so difficult to press the 'send' button

yeap...it's the 1st time i find it soo hard to press the 'send' button...

but anyway...the email is sent...

i dunno if i did the correct thing or not...but at least i am sobre now (no alcohol effect tonight)

i was hesitant...i was in a dilemma...but i thot abt it for quite long already...and maybe wat pj said was right...i didn't have many chances left...






oh....and it's now raining...great!...perhaps it would make me fall into an easy sleep for tonight...