逃避ing....a new term i heard from yanz and pj...lolz...

am i? hmm...maybe...逃避 from what? something that hurt me too deep once...but maybe...things will be different this time round?

'you will never know if you try'....

i think i have a bunch of real good friends (you know whom i'm refering to...not YOU..not YOU...yahz...it's YOU, YOU and YOU...) the billiard session was fantastic just now...can't imagine we played from 8 plus till 1am on a friday night...

had a talk with pj...though we have been very good buddy for some many years...we had never talk about things that are close to our hearts...about relationships...

i will leave the details till some other day bah...

or maybe i should just day it now lar...

he told me to go and tell the gal...there is nothing really serious and grave in confessing..."我喜欢你"...these four words....haha...perhaps it's true...but i simply can't 过我自己这一关...

"会怕的"...the once hurt in relationship was quite bad that i am kinda withdrawn when it comes to such things...

maybe i'm just complicating matters...but it's really aint easy....i know it's easier to say from a 3rd person perspective...i have been in that position before...but when you yourself are involved....matter just seem to complicate itself...

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i can't believe i pressed 'send'...and her reply was quite funny...just a simple goodnight sms...i think it was rather unexpected....

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maybe what i need is really just a little more bit of 冲动...