went running tonight....finally...after so much procrastinating...hmm..wonder why everytime when i am resolved to run...i would be at my down period...

went on a slightly different route tonight...ran to stagmont ring and went across the railway track...and along woodlands road all the way until i reached bukit panjang...i just felt like going there for awhile...there are memories of the place...and i dun foresee myself going there in anytime near...and i would do wat i can to not go that place unnecessarily....

the run was good...along a lonely road with cars that speed pass at high speed...with deemly lit pathway...apart from the usual stitches....it's serenity...

really feel like playing bball....last sat couldn't manage to get eneough pple...so didn't play in the end...but i would really like to get some shots at the hoop...it just feels good to do something you are good at i guess...


rough patch?...difficult phase?...maybe

but to think abt it...actually nothing has ever changed recently...it's just me and my hslx at work again....

i guess i would have to emerge strong....no point indulging in my self-sympathy....pointless!


gonna hide away from someone...i need to be brutal to myself...in order to get over....

focus focus focus!!! studies more impt!!!!