16th october 2008

pls dun make me 讨厌 thee...it's not easy to love...but it's so easy to hate...

haiz...i think i need to withdraw for awhile...i can't feel the credibility...i can't trust anymore...i have lost the ability to discern right from wrong...i dunno how to tell which are truths and which are lies...i am no longer sure what to expect...the vision is blurred...i dun mind being depended upon...but i know thou mind coz thou art afraid of leading me on...i agree...this is the right thing to do...



the boundary was there...i crossed it...and in fact, i think i am the one that finds it hard to get back to my original place...i have misplaced myself...i still need time...and i really aint have alot of time...

i know...

i need to be fast...i need to pick up and go...once again...

i need to keep on drifting...till the day i find the right anchorage...i will need to keep drifting...