"你还在在意些什么?" my inner voice asked me...well...not to sure also...it just didn't feel very right just now...but i guess i did the best that i could...

forced a smile...

stayed far away...

mingled with friends far away...

got home as fast as i could...

i just need time bah...i know it isn't really that hard...but i just need to make the process more bearable and smooth...