays..

wanted to get alot of things but no money..
see if can get cheap 2nd hand goods from ebay or yahoo auction....lolzz

strange...i dun feel tired...
i should though...but i'm not....

leavin for Wallaby on the 29th of OCT..friday..
the ETA back to Sg will be on the 23th of NOV night...

don't miss me pple...who wan any soveneirs??!?!?!?!

Seldom win money in soccer..
but yesterday night was a great night for me..
pool came back to win by a 2 goal margin..
arsenal continued to fire..
won quite a bit last night..hee~

Life's a gamble...betting is part of life

saw my friend talking about love on her blog..
oh well...what should i say..love...hmmz...it's the most wonderful feeling in the world when being in love..

for me, to love is to be there for that person whenever she needs you around, be it emotionally, spiritually, physically(not so)..it involves the ultimate sacrifice(but sensibly) for the destined one..putting her before you or rather beside you..

sounds crapz..haha...but love is crapz...isn't it?

oh well

i'm really looking for pple to accompany me to watch s.h.e concert next year..
anyone interested?

rather shagged out...
played mj with thomas, jiarong and weiliang yesterday...
from 12 am to 6 am...03 x full rounds...
very fast...

i came to a conclusion tt i have no luck..very much so true..
i'm so down on luck...

i will think of you..but memories will fade and soon, i will forget your face..
forget how you look like..forget you totally...

i hope so

got quite alot of things kept in heart..i need to find someone whom i can confine in, but who? i have been wasting my time away thinking about useless things. things that doesn't concern you as i believe you have already forgotten about what we used to be..

and since i don't know how can i talk to..i've decided to write it down somewhere..no paper witin reach and so, here i am..filling up yet another blog for today 031004..

so fast, i have been in the army for 1 yr 10 months..to think about it..5 months and i will ORD..it's time to prepare myself for the civilian world outside..these 22monthz in the army so far has been pathetic..i have reached a conclusion that i am the most unlucky ccis pc amongst all..ex TS, ex GB, ex MD, Janus Migration, Disposal plan, and the coming ex Wallaby...it has really been a fruitful experience..

there are times when i was really busy and ther were also times when i couldn't find anything to do..perhaps that's the way unit life is supposed to be..

other than army, these 22 months have not been beneficial for me in any way..i felt so tied down that i couldn't commit myself to other things..i keep pushing back things that i wanted to do and decide to slack when there are chances..

slacking, but that doesn't mean don't bother abt anything, including army..ultimately, i still feel that i have a responsiblity to fulfil as a 2LT..not much but i will still work when there's a task to do..

strange, but there are thoughts of signing on..however, it's abit too late to come to such a decision now..for i have longed decided that army is not for me...

experienced working in a network marketing company called nti recently..i went in with the thought of wanting to change my life..wanting to experience something different..since now, it has been 2 months and i have yet to achieve much..what i have to say it that no doubt it's a business where people can make it big...but it all boils down to individual..

for me, i feel that it's not a job for me..i want to give it up..still comtemplating...it's so not me..but what's me? who am i? what am i supposed to be? so lost..i am giving myself another week to think about it before making the ultimate decision..i guess i need to talk...

i need help

i feel that i'm waiting for things to happen...
or should i make things happen...

if so, what will i want to make it happen?

i'm lost..someone please provide me with the guiding light...

oh no...stuck in camp on a sunday again!!
doing DO duty but this time is help my friend do one..he said he wanna accompany his mom who will be flying off soon...
what a filial son..thatz why i agree to help..

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went out with shaggerz yesterday..the usual few of us..craig, kc, ht, me, yee, cy, ck, and this time round got xy...haha...
went for a ma la steamboat at marina bay and after that, went ktv...siaoz...
dun even haf voice to sing..somemore just recovered from cough still whack ma la...

whatz worse was that this k-ster in lucky chinatown that we went to is damn f***ing small..8 poor souls squeezing in a "cozy", "soundproof" room for a "merry" 3 hr singing session with lotsa "zao seanh" from me..

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reached home at 2am plus and here i am today..doing duty...

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i'm growing so sick. of the life i'm currently leading...
no excitment..stagnant..perhaps going wallaby will be good...
to leave this sinful place for a while...to forget all the unhappy memories...

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can you tell me why has it become like this? why that it's no longer the same?

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perhapz i shouldn't ask for too much...i shouldn't hope for the impossible...
i should be who i am..ordinary as i want to be...happy as i feel like it..
isn't this what life's supposed to be like?

that's life