2009

the first 3 days of 2009 were spent in bintan...it was a very relaxing trip...with no urgent agenda at hand...everyday was spent nua-ing...having funz...laughterz...i miss those times already...

all i can say...is that i really left the place with lotsa 不舍...ha...not that the stay was super comfy...in fact...it's not...no air-con...lotsa feeding of mosquitoes...no good bed to sleep on...no good food...but the company is good! the country is good! the weather is not not-good...the beer is good! so is the port wine! haa...and not forgetting the late night saboteur...no-mercy and last-words..guess-the-song-title...guess-the-movie/drama/show...

relaxing pace of life...like i say...no agenda at hand...it's so nice to be lingering around the place...enjoying the not-so-nice beach...the not-too-bad sea...the not-so-bad people...haha...

i so hate to come back to sg...in fact...i feel quite lost...that the whole new sem is starting...that i have to face the people in sch again...last sem already...but i dunno if i will really enjoy the sem...i have many doubts...many reservations about certain things...certain pple...and i think i'm not very ready to go back to sch...

i have lost some faith...lost some trust...lost some expectations...

i hope that 2009 will be a good yr for me..

for me to gain some faith...some trust...some expectations that were lost...