everytime i talked to her...i was 动摇-ed...that's how easily swayed i am...call me fickle if you want...maybe i'm just too 痴情..or 重感情...as i have said before...i'm ready not the type who let go easily once i'm committed...even though i really want to let it go...that's my softspot...

maybe i shouldn't come online so often...but i aint gonna change my 'routine' or habit because of her...oh man...i think that i'm such 乱-ed guy...

i don't wanna get into their way...since their feelings towards each other are mutual...

watching soccer now...arsenal's soccer...one of my last few sources of entertainment and happiness....