taking a little time off from work...hmm...dun really like tuesdays...coz i know she will be attending tut with him...but that doesn't really matter me...

who am i to be feeling this way?

what position am i in to be thinking like this?

i have finally found the reasons why i am always unhappy:

1. keep 逃避ing
2. keep 胡思乱想ing

i can't seem to overcome myself...