i know i need to blog today...and yes...i really have to...i shall then split this into a few different posts...

1. about regrets....
i have had so many regrets in my life that sometimes, i wonder if i would ever learn...wrong choices were made...today(or rather, yesterday) was a friday that i regretted having...maybe..i shouldn't have gone for the lunch...maybe i shouldn't have gone to the ktv...maybe i shouldn't have even gone sch...once again...i saw hopes being shattered...or rather...i gave myself hopes and then, only to shatter them into pieces...sigh...i may be 胡思乱想ing again...逃避 or 面对...i think it's really the time to decide...if not, i know i would have a super tough april ahead...

well about my 胡思乱想ing...it's not without logic...i mean as a third person...you can really obvious and tell if there is something going on between the 2 of them...even yanz told me that she thinks that they are a couple...the problem here is, i tend to add more 胡思乱想ing to that and make things 'simply' worse...

but i really dun wan to regret...regret about not trying...regret about not giving me a chance...regret about not giving her a choice...