13/Jul

it really doesn't feel good to be rejected time and again...

so if ever someone tried to ask u out...do consider abt his/her feelings...and dun straight away reject just becoz it's not something you like to do...

maybe there are other reasons...maybe there is just one...that "this guy is too irritating"...if so...pls be frank and tell him...

coz there was a first time...and then came a 2nd...so he wonders if there could be a 3rd...thatz just that...



and he really doesn't mean to be irritating...afterall...there were times when he was being irritated...but that didn't give him enuff reasons to be angry...perhaps he would nvr be angry with that person...perhaps he likes to be irritated by that person...

thatz what i call fan jian (a.k.a. fj in this blog)...






certain things i feel should be said in person...face to face...but frequent enuff...that kind of chance might not be given...and there's really nothing much to do abt it...time would probably tell whatz best...and whatz more frightening is that you will nvr know how long it would take...there is this optimum that must be found...hard...very hard...and thatz why pple usually call it 'FATE'...whenz the right time...must be coupled with the right place...and the probability of that happening? i dunno...it hasn't happened yet...



just wanna rant tonight...

pardon me...