wat a day.

30 Aug 2008.

wat a day. very mixed feelings. sometimes happy, sometimes sad. sometimes confused. sometimes clear.

happy that i am here.

sad that things will move on from here.

confused about how i wanna carry on from here.

and clear that everything will have to move on from here.

hahaz. it's really very mixed. and all these emotions are churning in my stomach! (need to go toilet!)

haiz. feeling like i'm falling sick soon. easily feel cold man.

anyway. on a brighter note, my 2nd uncle has waken up today. (did i mention that my 2nd uncle got hospitalised yest?) apparently, it's not tat serious. not a 2nd stroke that the doc suspected. the reason for him falling unconscious is still not known. need further diagnosis i think. but glad that he's fine now.

hmm. just got the sad feeling when i saw him tear. it's really sad to see how patients get so depressed and annoyed with themselves. coz they thot they have become a burden to the family. that they are a liability and of no use. haiz. and it's not an easy task to try to make them dun feel this way. wat we can do, is to stay by their side and constantly remind them that we would also feel sad when we see them get so depressed.

haiz. lets just all look on the bright side of life! yay!