hurt

i can only say that i was hurt...

i am still hurt by the things you say...

hmm...i dun even have the courage to say that i am hurt...i can only write it down in words...

sorry that i make u felt that way...

and i have probably figured out the best way to deal with it...i shan't talk anymore...安静了...

coz the more i wanna say...the more u would feel that way...

the angrier you get...the sadder i would be...

so it's probably the end...at least this way...i would be the only one feeling the pain...

haiz...i didn't want it to turn out this way...

but the moment i heard your voice today...the moment i saw you...that split second we looked eye to eye....i know it's gone...i felt so invisible that i dunno how to react...

my world collapsed at that moment...

really...it's enough for me...

another friendship ruined....

by me...


am i cursed or something? why does it always happen to me like this?

why?



i am not well...

i so hate the dec season...