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Tuesday, July 01, 2008

7-11 (can't think of a good title)

"你的心 像闪烁的霓虹 叫人迷恋 却也迷惑 我没有把握.."
-- 动力火车 - 不甘心 不放手

some pretty old song by Power Station...nice lyrics...the entire song...very nice....

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i have been wondering again...sigh...abt where do i stand...

why do you come to me only when u need help? and always gone in a flash when help had been rendered...aint giving enuff time to even say a proper goodbye...let alone any other qns that i might wanna ask...and why do i keep staying...hoping i can help but i know the only thing i can do is to affirm whatever decision you have made...so that you can feel more assured and confident...

how can someone be so self-centred (maybe, it's abit too harsh to use this word) and incapable of sensing how other may feel...or maybe just doesn't bother to know how other feels...


it feels very much like going to a convenient store (think 7-11)...when u r thirsty...u'd just pop in and get a drink and then..off u go...yes...simple as that...u dun even nid to thank the cashier for that's his job to serve u...u dun even care abt who else r in the store...all u wan is just to get ur drink to quench the thirst...and every other thing is taken for granted....



hmm...i feel quite "7-11" lately...(我觉得自己很方便)...maybe thatz because i'm so easily 'accessible' online...and i'm soo goddamn free to meddle into business that are not my own...but when it comes to MY business...who cares anyway...and in fact...who can help? perhaps i have become so independent when it comes to making decisions...but i haven't been making many right ones...perhaps it's time i seek other opinions when i'm confused....but who are willing to help?

i have my doubts over issues....many...and they aint always easy to deal with...but i know that when there are choices...decisions have to be made...no other ways...and decisions may not always turn out good...there will be regretz...but every such instance is a learning lesson...



sigh..getting abit emo...haa....but will be fine soon...




perhaps i should sell my laptop off...so that i wun appear online always...



getting so 宅.... not zhai...


i need to get outside and breathe some nature's air...