losing grip

as the title says.

were we ever close?

is the question i would like to ask...

but i'm afraid to find out the ans...

coz it's not the same anymore...

it would nvr be the same again...

coz there's no way i could revert to the past...

there's no way coz things had happened/not happened for some reasons...

and even if i didn't like it...everything has changed...

the way i treat you...

the way u treat me...

i can only say watever i did...i did them with my heart...

even though they went unnoticed...unappreciated...

you dun have to lie about that...

coz it can be felt...

and i really feel that...

thatz why i decided to stop...

and i really dun intend to continue from there...

and so it is...

take care.