sigh...saw her in mac today during lunch...

went with jj...while i thought that's the only place to lunch without having the possibility of seeing her...i saw her...i was walking with my tray of food out when she sort of just came in from another entrance...not sure if she saw me though...

but felt really strange just now there lar...it's like 很想看见她 but 有很怕看见她...coz i know that if i were to really let go...i really need to not see her often..

seeing her in lectures were already enough...in fact, i'm trying to not 'spy' at her anymore (the word 'spy' is chosen for some special reason)...

i dunno how about tutorials man...

a difficult phase for me...but i think i'm handling fine till now...lets see how day 4 turns out to be...