怎么办 - S.H.E

为什么 你为什么 老是把空气全都吸光了
害得我 你害得我 在你面前呼吸急促需要叫救护车
别看我 先别看我 我的脸红就快要爆料了
没什么 哪有什么 我是绝对不会承认我喜欢你了

怎么办 感觉甜又酸
偷偷爱你 快乐又孤单
怎么办 爱却不能讲
你真讨厌 不来帮我的忙

你怎么可以这样 笑容打败太阳
甚至比我还要更好看
我虽然无力抵挡 但是曰子还长
总有一天换你为我疯狂

为什么 你为什么 这样不讲理的就出现了
害得我 你害得我 连仅有的一点矜持优雅全都毁了
靠近我 别靠近我 到底离你多近比较好呢
完蛋了 我完蛋了 我整个人眼看就快要不是我的了

4 down....1 more to whack...and 1 last to pass....

today's thermodynamics was quite hard...to me at least....maybe it's becoz of the 1st qn...encountered some hiccups...then the form not there already...but overall should be quite okay bah...

i'm still hopeful that i can get an A for it...or a min A- will be good!...haha

yah...i have 'mountainous' expectations...i'm crazy....but thatz just the way i am...

no strength to study tonight le...tmr then mug for the irritating fluids.....

stamina exhausting...i hope it's enough to last me till next week....coz i dun wanna get U for marketing...

<< the tagboard....



i have to admit...those are my friends....

::: eXaMzzz :::

and so, the long-awaited moment has started...last sat...

1st paper was a tikam test...really...can't find answers to mcq qns even in notes and textbook...(not to mention my textbook was a photostated one with no index...HOW TO SEARCH!!!)...haa..well..it really boils down to luck bah...but i did made sensible guesses...unless all options were equally insensible....

strangely...this sem's exam feels different...not that i'm not stressed...i'm VERY...but i feel kinda lost....the anxiety last week disappears...and i dunno what to expect...adopted a "dun-care" attitude...but i know i do care...ha...just wanna get everything over and done with...and let wateva heavenly forces up there decide my worth...decide how much i deserve the A's...

biochem is over...tmr is ESS...i hope it will be fine...letz not cok up any calculations...and make sure i know what has to be done...i wanna go in with this confidence and come out with a smile...

same for all the rest of the papers....i know i am capable of that...coz i'm me...the almightly zs!!! i'm the BEST!!! (self-morale-cum-confidence-boosting-session)...

(PS: please drop some praises at the tagboard for me...haa...the bhb me)

Good luck to everyone!!!! the battle shall start!!!

怎么办。。。怎么办!!!! so cute!

yan'z 22nd bday - eat-all-you-can-steamboat @ 鲜得来... and my newly cut cok-upz hair


what we meant by eat-all-you-can...throw-in-as-much-food-as-possible


ah cai...yanz....yee


jj....craigz


pj...and ah yu (tired)

man...i'm really stressed...

zs at his low again...haha...damn...dunno why...but the anxiety is really building up...one more week to exam...not that revision hasn't really progressed...but tat i really feel saturated to feed in anymore things into my head...

whatever that are in there are abit in a messy also...hard to sort out...

ESS is not easy after all...was going thru the syllabus and weekly quizzes and realized that we have really covered quite alot...when lumped together...it can take quite some time to process what'z going on...the weekly quizzes was okay when it's the weekly quizzes....now that i look back at it...i panicked....

argh...confidence dropping...morale dipping....i need to recharge!!!!

i know i can do it!!!! rise to expectation!!!! come on, zs/....

jiayou!

tmr will be a better day!

i'm hanging in there....with the sudden surge of stress....

jiayou!!! to everyone mugging till late nights....


yanz' bday eat-all-you-can steamboat at 鲜得来 was quite a good turnout...11 pple out of 13...only jaz and tiongz were there...even kokz came down...it's been sometime since such a big group got together...but too bad the timing wasn't perfect...everyone has got work on the next day....some has work and proj to rush...and poor me was so stressed up with revision...

