thank you for being there when i need you, mr blogger.com...i dunno who can i turn to...there is something i wanna find out...but i'm afraid to know the answer...but i know i need to know the answer to move on...

it feels like 6 years back...and if you have known me and the people around me long enough...you would probably have guessed what is it about...relationship...friendship...how not to let these 2 get tangled in a mess?

how would you react if you know that your friend is interested in the same gal that you like?

i have been through it before...and yet..i still dunno what to do

"会怕的"...yan told me in gek lect today...yah...i'm really afraid...

though i know that most importantly...it all boils down to how the gal feels and she will have to make a decision...

but would it to better to not let the gal have to make the decision?

i simply hate being myself sometimes...