只不过想好好的爱一次啊

nope...my close friends didn't do what they could...in fact...not many pple know abt it except u guys...


....but i did what i think i should....i dunno if i'm doing myself anything good....but perhaps for the time being...living in a world thatz void of news regarding her and him is good for me....

or maybe i should talk abt it openly....afterall....i didn't lose anything....i dun have anything to begin with....but just my heart....which i believe...has gone thru more than this....i believe time will heal all wounds....and i still believe in that.....



and cut the crap of how loved you felt from all the friends' wishes......you feel loved coz he loves you....everything just becomes sweeter......nothing else really matters as much.....

every ger is the same....i figured that out finally.....i have yet found an exception....i have yet found my special one....

there's no reason why i dun wanna talk to you.

if u understand, i have always wanted to.

but i know i shouldnt, coz i'm lousy at managing my emotions.

and i guess it's better for me this way.

i need time. i dunno how long. maybe it will be soon.

or maybe not. coz everytime i love. i put in 110%.

teach me how to unlove