i dread...
i dread that another week is starting...just as much as i dread that the weekend is ending... (oh..they refer to the same thing...)
i dread dragging my heavy feet to work...
i dread sitting in the office...
i dread staring at the monitor and feeling empty...
i dread being busy finding things to do...
i dread what's happening to my life....
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"i got a hole in me now...
i got a scar i can talk about..."
\-- matchbox 20 - Bright Lights
some pretty old song i think...but i feel that 火柴盒20 kinda rox...
eh..the hole in me? it's probably still there(not literally, of coz)...incapable of being filled by anything...anyone...or should i say i still can't find the appropriate something or someone to fill it...
but no...there's no scar i wanna talk about...
just feel that this song has this 'thing' in it that is so appealing to me...probably some past memories invoked...actualli there are some eng songs that sound very familiar to me because i had heard them long before...sometime during pri/early sec sch times...and upon hearing them again after soO many years...they just ring the bell...
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argh...digressed from my original purpose of this entry...oh well...can't tune back the tone now...
it's just getting too routine bah...the week starts...the week drags...the week ends...and then the next cycle begins...
even though this coming week is a 4 -day week...the feeling is no difference...the only good thing is probably the longer weekend and the no lesson on friday...but there's a test next next friday...and i should really start revising soon...coz i dun really wanna use my last s/u on it...
many decisions made during my yrs in nus...some good /....many bad...and to be frank...there's an awful lot of 后悔 to talk abt if i want...but i've learned to forget all regrets...just curse at them...learn from them...and move on....
a dreadful week ahead...i DO hope it does get better as the time goes by...
a positive note: i'm gonna start on a new book this week...my 4th for the year...
~cheerz
i dread dragging my heavy feet to work...
i dread sitting in the office...
i dread staring at the monitor and feeling empty...
i dread being busy finding things to do...
i dread what's happening to my life....
-----------------
"i got a hole in me now...
i got a scar i can talk about..."
\-- matchbox 20 - Bright Lights
some pretty old song i think...but i feel that 火柴盒20 kinda rox...
eh..the hole in me? it's probably still there(not literally, of coz)...incapable of being filled by anything...anyone...or should i say i still can't find the appropriate something or someone to fill it...
but no...there's no scar i wanna talk about...
just feel that this song has this 'thing' in it that is so appealing to me...probably some past memories invoked...actualli there are some eng songs that sound very familiar to me because i had heard them long before...sometime during pri/early sec sch times...and upon hearing them again after soO many years...they just ring the bell...
-----------------
argh...digressed from my original purpose of this entry...oh well...can't tune back the tone now...
it's just getting too routine bah...the week starts...the week drags...the week ends...and then the next cycle begins...
even though this coming week is a 4 -day week...the feeling is no difference...the only good thing is probably the longer weekend and the no lesson on friday...but there's a test next next friday...and i should really start revising soon...coz i dun really wanna use my last s/u on it...
many decisions made during my yrs in nus...some good /....many bad...and to be frank...there's an awful lot of 后悔 to talk abt if i want...but i've learned to forget all regrets...just curse at them...learn from them...and move on....
a dreadful week ahead...i DO hope it does get better as the time goes by...
a positive note: i'm gonna start on a new book this week...my 4th for the year...
~cheerz
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