downed a can of beer....hope it can make my night past easier...

i think now...she is avoiding me...once i come online...she disappears....

=)

but since she hae made a decision...i will respect her choice...

i aint gonna say that i have lost to who in any way...

i have only lost to myself..my own indecisiveness...my own incapability of facing myself...

should i hold on to it? i dunno...but i'm not the type who let go easily once i'm committed to someone...

i hope time can heal my wound real fast this time round...