mood: down again....

reason: nil...

hmm...just dun feel happy...coz as i have always said...there is really nothing to be happy about these dayz...not particular depressed either....just plain monotonous...i think something is seriously lacking in my life...i need some sparks...i need some new experiences...but i'm just too lazy to go out search for these things that i know i need...

hectic schedule in school? not too bad for me actually...apart from studies...i really have nothing to deal with in school...

too free? nope...as i told ru de...my mind feels so preoccupied by stuff these dayz...i know that there are always more things that are waiting for me to do...but i can't possibly do every single one of them and dun give myself a break...getting slacker and slacker after each sem....which is good...coz effort doesn't always really give you results in uni...most important thing that you need is some preparation and LUCK!!!

sigh..the fact of life is cruel...

my cough? yupz...it still exist...probably due to the haze...it's not getting better...dunno...but thanks to all those who have shown concerns...thankz for remembering me...


listening to penny's newest album now...new songs...sad songs..."一个人 很彻底"..."单身潜逃"...phrases like these are so...hmm...sigh...

i'm going into isolation...really...feeling myself stepping in even though i dun wan to...separating from the world...sinking into a world of mine...solitude...

saw someone today...hmm...actually i saw alot of pple today...but it's her that i wanna see...but so wat if i saw her? haha...i feel like a fool yet again...i'm so stupid...

i think i'm getting stupider as time passes...or it's just that the pple around are getting smarter and i'm not...ha/..


wat happen to our friday sports day? haha...seems like everyone is so busy with their own business yah? haiz...long time didn't play bball with pj they all also le...missing those times on court...where the round globe-like bball is so much more interesting than those thick flat textbookz....


so many random thoughts today...man...i shall go sleep and stop thinking abt all these...

hope that you are fine...