the guessing game

"Every waking minute that we are in the presence of someone, we come up with a constant stream of predictions and inferences about what that person is thinking and feeling."

we like to guess, like to hslx...coz we are afraid to ask...afraid to face what might be the truth...and so, behind the closed door of our mind, we would start drawing up various scenarios, willingly or unwillingly...but deep in our conscious mind, we know that none of these imagined scenarios would surface if we didn't choose to act upon what we would have wanted...the constant struggle between rationality and irrationality...

all it takes, is just that little bit of courage and who knows, things might turn out good? nah~ senseless courage...不理智的冲动 would only drive pple away...it's intimidating...yah...so, we would keep on guessing and guessing until someday, the subconscious mind decided that it has got better things to take care of and stop the meaningless hslx game...




how i wish that i could look into ur eyes and know how u feel...and convey how i feel...



wouldn't it be cool if all these constant predictions and inferences about what pple is thinking or feeling can cease with just one look in the eyes? or face? in fact, facial expressions can tell so much...let alone the eyes...人家把眼睛称为 "灵魂之窗" 是有原因的...



sigh...my eyes aint good at telling...nor are they good at saying...


argh...going crazy...

perhaps the only thing that's keeping me sane these dayz are the cold night breeze once in a while...the same wind that blows straight into my face and tell me, "wake up! 想再多也没用!" the same wind that's high up in the hill...the same wind that's present along the stretch of road...

wootz....it's 1am already...time for bed....



sidenote: at least it's weekend again...and i'm gonna play bball finally....