if not, could have been a great time out having fun and stuff again...

it's good to have friends who remember your bday and spend the day with you...

when i was asked how am i going to spend this year's xmas...i replied "孤单的度过"...haa...dunno...not exactly the type that celebrates...but would still like to be showered with wishes and greetings...and better still PRESENTS!!!! haha...

dunno...still sometime away...and would like some A's for present also...(27th - results release)...

alrite..here's my wishlist (in case you dunno wat to buy for me...lolz)

1. handphone...
2. wallet
3. bag (backpack)
4. water bottle
5. shoes
6. S.H.E concert tix...and people to accompany me go...
7. thatz all for now ...


haha...time for bed...waking up earlier tmr...coz i keep 赖床ing these dayz...inertia effect is predominating...Re is high!!!!

happy bday, yanz!!!


oppz...i'm abit late...but still...haha...this post is dedicated to you!!!

happy 22nd bday, scorpio!!!!!









mug*

i'm stressed...

kill me, organicz!

i feel like a machine....

high tension period again...stresses are building up...

but actually...i really dunno what to expect for this sem...

s/u-ed mkting (which was a wrong decision for even went bidding for it)

fluids is not understandable for me...application is bad without understanding...not that i have done well for the midterm and those on-the-spot...so i was wondering if an A- is still within reach...

lsm...60mcqs should be quite luck-based...it's rumored to be so tough that you can't find ans in textbook...i'm scared...coz it's bio...reading blinding...going thru motion to make myself feel prepared...(in the midst of that of coz...)

organic chem...evolved into the most er xin module..the thickest textbook...the only closed-book core module....mind blocks may just occur....i hope not...

thermo-DIE-namicz...narrowing down on topics...and those topics covered are so so implicit...abtract...mathematical...(if these 3 terms sum up to something)...i'm not good at maths...

ESS...the most comfortable module so far...but got a feeling that the final ppr will be quite hard....if he lumps everything together...tedious and messy...and easily confused...argh...

6 mods: 5 cores and 1 s/u...

pple have high expectations of me...am i going to bring it down?

as i have said before...i'm not courageous enough to give up...i will persevere...just put in my best and smilez....

pray for me...i will pray for you too! (though i'm not very religious...)

i realize that i lack the courage to give up...

is it a good thing?

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's Your Love Style?

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

You Are An ISFJ

The Nurturer You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal. A good listener, you excel at helping others in practical ways. In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music. You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for. You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

What's Your Personality Type?

hmm...true in a few ways...easy to be devoted to one person....perhaps too easily...and when i got devoted to a particular person....i stay that way for too long a time...

interior designer, chef or child psychologist...haha...why am i in engineering?

if i were to choose from the 3, i would much prefer being a child psychologist...i love working with children...they are more innocent...free from too evil thoughts...i want to get into their world...and undertand how they think...i wanna get back to the child in me...

got a new song for my blog...

退后...it's the jay chou's song whose MV features hebe...yah...

sometimes i just dun understand myself...why do i miss someone so much when i dun even know her well enough...why do i see her everytime i close my eyes...

omg...i really gotta get back to my studies...no time to waste...

officially 21 days left to 1st paper...

gotta get my engine started...though it's starting but not going very smoothly...

buck up!

same goes to all out there...who will be struggling to maintain cap...revive cap...build up cap....

f***...so stressful!

it's such a small world...or should i say...nus eng fac is such a small place...

anyway...i'm contented to have you staying in my heart...i dun need to see you...coz sometimes...i feel that it only makes me feel worse...

well...it's time i should concentrate on my studies...there are expectations around that i must live up to...intended or unintended..they are already there...there is no way i can avoid comments....subtle or direct...

learning to live with these...perhaps a slightly non-chalant attitude is helping...but i still do mind to a little extent...of wat pple say or have to say abt me...

=)

thatz life!