sometimes, i really wonder why do i give myself so much stress? why do i have high expectations for myself? no one forces me to get all A's...it's not like i would be killed if i get a B or C...

sigh...

maybe it's because i used to be the best...thatz why i'm constantly striving to be 'up there'...

self-inflicted stress...so unhealthy...


perhapz...everything will turn out just fine if i put in my best...

whatz the point of me thinking so much about the possible consequences when nothing has yet happened?

just put in whatever i have and pray hard!!!


haha...cheerz