01 AUG 2008.

hmm. i guess i would miss a blog entry on sat coz we (shgrz) will be having this bbq-and-get-dead-drunk party over at craig's hse. well, not dead drunk, but high. (you know what i need yah.)

it's been a totally non-productive Friday. i dunno but i really feel kinda lost and directionless since yest, after meeting up with Aaron. i guess there's really soo much i'm expecting myself to know for the fyp coz i wanna do a good job. one thatz good enough for a 1st class honors. and even better, if the prof is willing to work and spend more time with me, who knows, maybe an A+ fyp? but i guess i'm not so greedy. for i know if that's the case, the amt of effort that i have to put in will be tremendous. i can settle for an A- minimum. yep, the entire jadex and the ss chain simulation model thingy that has been done by the predecessors are so overwhelming that i feel momentarily lost and dunno what to do.

argh. the stress is killing me. i hope the 'lost' feeling can subside fast. and after the weekend, i will be back with new and stronger fighting will. oh before i forget
and really, it's time like this when u feel that how good would it be if u are not facing it alone. how nice if you could have someone to gently stroke ur hair and say "everything will turn out fine". sadly, the situation isn't the ideal.


oh before i forget...this is quite fun...haha...i'm amazed and amused at what i came up with http://www.mcdonalds.com.hk/english/campaign/shogunwithegg/view.asp?mid=7078&cid=121514&