yep...perhaps time is not the best medicine...but for now...it seems to be the ONLY medicine...
maybe i shouldn't have talked to you on tues (msn)...somehow...i didn't feel good when i heard that you were in a bad mood...yes...i was concerned unknowingly...i wondered what could i do to make you feel better....but i realize i couldn't really do much...i just hoped that by merely being there and talking to you for the night could make you feel better...
i am foolish...that i have been 动摇 again...it took me so long to accept the fact...but now, i feel that i am back to who i was a few months back...okiez...i need a few more dayz to tune back...
went billiarding last night...with pj and kokz...it's funz...though i wasn't very accurate...but i still had some fair meagre share of my stroking streak....but being with those chaps are always funz larz...
saw someone that looked very familiar there...a gal...some jc friend that i haven't been keeping in touch with for many years...but i wasn't very sure if it's her...afterall, i haven't seen her since prom...and thatz like abt 4 years already...hmm...that gal's name is jasmine...didn't dare to approach and confirm...coz i paiseh...haha...so many guys there...i scare the guys would think that i was trying to pick up their galfriend and i would end up being bashed...
the sight of her evoked some jc memories....for some reasons that perhaps some of you should know...but i'm not gonna say it here....coz it's already the past...
and now, i'm trying to make my present here a 'past' also...so that i can carry on...
i realize i have a life of my own to live...i cant be always thinking of someone tat i shouldn't...coz i know she would never do the same...
hongwei told me that if there's a gal that he likes...whether or not he can be wth her....he would do anything to improve her overall well-being...i think thatz very 伟大...and all i can do now is probably just that...but no! i dun wanna be 伟大...but i just feel that there are things that i wanna do for her...but then again...what i can do as a friend is limited...
so gal...talk to me when you're feeling down...i can't do much...but i will always be here as a friend....
i'll do everything i can to put that smile on thy face....this i promise you...
(oopz....i have been seeing this phrase " this i promise you" so often these dayz....wonder why also)
maybe i shouldn't have talked to you on tues (msn)...somehow...i didn't feel good when i heard that you were in a bad mood...yes...i was concerned unknowingly...i wondered what could i do to make you feel better....but i realize i couldn't really do much...i just hoped that by merely being there and talking to you for the night could make you feel better...
i am foolish...that i have been 动摇 again...it took me so long to accept the fact...but now, i feel that i am back to who i was a few months back...okiez...i need a few more dayz to tune back...
went billiarding last night...with pj and kokz...it's funz...though i wasn't very accurate...but i still had some fair meagre share of my stroking streak....but being with those chaps are always funz larz...
saw someone that looked very familiar there...a gal...some jc friend that i haven't been keeping in touch with for many years...but i wasn't very sure if it's her...afterall, i haven't seen her since prom...and thatz like abt 4 years already...hmm...that gal's name is jasmine...didn't dare to approach and confirm...coz i paiseh...haha...so many guys there...i scare the guys would think that i was trying to pick up their galfriend and i would end up being bashed...
the sight of her evoked some jc memories....for some reasons that perhaps some of you should know...but i'm not gonna say it here....coz it's already the past...
and now, i'm trying to make my present here a 'past' also...so that i can carry on...
i realize i have a life of my own to live...i cant be always thinking of someone tat i shouldn't...coz i know she would never do the same...
hongwei told me that if there's a gal that he likes...whether or not he can be wth her....he would do anything to improve her overall well-being...i think thatz very 伟大...and all i can do now is probably just that...but no! i dun wanna be 伟大...but i just feel that there are things that i wanna do for her...but then again...what i can do as a friend is limited...
so gal...talk to me when you're feeling down...i can't do much...but i will always be here as a friend....
i'll do everything i can to put that smile on thy face....this i promise you...
(oopz....i have been seeing this phrase " this i promise you" so often these dayz....wonder why also)
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