the good things

pple always say that life's full of good things out there...you just have to go out and get them...

hmm...well...i have seen many good things...but i realize there is no use going out and try to get them...becoz some things are just not yours...no matter how hard u try...you still won't get them...and some times...the good things turn bad...really bad...

you know wat...i have tried many times...and realize that those good things i go after are so often not destined to be mine...i have learnt...some times the hard way...and i have learnt to give up the thought of even trying...

if the good things belong to me...i believe they will come to me...at least i hope it works this way...i shall just keep my faith...

the only tough part is...when i start to give....i develop this thing called expectation...the starting point to disappointment...so well...i really think i should stop this nonsense shiit...i should stop giving...

and start receiving....if there is ever anything for me to receive that is...