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Monday, February 25, 2008

emotionz...negative or positive?

因为曾难过。。。才懂得快乐的可贵。。。
才不至于把开心当作理所当然。。。
才知道幸福得来不易。。。

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haven't been feeling good since....i dunno....last night?
dun ask me why....i have lost all my reasons for emotions...
i just know that they are negative emotions....

maybe it started from the slight headache...and then abit of the 'persistent' cough came back...and after which...the failure to fall asleep despite the tiredness...the stupid heat in the midst of the night...and the lack of sleep really didn't make today better...(i only manage to fall asleep at abt 3am...and it's interrupted by a brief moment of waking up at 6 plus...)...sigh...

i am SOoo damn tired today then i fell asleep in the office...twice! luckily there's nothing much to do today AGAIN...so yah...continued with my reading of 'BLINK'...

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sigh...having this confused state of mind again...it's been awhile since i last felt it....

我想 我可能又被动摇了。。。

因为某某的某某。。。一些些的一些些。。。

因为夜空的星星。。。

因为一阵阵凉凉的微风。。。

因为已经开始不圆的月。。。

因为。。。。。。

有说不出的原因。。。有不想说出的理由。。。有不知道该不该说出的答案。。。


pardon me...i know i'm not making any sense now...and thatz exactly how i'm feeling...just wanna purge out all the negative emotionz...wanna stop dreaming...coz the things that happen in my dreams are the unrealities in life...


why is it tat hard to find contentment...contentment in the simplicity of life...the simplest things on earth like the sunrise and sunset...the dazzling stars and moonlight...the comfort of the breezing wind...the wish-wash of the waves...the joy of digging ur feet into the sand....the peace of just letting time past with no worries or whatsoever...

impossible? i dunno...maybe i should really stop indulging myself in such thots...gotta work hard bah...can't just slack the life away...needa jiayou so that the slacking can come perhaps later in life...when i'm old...maybe then i would be able to stroll down a peaceful stretch of beach...hand in hand with my other half...listening to what the winds and waves have to share...

ha...so far fetched suddenly/...for now...i shall stick to my chi popz...slow rock ballads...and walk those cemented pavements...njoy the 'global warming' 'air-con'...


ciao~