无底洞

so often jump in and realise how 'bottomless' it is...it's my 'pit'...still there...okie...maybe i shouldn't use the word 'jump'...i so often accidentally FALL into it time and again...wtf!


having pretty mixed feelings lately...

stressed: coz a test is coming up...

a false sense of security: coz i feel that the test is going to be easy...

emo: coz of no good reason...

feel under-utilized: coz it's really very very slack at work (not that i want but they dun really have alot of things for me to do)

easily irritable: coz there is a limit to everything and if someone gets overboard....*erupt!

confused: coz the mixed feelings are, as they can be seen, REALLy very mixed...



for now...i just have to climb out of the 无底洞 again...sux