ouch! it hurts to know what a small world it is...

tat everything is so coincidental...

tat everything seems to revolve around a small space in NUS...








that i actualli know her bf...

that i was actualli on quite good terms with her bf during bmt dayz...

that he is actually her bf...

that everything happens within a year....

that a year back....nothing has happened....




sigh...i dunno why i feel so sad/...i alr know that a bf exists...but finally knowing who's that guy...and knowing that guy personally....i just feel strange....


i feel that i shouldn't be even talking to her anymore...i dun wanna get in between 2 friends...


maybe this will make me resolved in moving on...i can't stay on anymore...coz there are things that are against my principles....and no matter how much i wish to do it....i can't bring myself to do that....

argh...

专属天使 just left...the void is left to be filled again...

i can't allow 非你莫属 to be applicable anymore...




hong keat told me to keep listening to 专属天使 and hopefully i will find mine...i had designated mine..but it can't stay....gonna leave the position empty again....i hope i can!





okay....zs! buck up! sad times are really too often...

learn to smile and say "you're the best!"