hmm

22 sept 2008.

hmm...haven't really had a proper post for quite some time already...

sorrie mr blogger...sorrie for neglecting you...haha...

nothing much lately also...just the usual ups and downs...the roller coaster ride every now and then...

fyp is a pain in the arse...i foresee i can't accomplish much...skyped with my prof last monday and from what we dicussed (together with my co sup)...it seems quite certain that i would have to rebuild the model...anyway...he asked me to summarise the entire Jadex user guide which is easily 150 pages....and today evening...i'm supposed to have another skype meeting with him to discuss abt possible features that could be put to use for the model...BEAR IN MIND THAT I HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED CODING...the past few months were spent studying the existing code which is in a sense that is not-so-Jadex-like...WTF!

yeapz...this sums up my fyp woes...and wat more! MY PROF WUN BE IN SG FOR AS FAR AS I KNOW...UNTIL DEC....haiz...

i bet everyone has his/her problems over their fyp proj bah...and THESE ARE MINE! did you ever seek to find out? haha...nope! everyone is too tied down with their own damn stuff....thatz how the earth revolves...each person just trying to push thru his/her own way...everyone just wanna whine about their own things...who really cares and bothers to offer a listening ear? and by offering...it's not just literally offering...u gotta hear to listen...not one ear in the other ear out...

hhaa...seems like i'm whining to my blog viewers again...pardon me...

anyway...it really doesn't pay for being nice to pple man...pple just start to take u for granted and before you know...they are already expecting you to be always nice to them...that it has become an obligation on your part...watz more...when you start to be less nice...pple will say u are not nice...when in fact...you still ARE...but just that it's nvr always easy...i have got my own stuff to settle also...in fact...i might have more stuff than you that i need to tidy up...and i do really need some personal time and space....so if you are not here to help...please leave me alone!

haha...another paragraph of whining...*hush hush....


time to sleep...

everything's gonna get busy and busy soon....proj...term paper...midterm tests...job applications...and THE STUPID FYP!!!!

i wanna play...oh yah...tennis is quite funz....i'm gonna get a racket soon!

haa!

haiz...