0211...just stopped my mugging for today after a long and inefficient...concluded that i cannot read textbook with a brunch of friends in sch...i can only do practice in study groups...

today had the 1st mkting proj group meeting...5 engineers...kinda lost amongst all the mkting terms...not sure if we get them right but at least some tasks are assigned and timeline drawn...

yupz...i kinda confirm that i'm gonna use my 2nd s/u on mkting...it's just not my field...and i dun have time to make it mine...i need to buck up for my lsm and stuffs (all the stupid cores)...there goes my 600 plus bid pts for a s/u-ed module...

well...regrets? yes..but what to do? just live with it lorz....there are so bound to be regrets in life that i think i have to grow used to them...no pt sulking over events that are far over...look forward and who knows what you might discover...

optimism taking over!!!

gonna get buzi with mugging and tuition that i dun think i have anymore time for outings for the remaining of the break...

2121 revision is far from done...2122 not yet started....2123 i will devote half a sunday...lsm is hopelessly untouched...

busy...but i will still have time for someone...really...but thatz provided that someone needs me around...and i dun tink that will be the case anyway...

i will just locate myself "an sms away" from her...a distance thatz not far but feels distant enough....

sigh...

gambatte!!! live well!!!